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Thursday 1 November 2012

the FM part 19

Part 19: the silent game of seduction:
She enters the room with the juice and the medicines…he was sleeping, she looks at him…he was so innocent while sleeping …he seems like an angel…so vulnerable and she feels like she was responsible of him, if he's in pain, she really wants to give her best to take this pain away…she remembers her words about how she don't want to see his face, she feels sad and wants to hug him so tightly and tell him that she don't mean every word she said…she don't mean anything…
She approaches the bed…he wasn't sleeping, he was just closing his eyes…and he feels that she's coming, he wanted to open his eyes but he feels her hand on his forehead…and then …a kiss on his forehead…and then she covers him well , and then she went…is that happening for real ?or is it a dream??…he opens his eyes and then he saw the juice…yes, it's not an angel… is her who kissed him that way…and then Anjeli comes:
-Chotte! … Khushi asks me to give your medicines, she has to help mum!
-Anjeli! Can't believe you…you're talking to me…
-it happens like this chotte…me too can't believe, it's a miracle!
-it's my accident, if I knew it, before…
-chuuut! Take this!...I was hoping to speak chotte to tell you how much I love you and I love my mother…it was against me, chotte…I just want to speak but I just can't…
-it's ok…don't cry, I'm not even able to hug you…see my hand!
Anjeli holds his other hand and smile…
-And…your marriage?...I'm so upset at the beginning…but chotte…this khushi! I just can't blame you, even, if you wanted to kidnap her and bring her here…she's just amazing…
-Anjeli!
-yes!
-I'm hungry! Tell her to come with my dinner!
Anjeli smiles and blushes hearing that…she's just describing her and then he asks to see her… hungry? Really?...she gives him that look, proving that she gets it :
-Ok!
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Anjeli: -Khushiji! The lord asks for his dinner!
Khushi:-it's good that he asks for food! Did he took his medicines and the fresh juice?
Anjeli:-yes, yes! And suddenly, he wants to have his dinner at 7pm!
Khushi:- it's fine he didn't eat properly in lunch!
Anjeli:-so…what are you waiting for?
Khushi:-Nothing! Here his dinner is ready! You have just to take it for him!
An:-mmm! No you take it! He's your husband!
K:-No! it's good that you takeit! He will be happy if you feed him, you!
A:-why you're exactly like him! So stubborn! God! He's asking for you!
Kh:-what? For me?
A:-it's that much strange?...please! Come on!
Why he's asking for her now? after kissing his forehead…she was sure that he wasn't sleeping, he just pretended that from the beginning to not see her and now?...that's why she asked Anjeli to give him his medicine and now…????
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She enters the room, with the food…she puts the dish on the desk…he was looking at her…with the same severe look…she approaches and then she makes him sit on the bed…she puts the pillow to support his back and then all his hair falls on his face and he was smelling… how beautiful was the smell…raspberries!...yes, that was the smell…she reclines an inch more to him and he thinks that he will not resist anymore…but she finished with the pillow in the right time…she does that irresistible think she do always and fixed her hair behind her ears…she looks at him…no more that severe look…she comes again with the dish, she sits in the bed, next to him, and tends the spoon to him…he starts eating…
A voice inside her was speaking: stop looking at me that way! I will not be able to feed you if you continue!
A voice inside him: why you should be that much beautiful and nice damn it! I can eat all this, now to have you as long as possible!
When he finished, she starts cleaning his month with the towel and her hand was shivering…nervously, she keeps cleaning him like a stupid, lost in his eyes and he was amused but he didn't show it…he have just to stop her…he holds her hand…she stops and blushes…how much he likes this??...he just doesn't know…seeing her red cheeks become so sexy now??
She proposes a cup of water and then he accepts, all silently…no one wants to say anything…he drinks and then with the palm of her hand, she wipes the water stilling in his mouth…it wasn't necessary but she do it, he looks at her…eye lock…no one of them wants to break this moment and then, she leaves with the dish…
Khushi want to still with him in the room but how, if she enters the room again, It will be to sleep and  it wasn't logic to pretend to sleep from 7:30 pm, so, what she can do with him in the room? If she enters, like this, he will think that she wants to be with him…finally! She find a solution!
And then comes back…but with a vacuum cleaner…it was strange…Arnav wants to know what she will do…
She starts arranging the room…she arranged everything…puts his clothes gently in the wardrobe…the ''kurta''…stills on the bed…she takes it…she looks at him and then she arranged it too…she begin by removing the dust from every furniture, some thoroughly, taking her time…
At 8pm, she was doing this…how crazy she is! And why! All this to be with him??…and she can't even tell him something, she keeps quiet…
He was watching amused…wants to do something but for sure, he will not be the first to talk with her…
Suddenly, Arpita come in:
-what are you doing Khushiji? He needs some rest and you're doing this now?
Khushi became conscience of what she was doing at this time and didn't find an answer…she became panicked…
-It's ok mother, I told her to do so!
-What? Why?
-because I want to rest in a clean room!
-but your room is already clean chotte!
-I want everything perfectly clean (and he was looking at khushi with amused eyes)
-oh my god! I just can't understand you! Ok…you had your dinner?
-yes!
-Khushiji! You need to put this ointment in all his wounds and you should take care, put it slowly, I'm sure it's paining! Put it very gently!...yesterday and today are both too long, I just want to sleep, good night chotte ! and you, khushi ji…you just stop all this mess and take care about only, my son! This is an order! (She smiles and then leaves).
Khushi abandon her housework…she washed her hands and sit again next to him...
She starts putting the ointment in a wound in his face…slowly, so slowly and gently she blows on it…he closes his eyes…the wound was on the left in his forehead and now that she's so close to him that her chin and neck are at the same level of his nose and lips, the need to kiss this vulnerable and milky neck hurt him more than all his wounds…when she was about to move away when her Mangal Sutra stuck in the cord supporting his plastered arm…she looks at him…and then she tries to get it back…he was just looking…don't even trying to help her…let it be…if she have to be linked to him forever …
After finishing putting the ointment…she was about to move away and then…
Again this mangalsutra stuck…she automatically, inclines…and he was holding it in his hand…Khushi was shocked to see it…she looks at him…he didn't even care of her shocked expression and he just looks at his mouth making a perfect''O''…he keeps looking at her, focusing on her lips, he wants just to kiss those lips…almost touching them…feeling her breath…but she avoids and moves back…she looks at him with an angry look…and then leaves the room…
He knew that it was inappropriate to kiss her, after saying all those hurting words to her…but why? Why? He just tried to do it, now?...why he's so weak when it comes to her…why he wasn't able to take any stable decision concerning her…. a girl like her, he was supposing to hate her and now…he told her he don't want this marriage and now…ok…that can seems to be madness, craziness but he is not regretting the fact that he has almost touched the softness of her lips…and he was always mad that she can avoided from him like that and mad because he just can't run after her and just reclaims that kiss…she only need to remember that after all, she still his wife…
When she comes back later, in the night, she thinks that she will find him sleeping, but no…he was in the same position…using his Iphone…
Without any word, she gets changed, looking at her, he can confirm that she cried…she puts a pillow in the sofa and then…she wants to sleep, in that sofa and not in the bed, next to him???…he didn't think about that…she ignores him totally and slept immediately…he keeps looking at her and then he too slept …
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Precap:
Khushi was in front of the mirror drying her wet long hair…she was wearing an orange saree…checking herself, before coming downstairs, … when, suddenly,  he came behind her…the mirror reflect the image of the two of them…a perfect couple…It seems like God makes them to be together…Khushi was surprised and then she finally speaks:
-Arnavji! Why you get up from the bed? You still need some rest!
With only one hand he takes her from her waist, from behind…she was a little bit afraid but wants to resist him, but can't do any other effort …his arm is paining him and if she makes any move, she will maybe hurt him...
The two of them looks at the mirror…
-you think that I will be stuck to the bed Khushi and I will be not able to catch you...
And then, he whispered in her ear:
-yesterday I tolerate the fact that you slept in that sofa…but it will be the last time! 

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