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Thursday 1 November 2012

the FM part 18

Part18:
-No ! no ! no ! there is no reason to be afraid, he's all right, it's just his left arm…the bone is broken, some superficial wounds, no need to worry about it, Mrs. Raizada!
Arpita answers:
-Can we see him, doctor??
-of course, he's resting in the room!
They enters all…all and not Khushi…she can't, she wants but she don't know what it will be his reaction, she stays like this, she feels guilty after what she said to him, she said that she don't want to see his face again, she said that she wants him to never exist…she cries and her tears don't want to stop…she wished they will keep the door of the room opened that she can see him, secretly, but they enters and close the door and no one pay attention at her…is he really alright?...she's worried…
***
All of them were there …Arnav was happy to see them, he feels that all his body is paining but still he tries to smile for them and make them all relax …and…Khushi..and she didn't come, it's so normal to her to not see him after what happened, why she's not here to see if he's ok or not…he thinks that she will be the first, he wished to see her face, her worried face, he wished to see some concern to him, he hurt her so much that she forget  about her hug yesterday and that promise he saw on her face and eyes…he needs to see her, damn it…this girl really wished to make him confused all the time:
Payal:-where is Khushi? She was there with us?
So, she is there and she refuses to enter…what an ego! What an arrogant girl!...they call her and finally, he can saw the tip of her yellow saree, she enters, tears on her cheeks can't stop:
-Stop crying bitiya, see! he's fine! He's fine: say nani
Arnav have only a broken arm and some superficial wounds on his face and arms due to the accident but he's safe and his health is alright, he needs just some rest…his body still paining and he feels week…khushi see that his arm was in a plaster and get scared, she thought that he's totally fine but still, he's not totally fine , his arm…she's sure it's paining him…he looks at her, why it was so important to see her, why he should fight himself now to not tell her ''stop crying, I'm fine''…she approaches the bed and still crying like a little girl…she's so cute, and he wishes he can come to her and hug her…
Arpita:-it's ok..stop crying, your husband is fine !
He don't know how much he love his mother, it's like she was reading on his mind, he just want to say the same words to his wife and she say it…
But Khushi don't stop, she looks at him and then suddenly:
-Sorry…I'm sorry Arnavji, sorry!
And she runs away…
All the family looks at Arnav…he was shocked, this girl is really crazy, why she said so? And, in front of all of them? No one will understand… and then it was necessary to calm them:
Arnav:-it's ok! She's ok, she just…she is a little bit…
Anjeli:
-crazy about you chotte!
Arnav can't believe his own ears…her sister speaks…it's his voice…finally, she speaks, he want to get up but she approaches him and then hugs him, all the family had tears on their eyes…the scene was so much emotional and even Arnav cried in the arms of his sister and mother…he just lost the hope of hearing her again but…she spoke…and every one can't describe that happiness…Anjeli find her voice…Arnav is all right and he's safe…
In the evening, the family has to leave as the patient should spend that night in the hospital to be sure that everything is alright, Arpita choose to spend the night there too…Arnav was worried about Khushi but Akash told him that she's alright, that he told the chauffer to take her back to the home, with Payal and nani…
***
She spends a night dreaming about him, he was there and he smiles to her, he was wearing a white shirt and he was looking at her, he's walking toward her…she runs and she hugged him…he break the hug and then he looks in the bottom of her eyes, like he wanted to told her something and with his seductive voice:
-Khushi, khushi, I lo…
''Khushi, khushi, why you're sleeping here in the sofa, Khushi'' another voice from the reality broke the dream, Payal wake her up, informing that Arnav will be back soon today…Khushi keeps looking at her, the dream was so amazing that she wished that she stay a little bit more dreaming…but he's coming and she have to come back to the reality, to the fact that he said that their marriage was a huge mistake, that he don't need her anymore and that she's here only for his money…it was true but now, everything has changed, too much things happened that she really don't remember why she's here, why she still here…for money???…maybe yes, she wants to help her parents, but it's not the only reason, now, a new person enters her life as a storm, she thinks that he broke her dreams but he gives her a new ones…she thinks that looking at him is a torture and now, she's dying to see him, she thinks that his presence or absence in her life didn't matter for her, and yesterday, after hearing about the accident she feels that her heart will stop beating…after seeing him, yesterday, she feels sad and guilty because she told him all that bad words and that he went out their room so angry and all because of her…all his words are just true…but why he don't want her to leave after saying that he don't want the marriage anymore?
***
Late on the morning, he comes from the hospital, Akash and Aman help him installing on the bed, khushi was confused, feeling that maybe if she get closed to him or if she tries to help, he will push her, judging  his look she feels that it is  good if she keeps some distance between them…
She spends all the evening downstairs with all the family, and then her mother in law told her to give some juice and the medicine to him…she have to do it…she can't stay away from him for so long, she have to confront him …
She enters the room with the juice and the medicines…he was sleeping, she looks at him…he was so innocent while sleeping …he seems like an angel…so vulnerable and she feels like she was responsible of him, if he's in pain, she really wants her best to take this pain away…she remembers her words about how she don't want to see his face, she feels sad and wants to hug him so tightly and tell him that she don't mean every word she said…she don't mean anything…

1 comment:

  1. But still Arnav have no right to treat her that way :(

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