the FM part 12

Part 12: ''just leave!''
-Really? I ask him to go from here and… he go? Finally he understands!
The towel falls in the floor and when she inclined to pick it, she suddenly finds… him on the floor…
-Arnavji!
She runs in his direction and he was unconscious, she tries to wake him up…but no reaction from his side:
-Arnavji what happens? God!...please answer me, open your eyes…
She brought some water and throws it on his face…he opens his eyes a little bit…
-Arnavji! Tell what happens? Should I call the doctor or Anjeli? Wait here, I will call her
She tries to stand up but he stops her:
-khushi!
She can difficultly hear his voice:
-Water?...you want some water…
She holds his hands…
-something sweet…I need…S…
-what ?  …ok ok
She doesn't understand why he wants it but she looks in the kitchen and find some jalabe:
-here it's!
She feeds him slowly…she was worried…this is the first time she saw him like this…he needs her…needs her help and he's so weak and may be he's sick, why he fainted??...he opens his eyes and meet her worried eyes, no, not again, he don't want her in his life:
-it's ok, khushi!
He pushes her hand and tries to stand up but he wasn't able…she supports him:
-I said it's ok…you may go now!
-But…Arnavji…
She saw that Anjeli is coming and was worried; she comes to them and holds his brother's hands…
-it's ok Anjeli, he's fine now, he's all right…
-Anjeli! Come!
He says that without looking at her and he climbs the stairs with his sister…
Khushi was hurt…why is he behaving like this with her, she wants just to help him but instead of saying thank you, he pushes her away from him…
Anjeli informs her later that he's sleeping and that he faints because he's diabetic and he don't eat properly yesterday and today morning and because he didn't take his medicines at time, he faints, she warns her to not tell anyone in the family because this is Arnav wish…
Hearing this, Khushi feels again worried…so he's diabetic and he didn't eat properly and didn't sleep properly as well…Khushi prepared a healthy meal for him; she makes a delicious soup, Anjeli savors it and write in her block note that it's fantastic!
The communication with her is complicated and strange but it's so easy and even funny …anjeli can say, explicate everything while writing…she informed her that she loses her voice after the death of his dad…doctor said that her vocal cords are fine but it was psychological, she has a big shock…and it's Arnav who told her to write and draw all what she wants to say…
Anjeli advices her to bring the soup for him, now that he sleeps two hours, he needs to eat too, khushi approved…
In the room, he wasn't in the bed; she puts the dish on the table…
She was searching him in the poolside and suddenly she hears the door of the bathroom:
-Arnavji…I was worried, I didn't find you in the….
-you don't have to be worried!
He lay on the bed, closes his eyes…
She wants to leave but remember the dish, he's sick and he should eat:
-Arnavji, want you eat some of this ? (She tends the dish to him innocently… )
-No, thank you!
-but, you should...
-you should leave! He screams
Shocked, she stands there like a status
-I said get out of here!...just leave Khushi!
She leaves and he can saw that tears wetted her beautiful eyes…
He was thinking about her all the night…he don't come back to home because he crosses all the limits with her and can't accept more…it was a big mistake, he wants to take revenge from her father and not her…yes, she's her daughter but marrying her was a stupid idea, what's the point from doing this, humiliate them during the marriage preparations, take her virginity, force her to make love to you, force her to be with you…well…you did all this ASR, what's next?...things changes quickly and you wants more and more, don't missing any occasions to kiss her, and yesterday, you act like she was your wife for real (I mean you forget about your revenge!) and she thinks that you're his husband….but this marriage is not for the life time, damn it…but she waits for you and now, she's worried, more worried and scared when she saw you fainted than the first night when you makes her faint…and now, she cooks for you, what else? …and…yesterday, you stay at the office because…yes… because you know that if you return, you will not resist her…you will jump on her like a stupid…no, it not only for s** and you know it… it's not only because she can satisfy you…but since the first day, she knew how to affect you and this is too much…this is not acceptable, because you know who she is very well, and you know that even if she's innocent, she is his daughter…Yash's daughter…and you act like a stupid… Congratulations, is this what do you really want? Now, I should tell her that this marriage is over…
He leave again to the office after eating that delicious soup she made, because he feels weak again and because…it will be the last one cooked for him, his heart was melting at this idea, the image of her eyes, lips, every touch, every move, the way she worried for him…for those thoughts, he wants to end this relationship, quickly…it became a drogue, he wants her so badly and this is not good at all…
In the office, he can't concentrate on the files and he thought: this is enough, you go back to the home now and ask her to leave…
He enters RM, everyone was there but her…she is in the room? …he wants to spend some time with his family,  delaying the fatal moment when he is going to say that everything is over and these few days spent together mean nothing to him and that she must go…it will hurt her surely but it's better for her and for him…his mother, his sister will definitely loves her if she stays here, they already do… when he was in the bed, after being fainted, Anjeli stays with him and wrote to him that she became more upset if he behave like this with her new friend , ''new friend''? Khushi? From the first week?...she saw how he pushes her hand and get affected …And his mother, she was about to give her the bangels, he wished that he can make her wear them but how? …and...what if his mother comes to know to whom she wants to give her bangels?...
It was 10 pm when he decides finally to reach the room…no lights…even if she sleeps, he will wake her up, tonight, things will be resolved …now, immediately!
He enters the room…
***
Either in the room or in the bed or in the bathroom or in the poolside …she wasn't in any of these places…he calls her name…no answer…he calls her name again and again…but in vain… he went down and discreetly he looks for her but without results…he don't want to ask anyone about her…he comes back and decide to wait there, he's sure she's here but he can't find her…
He decide to relax, a cold shower is urgent and everything goanna be alright…now, he just wants to catch her and he will definitely makes her repent…making him wait like this, how dare she!
He opened the wardrobe to get a t-shirt…and was shocked…
There is no saree, no dresses, nothing but all the saree gifted by him…no one of her perfumes, bangels, her stuffs, books… he takes a look, in the dressing table, there's no one of their lipstick and make up, all her little things… he feels like he was scalding from inside…
-Are you kidding me Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada?

He remembers his words: ''just leave!''
-is she crazy enough to do this to me?
He picked his mobile and the car's keys and he left for her research