For my angel chapter 4

 For my angel: Chapter 4:

 What a day!

-where we are going?

She was crying…

Scared…like she was watching a horror movie…

No…not watching…she was living it…

He was maybe a serial killer…maybe he’s crazy and…

No…no…

They came to a mansion…and some huge doors are opened to make the car enter a big garden…

He stops the car…

Her mind was thinking between a kill crime and after, he goanna hide her body in this immense garden or  torture her inside this mansion without killing her…

Tears are there…and she can only think about her Buaji and what she will do after her…Payal will take care of her, sure…

he went out...

He opens the door of the car to her…

She closes her eyes…she whispered “devi Maya, devi Maya protect me”…but no one is here to help her…she is with that man…

He holds her hand and makes her out of the car…

He gives her a hanky from his pocket and gives to her, forcibly, to wipe her tears:

-Lily is waiting for you!

He said without any emotion!

Lily?

Lily?...oh she’s here for his daughter Lily…he’s a father…and no crimes….she forgets about it….and it’s the house of little Lily…but still…she can’t stop her tears…

He walks…and even before he press the ring…the door gets opened by a man…

And then…she saw Lily running to her so quickly…crushing her petite form on her legs…

Khushi was about to lose her balance because of this bear big hug…

Lily was holding her like her life is depending on that embrace…

Khushi felt her little face inside her thigh….she was breathing there…hiding her little face there…

And then…after smelling her Miss and hugs her tightly…she looks up at her…with her innocent gaze and her beautiful green eyes...

Khushi picks her in her arms and hugs her…

If Lily was missing Khushi…

Khushi was missing her and needing that hug very much…after all that torture…she felt better in Lily little arms...and that innocence...

-My Mith…

-my little girl…

All that before Arnav gaze and Anjeli's smile…

Lily starts kissing Khushi all over her face:

-mithed you (peck) mithed you (peck) mithed you…(peck, peck…)

What the father has done of damages

That little Lily repairs all of it with her softness and smile…

She cupped Khushi’s face with her tiny hands…and then with her tiny hand, she tries to wipe Khushi’s still wetted cheeks…

Lily:-you cry naaa?

Lily said with her innocent little voice…

Lily:-because you mithed me?

Khushi nodded while those simple questions are creating a mess inside her…now, she can’t hide another sob…that sob was enough…Khushi starts crying anew…and lily starts wipping with her two tiny palms...

this was enough...was enough...

Making Arnav leave all the mansion…

He almost runs back to his car…

He hates himself for that…

He hates simply his self…for doing that…all that...

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Anjeli makes Khushi sit…

She brings her a cup of water…

Lily was just on Khushi’s lap…holding her waist…seeing Khushi crying…it was the first time, her miss is so sad like this…

lily:-don’t mith me ever…I will be hamesha with you…

Khushi kisses her forehead…

Anjeli:-lily! What about you show your miss your new doll? Mmm?

Lily nodded positively and runs to her room…

Anjeli:-Miss Gupta! Is there a problem?

kh:-no…no!

-I know my brother! Did he do something to you?

-no! no!...I should go, now…I’m late…I wanted to see Lily, that’s it…I should…

Lily comes again with her doll

lily:-look at my doll Mith!

Kh while retaining another sob:-ohh! ...How beautiful!

L:-I choose her name “flower”

K:-ohhh!

-she’s my daughter, now!

-great!...but Lily I should go now…

Lily pouted her pinky lips…

Anjeli:-please Miss Gupta stay a little…at least for a cup of tea…wait a minute I will be back…

Lily:-for me thtay, a little…

Khushi don’t have a power to protest…she sits there…

Anjeli left them...

Lily:-I think she’s hungry…come Flower….have it…

Lily hugs her doll in her tiny hands…holding her…she acts like she was feeding her…

-eat well…

-she’s happy your daughter?

-yeth but she wants always to be with her mum…means me…

-ohhh!

Khushi starts playing with her with the doll till Anjeli comes with hp and the tea…Anjeli smiles looking that Khushi is better now…no tears and no that look…she wondered what Arnav has done to that poor girl to that she was crying like that…Anjeli knew Miss Gupta since two years…she doesn’t know her a lot but just she knows that she’s a great teacher and all the kids love her, especially, Lily…

When Anjeli sits…Khushi looks at her:

Kh:-you’re waiting a baby?

Anj:-yes…actually…it’s for so soon…it’s a boy!

Kh:-oh! congratulations…(she doesn’t know what she should speak in those cases)

Lily:-he will be my brother…

Kh:-yes! Of course!...and you’re happy?

Lily:-a lot a lot like that…

She gestured with her hands…

And Khushi couldn’t but hugs her…makes her again sit in her lap…and when Anjeli invites her for the tea…she starts drinking…before the soft gaze of Lily and Anjeli…

Khushi felt like the two are admiring her…

Actually, those two missed only one person in that huge mansion and in their life : a person like Khushi…

When Khushi decided to leave…Lily doesn’t let her leave before having a promise to that she can see her again…Khushi promises her but she doesn’t know if she will see her again or no…

Lily kissed her and makes Khushi kiss her cheek and Flower's cheek as well...

Khushi, finally, smiles...

When she’s out of the main door…a car with a driver was waiting for her…

And when she ignores it…the driver comes fast and opens the door to her:

-Madam!...please!

-No! tell your boss! No!

The driver nodded his head but still…the orders from Mr. Raizada to drop her safely home are a strong and definitive ones…

-Madam, it’s almost dark and…

When Khushi walks away, ignoring him…

-Madam, if you don’t mind, let me drop you, I will lose my work if you refuse…

-what?

Khushi looks at the poor old man and then…without thinking too much…she enters the car…

Kh:-has he a specialty in making people lose their job?

the driver:-well…sometimes, yes…

-he is always acting like a perfect idiot?

-(silence)

-he’s just…well I don’t have a right word to describe him…

-(silence) the driver keeps silent

-pathetic!

-where you live Madam?

-go ahead I will tell you and I’m Khushi, I’m not madam!

-yes Madam!

-don’t tell me you will lose your job if you call me by my name?

Khushi can’t stop talking…

She throws all her frustration on the driver…talking, talking and bashing that Mr. Raizada the way that she wants…

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Arnav has another way to gets out his frustration…

He stops his car in a desired place…

He starts thinking…

About what he did …

About what he did for that Miss…

Why he’s behaving like that with her???

He’s just mad…and should find a great doctor…

What the…

What happen to him to that he behaves like that…

With people at work, with businessmen he is free to be like that…

But with his daughter’s teacher????

Damn it!

He behaves like a bas****

Damn it…

The girl asked him to not kill her…

He was that much bad?

Yes…he was…

When he decided to come back home…finally…

 in the car…he finds a wallet…a red one…

Next to the seat…

He holds it…and opens it to see for whom it is???…

Sure, it doesn’t belong to Anjeli…

And finds some papers in…some money, not too much…

He looks at the papers in order to find the identity card…

And finds her photo…

Khushi Kumari Gupta…

He doesn’t know why but he stares at the photo…

She looks so happy…in the photo…

Her eyes are shining…

And she’s a little smiling…innocently...

He doesn’t know how…of course he thought about it before…calling the director of the school and asks him to give her job back…but why precisely in that moment, he does it…he doesn’t know…

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In Kushi's home:

Kh:-what do you want to eat, my beautiful lady??

Buaji:-everything made by my sanka devi will absolutely please me!

-achaa? Sometimes, you try and you can be nice to me!...wait first let us buy some sugar…a lot…as I need it to make jalebi!

-jalebi? Why?...what happen?

-you don’t worry…I’m just…hey devi Maya…where is my wallet…my wallet…my….aaahh…nahiii…I can’t…why all this is happening to me…

-you lost your wallet?…you should marry someone…he will teach how to not lose anything!

Khushi sobbing…sniffing…she poses her head on her Buaji’s lap…closes her eyes…her buaji starts caressing her head...and she just fall asleep like that…she can’t all what is happening to her…even the money Payal gives to her is lost with the wallet and her papers…

What to do…what to do…??????????

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RM: Arnav in his bedroom:

He poses the wallet next to him, above the side desk of his bed…

He doesn’t want to have dinner…

He just tell Lily a story to that she can sleep and then…takes a shower and changes…

He works in his laptop a little and then he reads and was about to sleep…but again…he takes that wallet in his hand and thought about the way he does with that miss…in short period maybe she has suffered…and he thought maybe that :only him who has the right to live in this world…he remembers:”please don’t kill me…Buaji needs me alive”…she thought he can kill her…why not he can!?…after all, all those years make from him a perfect beast...

-damn it!

He said...so angry against himself...