for my angel chap29

 For my angel:

chap 29:

First Holi Together...

Note: sorry for the late update, friends...

I was so busy...but I'm here now... :)))

Kh:-Lily come and hold my hand, I don’t want you to get lost! Here is full of people, always hold hand, ok?

-ok, maa…

Khushi smiles to her…

 - Naniji?

-haa beta?

-can you keep Lily with you for some time?

-yes, sure my dear!

Nani smiles and holds Lily’s hand…

-where are you going?

-Naniji…payal called me, she’s here, but she can’t find me, I’m going to look for her, she said she’s here but I just should look for her!

Nani smiles and nodded positively to her…

-go, beta, be careful, there are just so much people but we will be here, in this area, come fast, ok?

-ok…naniji…

-nani! Just nani…there is no need to use the “ji”, beta…

Khushi smiles, kisses Lily’s forehead and runs looking here and there to find her friend…

-where are you Payal??

In other hand, Arnav also left them to find Akash and mami who decided to join them in the holi celebration…

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Ar:-nani, it’s been hours and she doesn’t come!

Arnav looks here and there…

-she said she will bring her friend Payal…and then, they will join us!...you should go to look for them, chote or first call her!

-I called; there is no network in here!

Shyam:-Arnav, I’m here with the ladies, just go and look for her!

Anjeli:-haa, chote, go fast, you know here is so dangerous, there are…

-Anjeli!

Nani stops her for making Arnav even more worried…

-paa…where is my maa?

Lily is looking how much they are worried and her paa is worried for her maa, she starts have tears in her eyes…Arnav lift her in his arms…

-oh! my baby, why you’re crying, your maa is somewhere here! She’s safe!

-she’s lotht? (lost)

-no…no my angel, mum is not a baby to get lost, I will just go and bring her fast, here, ok?

Lily looks at him, she trusts her paa too much

Akash and his mother who joined the family also were there and Akash proposes to help Arnav to find khushi…and he walks with him…

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Same time:

- No nani!...No Lily!, no Anjeli?...where are there?...maybe I should come back home, alone but…

-come on, let’s enjoy!

-what? I can’t enjoy without them!

-my legs are paining! I will not move an inch! We spend all the day, searching them and walking around like crazy!

-oh! because it’s your fault!

-my fault? Really?...it’s you who forget where they are?...maybe they come back home early and forget about you?

Payal wanted to tease her but khushi takes it seriously…being so nervous then…she thought about Payal’s words…yes, it can be that they forget about her…yes, after all, who she is?...if so, why no one is looking for her?, no one trying to look for her?!!!!!

Khushi become all sad…

-it’s just so hot, and look at that! They are making bhang! And I need to drink something!

-never! In your dreams, Payal!

-oh please, come, oh please, please…

-no, Payal, please!...I will not drink, you know very well how can I become if I just drink it…

-ok, let’s just dance, ok? let me put some color on your face, khushi!

-no way!...my lily will first put color on my face, I promised!

Khushi said smiling…and then she tried to make payal not drink the bhang but Payal drink it…and drink again…

Payal all drunk transformed khushi’s mood…khushi starts laughing at her friend’s state…

she was pushing Payal forcefully to walk…Payal has the eyes half closed and she’s feeling all lazy after having only two glasses of bhang…

-ok, we can dance if you want so!...just walk!

Khushi said to make her walk when she felt an aggressive embrace on her arm…khushi sighed and turns to find a pair of familiar chocolate eyes staring at her angrily…his eyes are chocolate but she can see they are all red from anger, now…

-you lost your mind? Are you crazy?

He shouted and the tone of his voice was enough to make her shiver…

-Arna…

-shut up!  

He shouted and she’s now feeling really more scared!...he looks at Payal states…she’s smiling and looking at them like a stupid…

Ar:-Akash! This is Khushi’s friend, can you just take her back to her house?

He looks at Khushi:

-where is she living?

Khushi can’t talk…

-her address! Damn it!

Khushi gives Akash the address…

-bring her to her home safely Akash!

Payal refused and nodded negatively …she side hugged khushi:

Payal: -nooo, no!...will never go with strangers!

And then…all of sudden, she faints on khushi’s shoulder…

Akash looking at her…thought a little…and then he just carry her…:

-you don’t worry, will take care!

Khushi wanted to say something but then she felt his hand almost breaking hers…he walks away of Akash and Payal, holding Khushi’s hand tight, dragging her with him…

She can just follow him…but tears are there…it’s paining…he’s so strong for her…her hand on his will certainly break…

He takes her to some isolated corner and then he keeps just looking and looking at her angrily…and she’s only crying hardly but silently…

- Where are you all this hours?? Enjoying with your friend????....do you just have any idea about how much I was worried?...about how much it’s just dangerous, here, damn it!...just take a look at how much all are drunk!!!!...and just…

He looks at her…and then he holds her shoulders aggressively:

-why you should be that much careless?

And then little softer and cupping her face:

-what if something bad happened to you…what if….

Kushi pushed him away and pulled back:

-so?...what you will do? If something bad happened to me…what you will do?

Arnav looked at her, little shocked and confused…

Both still silent for some time…

-come with me!

-no!

-khushi!

-I will not come with you!

-khushi! don’t make it more complicated!

-It’s already complicated!

He looks at her…with anger and confusion:

-come now, with me!...lily is worried for you!

Khushi thought a little and then she just walked and he walked with her…

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Khushi kissed all of them and explains that it’s not her fault, that she gets lost and can’t find them…she lifted Lily and hugged her more to her…and keeps kissing her…

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Arnav was looking only at her…

Khushi:-lily, put color on me! Come on, you want?

And lily was just hiding her face in khushi’s neck…

-my baby, please forgive me!...i was looking for you…I walked a lot to find you…look at me, my baby!

Lily looked finally at her…they smile to each other…

-choose a color for me and put it in my face!

Khushi gives her the plate of all the color…

Lily mood changed so fast…she’s smiling and enjoying finally being with her mum…

But Anjeli comes to them:

-first, let chote apply to both of you color!

Anjeli smiles ear to ear to Lily and Khushi…

Anj:-come on chote!

Nani:-come on chote!...let’s enjoy our day, it’s holi, beta!

Arnav just takes the red color and looks at Khushi…

She’s silent… and thinking hard when she felt his hand on her cheek…she looks at his eyes…she can only find sincerity and care and…

Something deeper than that…

Something new…more than just care or just affection…

His gaze makes her heart beats so fast…so fast that it was difficult to put the color in his cheek…her hand was shivering…she applied the color difficultly on him, on her Lily and then so fast on the other members of the family and now, all are busy with dancing and playing with colors…and all the atmosphere become so messy with all enjoying and celebrating…

Arnav is still angry…looking at her severely…after all, she makes him worried by going away…by talking to him that way and he’s not ready to forgive her…

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Khushi decided to drink the glass offered by Anjeli…  

The one offered by nani…

She decided to stop drinking bhang but it’s the first time she meet Aranv’s Mami and she offered her another glass…Khushi has no choice than to take it…

She likes it…she takes another one…

Arnav was just wondering how crazy she was to drink all this…he was lifting lily in his arms…and he wanted to come to her…to be more closed…he’s looking at how much she is beautiful drinking in the glass…sucking her lower lip…he keeps looking at the way…her eyes are half closed now…when finally, their eyes meet and his look changed, he acted he’s angry, giving her a severe angry look…and she pouted looking at him…

Maybe she forgets about his presence, totally, next second, she was dancing like there is no tomorrow…

Arnav was just mesmerized looking at her…

Her cute dance…

Beautiful face…

Irresistible smile…

Long hair…

Lovely, beautiful, cute and crazy…

She’s enjoying fully…maybe it’s a good idea to drink…

Akash comes and join him…and only the two of them and nani were reasonable to not drink…Arnav has to control the situation…and protect his family, he never drink in such occasions…

When he looks that she’s so lazy now to stand by her own…lazy and irresistibly beautiful …he wants to be with her…he wants her to dance for him only, he wants to see her…just him…and enjoy this holi with her only…a huge need to hug her, to feel her against him…

That was the first time; he’s feeling so much possessive towards her…he comes all close from her…

she smiles unconsciously…

-Arnavji…you’re angry?

-I’m!

-why?

-because you’re making me angry!

Suddenly, she hugged him…

She is trying to calm him…and talking like a spoiled little girl now, she said…

-it’s not like that Arnavji…I…you understand…I…I’m…feeling…

She’s feeling about to faint…he just holds her by one hand…and asks nani to take care of Lily …tell Akash to bring them back to RM…and he carries khushi …before all the people and his family…but all understand she was drunk…and were smiling at the possessive and protective Husband she has: Arnav Singh Raizada…

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RM:

-mum is thleeping now?

-yes, my angel! Go and play with Nani and Aryan, we should let her sleep!

-mmm ok!

Lily nodded, kissed her sleepy mum and then runs to Nani room…

Arnav locked the door behind…he decided to take a fast shower…he takes it…he changed to a simple white shirt and a blue jean…

He looks at her…she’s still sleeping…

He comes to her and then he delicately touched her cheek…

-khushii

He whispered…

Why he’s feeling all this for her….

He can’t support the fact that she’s so important to him but he ignores totally what she’s feeling for him…sometimes, he feels that she hates him so much and her life without him seems to be happy and simple but with him, she’s maybe sad…

He touched her forehead…her hair…

He thought…he never said to her gentle words and even when he cares for her, maybe she couldn’t understand that he really cares…today she won’t come with him…and he used lily to bring her back with him…she refused his possessiveness and the fact that he was worried for her…

He can’t force his emotions on her…

What if she’s not interested…

What if she doesn’t want him the way he wants her in his life…

After all, she doesn’t need him the way he needs her in his life and his family…

He looks at her angelic face…he kissed her forehead…and her cheek…

His proximity makes her open her eyes difficultly…

She murmurs: -Arna…vji..

He pulled back immediately from the kiss…

-Arnavji…

She repeated…she  looks at him and pouted…

-you kissed me!?...

Arnav was about to deny…

But she smiles…

-I know that you love to kiss me!...

He looks at her…god! She’s drunk…the bhang effect still there…her eyes half closed…

-you love it?

She asked innocently and Arnav nodded…

-hmmm…

-I love it too…

She wanted to get up but she was unable…

She called his name again…

-Arnavji…

-khushi lie down, you’re drunk!

-I’m not!

She denied…

-please!

-lily! I should find Lily!

-she’s in Aryan’s room, she’s playing!

-you with me!

He smiles to her…

-yes!

-only now, but after when Lily will grow up, the deal will be not useful, you will leave me?

-Khushi?

-I know…

She becomes all sad…

-no! I will never leave you! From where you come with those ideas???!

-you marry me…for Lily!...

-it’s true…but…

He comes to hug her…she starts sobbing out loud and he needs to take care of her…

He hugs her in his arms…

Both in bed…

-first, I marry you for my angel, only for her Khushi but then…I learned to know you better…you’re an awesome person, Khushi!

She looks up at him…

-you’re smart, lovely, beautiful and so nice to my family …to me, to my angel!

She smiles, he smiles back and he wipes her tears…

-means I’m with you forever?

-of course, damn it!

She pecked his lips all of a sudden…he can’t resist but taking her lips…kissing her deeply…he cuts the kiss harshly to look at her lips, so red due to his kiss…he looks at her eyes staring at him…

He can’t get enough of her…she was tasty and soft, smelling good, looking stunning in her white and yellow anarkali, she looks like an angel and she’s so much innocent and beautiful, he thought he’s also drunk without even drinking any bhang but maybe because he kissed her, he keeps looking at her that he loses control…

Next second, he was kissing her neck and her cleavage…but he stopped thinking she’s drunk…

He finds that she’s all red…

-you’re so shy!

He smiles and she nodded positively…

-you shouldn’t be shy of me, ok?

She looks at him and just hugged him…

-khushi, don’t be that shy…I’m your husband…I’m the only one that you could be comfortable with!

She comes even closer and stuck her whole body to him…both their bodies are so much close that it hurts…their hearts beat at same rhythm… it felts like they are in heaven…

He can’t believe…all his wrong thoughts that she doesn’t feel anything towards him are deleted…he’s a happy man…her embrace was so much strong, she won’t let off him…he knows that she’s feeling all what he’s feeling for her…right now all are clear for him…

Her hug, the way she’s holding him with all her force…the way she looked at him…he adores everything about her…even her insecurity and shyness…it amused him…

He kissed in between her hair…

He wanted more…

If she doesn’t drink…he would has push their relation to the next level…but he prefers wait more…he can wait…let her be familiar with him, his closeness, his care, his…body…

They can start with hugs and kisses…

He’s sure he can make her ask him for more or at least see in her eyes the same desire he has for her, this moment….

This romantic moment…he has her all in his arms…he can feel all of her…he can breathe only her scent…it was magic….

it was their first Holi together...he thought...and smiles...

it felts like they are marked with something deeper than this red color in her cheek...

deeper...

 so deeper...

they are marked with LOVE...

forever...

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