mdct chapter 10

 First Kiss

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Arnav drove back to the office…

Khushi was with him…

He needs to listen to her but she’s silent…

-are you still hungry?...because we eat just half sandwich…it was good but it’s not enough!

He said looking little at her throw his sunglasses…and then back to concentrate in driving…

He’s handsome…

She knew that before…but…because she always considered him like only her boss…her mind refused to consider him like simply a man out of the work and the office…

In those last days, things changed…

-khushi?

It’s rare when he calls her only by name…without Miss. Gupta…

She smiles:

-yes!

-are you ok?

-yes!

-are you hungry?

-yes!...I mean, no…

He smirks:

-I know a restaurant here…let’s eat something very fast and then return to office!

-could I have, just…just… ice cream?

Arnav couldn’t retain his smile…

He doesn’t answer but he stops his car before an ice cream shop…

He comes back with two chocolate ice cream in his hands…one for her and one for him…

One for him?

Sir…eating chocolate ice cream??

She looks at him with a fascinated look while he tends her ice cream for her…

-is chocolate alright?

He knew that she loved chocolate but he doesn’t know her taste about ice cream…

-it’s my favorite!

She said smiling…

-I prefer chocolate too!

He said and he starts having his ice cream…

She smiles again stupidly…she doesn’t know how to handle this side of her boss…

-but sir…is it…is it so sweet for you…I mean…

-it’s ok! It’s just for this time, it will not harm…Khushi?

-hmm…

-you have…well….

He pointed his index towards her lips…

-little bit…

She starts touching her mouth….

-where?...here?

-…no…not there…khushi but …look! It’s also melting in your hand, pay attention…first!

Khushi troubled doesn’t know what to do…and she lets off her ice cream cone…

Arnav’s smile vanished for a second…he looks at her…and then he starts laughing…without retain…

-khushi!...you’re like a baby…why you gave up…so easily in your ice cream?

He looks at her amused…

He took the melted ice cream cone which is dirtying her outfit…throws it throw the window…

He gave her Kleenex…and his own ice cream…

-you can have it!

And he starts trying to clean her outfit with other Kleenexes…

She’s all the way opening her mouth…a surprise after the other…

Him laughing this way…

Him giving her his ice cream…

Him cleaning her clothes…

Him taking care of her…fully…like she was a baby…he said it…

-I’m not a baby!

-oh yes you are…and I love it!

He said huskily…

-khushi! this ice cream is also melting…an ice cream is made to be eaten very fast and look at you…let me help you…

He leaned further on her to be able to reach her hand and ate…from the ice cream…

-now, you eat!

Woow…she asked for this ice cream to that she could feel calmer and instead this Mr. Raizada is troubling her…

She’s troubled…she’s a baby?...and he loves it?????

She doesn’t imagine this situation: she’s sharing her ice cream with her boss…

Now she’s eating it all alone as he starts driving again…

He’s in a good mood…

He also does what she always do and puts the Radio on…

And then

Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh, no, no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh, no, no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh, no, no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh, no, no

I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I touch on you more and more every time
When you leave, I'm begging you not to go
Call your name two or three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame
'Cause I know I don't understand
Just how your love can do what no one else can

(She couldn’t believe that he just higher more the volume)

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (in love)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now (your touch)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

oh! he’s smiling…Mr. Raizada is smiling while driving…and looking time to time to her…
oh no…

What is so amusing?

Her…of course…

Crazy in love???

and him loving to listen to this type of music…

or to this song particularly???

Or he loves Beyoncy?

Oh no!

*****

They walk towards the elevator and Arnav wished that no one will take it with them…

But at this time of the day…it was afternoon…the employees may all have come back from the lunch pause and back to work…

The elevator is empty…

Only both of them were inside the elevator and when the doors get closed…

Arnav waits little bit and then pushed at the red button stopping the elevator in mid way…

The elevator twitches little bit making khushi stuck to one corner and her eyes searched for him…

He looks at her too…removing his sunglasses…

He took the files from her hands, making them fall…

His hands come slowly to hold her waist and he makes her come closer from him…

She stares at him with questioning eyes…not believing that she’s in his arms…

For real…

-khushi…listen…

She’s listening, for now…but she’s feeling like she goanna faint, any moment…

-I won’t hurt you…what I’m goanna do, right now, I mean it…

His face leaned further…his breath burning her face…

She closes her eyes tight…she felt his lips on hers…she couldn’t part her lips for him, at first, but he was just okay to just feel her proximity…

Her lips under his…he kissed them…they stay like that for an eternity…

She doesn’t deny him or refuse this intimate moment and yet, she couldn’t just gave up…she’s scared…it’s her first kiss…she’s troubled…he’s her boss…

She’s…confused…embarrassed…

She’s having her first kiss…

It’s ok…is that it?

He’s exploring her…

He has the chocolate taste…

His mouth is warm…she knew it because her lips are cold and shivering under his…

She opens her eyes once…he’s closing his eyes…but all his face expressions are tensed…

She parted her lips…

He’s kissing her…and it’s like…

she doesn’t know how to explain but it was too…too close…intimate…

It’s like…

She doesn’t know…something awkward…

Her mind goes numb…her heart stops beating for awhile…

She’s out of breath and her hands clutch his shirt, unconsciously…

While his hands holds her nape sensually…

She’s not feeling her legs any more…if she wasn’t in his arms…all protected…she would fall…

The smell of him…the taste of him…the touch of him…the strong hold of him…the sensual hold of him…

And the kiss…

She couldn’t believe she’s kissing her boss…

Many thoughts come to her mind but her mind stopped working for now…she’s only concentrating with how much it’s awesome to be kissed that way by him…

Being kissed…

She felt like he’s…like waiting for this moment…that he’s giving from his being and putting many emotions in that only kiss…ultimate Kiss…

Being in his arms…

Being with him…

Her boss…

And then…lack of oxygen…

His lips roughly left hers…and she gasped…he groaned…he’s breathing heavily, next to her…she felt like dominated by him…by his presence…

He’s taking so much from her space…that why she’s not able to see clearly in her head…

What will be her reaction? …that was the question dominating his mind after that wowwww-Kiss…he gave all his best! Really!...now…what say Miss. Khushi Gupta?...

He’s ready for any reaction…be it a slap…screaming, tears, accusation…shyness…trouble…faint…total silence…a resignation?...

-you kissed me?

She murmured with an innocent and soft tone…

Oh God!

What he goanna do to her?

It wasn’t clear enough?

-yes, Khushi, I did!

-but…it’s…not right…

She touched her lips hesitantly…

He believed she’s a baby…a baby but also a beautiful, amazing and smart woman…and that combination will drive him crazy…

-do you feel that we did a wrong thing?

She’s silent…

Khushi-baby!!!…he likes…he loves…when she’s all troubled like this…

She nodded negatively…

Of course baby…it’s not wrong…that was the only right thing I did in my whole life…Arnav thought…

He holds her hand…he presses…

-do you know why I did this?

She nodded negatively but her eyes couldn’t meet his…

-because…khushi…I want to tell you something and couldn’t do it by words…now, do you understand little what I’m feeling for you?

She’s like a statue hearing this… and then she nodded again negatively…

-according to you, why Khushi…why I did this?...I’m your boss and what I did is illegal but I took the risk…I don’t want to scare you and I took the risk...now is it easier for you to guess?

He pressed the red button again and the elevator moved again and he holds her hand the more to calm her…he knows her mind and heart are troubled…

Well…his mind and heart are troubled and will be soon destroyed if she’s not affected the way he’s by that kiss…and that she’s not able to understand what he’s feeling for her! Damn it!!!!