Part 28:
Monday morning/ in the office:
Meeting: 8:30 Am :
Khushi can't be present at that meeting but she arranged all the files he needs there in the conference room…all was arranged properly, she was sure but that Lavanya…of course…don't miss any chance to make her feel that all what she does is unnecessary and her words: ''No, ASR don't that, he don't want this….''…she's so…and how she talks with him!!!!!!!!!...Khushi noticed that Arnav tries to be professional with that girl…but, she was trying to make him, only look at her, at her work…and  she's arrogant…
Khushi is the daughter of Yash Kumari Gupta who used to be rich and powerful but living in Lucknow, she don't saw her father that much, he was always busy…she spends all her time with the family of her mother who are so simple and from the middle class, their love and care affected Khushi more than the money of her father…she was never that arrogant, capricious girl who spends her time, wasting the money of her father…no, she wasn't like this neither before, nor, now…
***
Now, the meeting is over and that Lavanay is with him and they are both alone in the conference room, Khushi blood is bowling; that girl with that short skirt and that make up …with him, in the same conference room, since 19min/14sec. What are they doing?... she should know what they are doing, there?..She needs to know!
Without knocking, she enters suddenly the room and she stands like a statue!
He was standing and hugging Lavanya and she was telling him: ''thank you! Thank you ASR!''
How stupid she is…in that situation!...she's his wife, and he betrayed her, just next to her, in the other room…unable to control her tears…she was about to leave when he saw her:
-Khushi! Hushiii! Khushi!
He runs and catches her before she has the time to take the elevator:
-Khushi!
-Let off of me! (she screams nervously and everyone in the office pays attention to them, in that situation…their boss running and catching her, calling, loudly,  her name and then she's screaming like that at him…all was shocked…
Arnav takes her by her hand and then makes her enter his cabin, he locks the door…she was crying and when they are alone:
-What happen Khushi?
She looks at him angrily…
-tell me what happen?
Khushi noticed that there is a cup of water on the desk, without thinking, she takes it and throw it on his face…
Kh:-…You're asking?
Arnav was burning with anger…how dare she do this with him?… she's…she doubts him?...she thinks that him and Lavanya…God! She is crazy…
She was about to leave but he holds, violently her shoulders…:
-Yes, I'm asking!
-if you love her, why you didn't marry her! Both of you form a perfect Jodi! So why you're making me suffer?...just let me go and you're free to hug her wherever you want!...and to hug all your employees too…all of the girls here are dead for that! Why you didn't fulfill their wishs Mr. ''ASR?...you know what I feel…I pity you and I pity my stupidity because I…
Suddenly, he stops , but putting his palm on her mouth, Khushi looks up to him, now, angrily and then she tries to push his hand and push him with all her force…he was simply more powerful than her, he pushes her to the wall and then pinned her, he lets off of her mouth and places his two hands on her waist to stuck her to the wall and to that she don't try to make any move…He wants an explanation to all this, he actually, know what she was thinking but with that fire look, he asks her:
-What are you talking about?
-why you didn't run to join her?...what about a black coffee while you're flirting with her?...and she's perfect for you, you two…
-Enough!
-Let off of me! Let off of me, now!
-seeing me hugging her like that, affected you that much?! Kushi!?
-just let me go!
-look at me!
-I…you…I didn't care about all you do with her or with any other girl!
-Really?
-I don't care about you at all!
-but you're like this, because you just saw me hug another one than you??? Why you're crying, screaming and pushing me like this if you don't care?
-you betrayed me!
-No! you can called me unfaithful if you have considered me like your husband, Khushi, but you won't admit it…
-yes! You're not my husband! But people think so!
-People now that I'm married Khushi and that I will never be that kind of men! If you want to know why I hugged her, you have all the rights, I wa…
-No! I didn't want to know! Leave me! Leave me!
-Khushi! Don't said that again, ok? And let me explain…
-No! I won't to listen to any of your lies!
-yes you want! You have to!…She was hugging me, because next week is her weeding! And…ok! I'm goanna tell you…I'm helping her and her fiance…I was just telling her that all the wedding is a gift from me!...Are you satisfied, now?
Khushi takes a deep breath, affected by the way he was explaining the situation to her but still he didn't convince her and then:
-Ok! Let off of me!
-Again, Khushi! I told everything and still, you're stubborn!
She keeps silent…
-Lavanya is not only my employee Khushi! She is like Aman to you! We reached the same university in London for two years and…
Khushi was now, breathing hardly, from anger, she puts again her hands on his hands (which still on her waist) to push him…So, two years? London? He was alone with her? She wants to cry again…to beat him and she did…she puts her hands on his chest and pushes and then, she starts beating him:
-leave me! Leave me! (Like a little girl)
He left her waist but instead of letting her go; he carries her…there is a sofa in his cabin, he puts her there and lay in the top of her…she pushes him…he takes her both hands and pinned them on the top :
-So jealous?  (he kisses her cheek) So possessive? (he kissed her other cheek)…
She closes her eyes…calling her courage, the help of Devi Maya…
Kh: -Jealous? Why? I didn't have any reason to be jealous…(he kisses her on her lips)
-False!
-I hate you! (He just touches her lips again with his but without kissing just touching)
-false!
-I want to run away from you! (he puts his hand, immediately, on her belly, taking away the fabric of her clothes, and insert his hand there, the contact of his cold hand on her warm belly makes her shivered, an electric  current passes from her head to toe)…He whispered:
-false!
With that emotion of his hand caressing her, she difficultly, can talk:
-I want… to …kill you!
He looks at her, amused and with a husky voice:
-So false!
-I'm your enemy! You, too want me to …
He then takes her lips, for good, a passionate and aggressive kiss, proof that he has wait for along…proof that he has forced himself, controlled his desire for a long days…and, when he just wants to stop, conscious that maybe he was even more harsh than usually with that kiss…she kisses him back, she make him, forcibly, leave one of her hand and she used it to hold his neck, bringing him to her…then, she just wants him to kiss her again…
Ar: -You see! so, so false!
He takes her lips again and kisses her, gently…
Kh:-I will kill her!
Arnav was surprised:
-Oh! I told you!  You're jealous!...Khushi! You break the deal! We are supposed to act that we are married but here, you're not acting!
-No! We are not married! I'm not jealous!
-I love the way you lie!
- I'm not jealous!
-Stop lying! Your eyes can't hide the evidence!
-I'm just…even if she wants to think you, she shouldn't hug you!
Arnav smiles naughtly:
-oh! But Aman has the right to hug you and to talk to you and to make jokes with you, right?
Khushi looks at him, is he serious?...:
--So jealous?  So possessive? (She repeats his words with the same tone he uses)
He smiles and repeats her words too:
-Jealous? Why? I didn't have any reason to be jealous…
She continues the game:
-False!
-Not like that! (He kisses her cheek) false!
She hugs him, tightly…with all her force…he hugs her back more tightly…
Someone knocks at the door…Damn! He totally forgets that he's in his office…but he can't break the hug, he still holding her and even when she wants to break the hug, he stops her:
-Arnavji! Someone is knocking!
-I know!
-Arnavji!...I think…I think I shouldn't work here anymore!
He breaks the hug to look at her:
-What? Why?
-No! I  think! I'm not helping!
Arnav smiles:
-you think that I can't work with you, around?
Khushi blushes, he kisses her forehead…and get up…and help her to stand up too, she arranged her clothes, the dupatta still on the sofa, he picks it and puts it around her waist and then he pushes to bring  her so close to him…
-Arnavji?...what are you doing?
-You're right! You can't work here but not because of the weakness of my self control (he smirks and she was amused too) but because I have another project for you!
Khushi was silent, she knows very well his naughtiness but she's waiting to hear that new project!
-I have read your C.V…you're a brilliant student then why you haven't complete your studies and went the university?
Khushi has tears on her eyes, has she the choice to complete her studies???…
-It wasn't possible then…at that moment, after the inscription, I wasn't able because of…the financial problems of my family!
-But, now, you can!
-No! I can't!
-yes! You can!
-No!
 Knock at the door, again…:
Ar:-OK! We will talk later, in our room, in the house!
He gives her a naughty look…she blushes…he paused a kiss on her cheek and then he makes her wear her dupatta and then he uses it again to wipe his hair that still wet with that water she throws on him…
She looks at him angrily…
Ar:-What? It's your fault!
He stops and then he walks to the door to open it but before he turns to her direction, he winks to her, khushi smiles shyly; he opens the door and find Aman:
Ar:-Are you crazy? What are you doing, here?
Aman:-I was worried!
Ar:-from when you're standing here?
Aman:-No! No…I didn't hear anything! I swear!
From the collar of his shirt, he makes him enter and closes the door…
-you're unbelievable man!
Khushi was amused, she laughs, Arnav looks at her, angry, and he leaves Aman and walks toward her:
-it will be good if you come back to home, now, I will tell the driver to drop you to the house, ok?
-Ok!
-I would not be late! I will get home soon in the evening, too! (He said seriously)
-I don't care!
He give her an angry look, again:
-we will talk!
Aman:- Why she will go home? What happened? There's a problem?
Arnav:- No! it's not any of your business!
Khushi:-No! There is any problem Aman! I'm fine!
Aman:-Oh! OK!...I was…
Arnav:-Ok! Khushi! The driver must be waiting, now!
Kushi:-Ok! Aman, see you soon!
Khushi looks at an angry Arnav and then go out to find that Lavanya was there:
Lavanya:-Mrs. Khushi! I'….
Kh:-it's ok!
Lavanya:-I know who you are from the beginning but ASR has told me to behave with you formally and like any employee…but…now…well…I should….
Kh:-it's ok! Arnavji has explained to me!
Lavanya:-So, you know that my marriage is for the next week?
Khushi smiles, seeing her excitement:-Yes! Arnavji told me!
-You know ASR is kind and generous…but, now, it's sure you will come not only for my weeding…for every ritual…you and Anjeli!...
-Well…
-Please! You know, actually, I don't have sisters or friends, I don't know if ASR told you but mother and father are divorced and…oh! I'm like this, telling you about my life…ufff…if ASR comes to know…
Khushi was surprised…she always judge people in a wrong way…because of her appearance, she hates her but finally she's like any girl…now, she's ok with her…and if she hasn't hug Arnav, there's a possibility to this girl to be her friend, any way!
-Ok! Maybe we will come!
-yes! Please, please! Tomorrow is the mehendi! Sure you will come? Right?
-I don't know…
-yes! I will call Anjeli too! Ok?
-ok! I will see with Anjeli!
***
There are days where events overtake us, there are times when the decisions,…. the reasons we took dissipate, simply, because other events come and switch our reasoning and the limitations we have drawn….
Arnav, looking from the window of his cabin was thinking about her:
The existence of this girl in his life makes him feel complete…she shines his life…despite everything… every one…for now, he can't imagine that there's a life without her…he have just to think about her to feel good...to feel alive...
In the other side...Khushi was standing in the room, before the window, thinking about  him:
This man comes in her life focibly, he has her forcibly, he dominate her life forcibly and makes her think about him, care about him, cry because of him and for him, forcibly...but, now, it's her own heart, her own soul who want him, forcibly...forcibly, some power inside her, brings her to him and she just can't stop...

Part 29:
They spends a peacefully night…Arnav seems to be so respectful to their deal…he didn't bother her even, after the incident of the afternoon and that scene of jealousy…she is really stupid when it come to him, she didn't bear that any other girl touch him…she knows how it feel when we touch a man like him, he's irresistible and any girl can feel that…but, when he explain the situation, with his own way and Lavanya talks to her about the marriage, she felt better…
All the dinner, he was looking at her…sometimes; she thinks that he has even smiles to her…with that eyes who tell a lot about what happens in his cabin…when she remembers how much he was close to her…she feels like it hurt in her little heart…and when he kisses her…she feels that he's hers, his own husband…no doubt, he belongs to her!
But, when they are in their room, he sleeps as usual in the sofa…she slept on the bed…he didn't speak, she didn't speak too…the two of them was tired and need some rest!
***
Late in the afternoon:
-Call him Khushi ! if he will come to take us or should we go by our own ? And we have to get ready!
-why you don't call him, you, Anjeli!
-No! He's your husband!
-he's your brother!
-you're his wife Khushi, he will certainly, pick up if you call him you, because I tried 20 times and no answer!
-he's on meeting! He will never pick up!
-Ok! Send a message!
Anjeli looks at her with the right smile and look, so she takes her phone!
you're busy? –Khushi-
                       What a question!-Arnav-

Sorry! But you know, today, we want to go to Lavanya's mehendi! –k-
                        Not my problem! –A-
Shall we go alone, me and Anjeli? –k-
                        Stop dreaming! –A-
What? Why? Lavanya invites us!
Everyone, in the meeting is observing Mr. Arnav Singh Raisada messaging and smiling, Arnav noticed this, he went out and calls her:
-What do you want? You know I'm in a meeting!
It was Anjeli who answers:
-Arnav we want to go! Please! Say ''yes'' and come to take us!
-give the phone to Khushi!
-but! Bro!...
-pass the phone to her!
K:-Ar…nav…ji!
A:-yes? What do you want?
K:-Arnavji…we want to go
A:-and?
K:-you must take us!
A:-is it an order or a request!
K: mmm a request, I guess!
A:-So you should ask me for that properly!
K:-what? How?
A: don't use the word ''must'', with me! It didn't work!
K:-ok! So you ''should'' take us!
A:-it didn't work too!
K:-Ok, Arnavji, you have to take us!
A:-wrong!
Khushi was amused:
K: ok, take us!
A:-continue like that and I will take only Anjeli !
K:-Ok! Arnavji, please, can you take us?
A: this was better! Ok! Get ready the both of you, I'm coming!
He cuts the phone…
He wants just to hear her worried voice…that Ar…nav..ji will make him surely crazy and he wants to tease her, she's like a little girl when she talks to him like that…but this is a small punishment to never disturb him again!
***
-you're sure he said! Get ready?
-yes, yes, sure!
-but, he said stop dreaming too!
-yes but I think, he changes his mind!
-Perfect! Mean, let's get ready!
-yes!
***
Khushi choose to wear a crepe silk saree, color cream with golden lace, with a free stitched blouse and a net pallu…she starts doing her makeup…she uses the eyeliner and the eyeshadows to do a Smokey eyes, Angeli makes her learn the technique and she succeeded doing it perfectly, with that intense look she choose to use a soft color for the lipstick…she starts putting her mangal sutra…letting her hair simply down and then she wears her earrings…and choosing bronze and golden bangles to wear them…when suddenly, the door is opened…and the window was opened two…so the soft breeze enters the room…the breeze starts playing with her hair, she looks at the door…it was Arnav…he just stop to admire the beauty standing before him….she become confused and uncomfortable with his scanning look…he begins looking at her, from head to toe…then from toe to head…pausing his eyes on her belly…her arms, hair, lips, eyes, taking all his time…she wants to hide herself, she puts her hands on her belly, adjusting the pallu, and then when he didn't stop, she turns…and starts speaking:
-Oh! You come! I'm ready! I have just to wear the bangles! Where are the golden ones…I just…put them here…
Confused, she starts looking for the bangles and there are just, before her eyes….Arnav finishing his admiring round, he enters and closes the door…he just know that she was looking for the bangles which are just in front of her, he approaches and takes the bangles:
-you're looking for this? (he said with his husky voice)
-Ye… Yes!
She is looking down, avoiding his gaze…
He approaches her…
She steps back
He steps to her direction…
And she steps back, confused, she breathe, heavily…
Without taking his eyes off of her, he walks on her direction…
She steps back, thinking about how can she escape from him …but the wall make her stop…she wasn't able to avoid him anymore…he is already so close, she closes her eyes…
He touches her hand…
She closes her eyes tightly…
-Khushi! Open your eyes!
-we will be late!
He smirks, holding her hand:
-open!
She opens her eyes, murmured "Devi Maya"…he starts putting the bangles on her milky wrist, one by one…she looks at him…he looks at her….she is not confused anymore…he makes her wear all the bangles and let off her hands…she smiles to him and go back to the mirror to put the sindoor…he follows her…and taking the box of sindoor from her hands … and…making her stand just in front of the mirror, he applied the sindoor, gently to her…Khushi can't believe this…he's…he's…he just do this…it means…he wants to prove something to her…but…but…she can't …she's here…yes!...but it was just to resolve the financial problems of her parents and to not make his family worried about their marriage…she do want him…wants to close her eyes and dreams that he's her husband for the life time, to the last breathe…but, no, it's just a dream…and she's giving up, losing herself, to that sweet dream, refusing to wake up and thought, he is in the same trouble…she remembers the words of his dadi…a tear left her eyes and falls on his hand…
He looks at her, from the mirror…the two of them get suddenly conscious of the situation…the two of them can't speak…can't look at the other eyes…he then leave his position, next to her:
-I'm waiting in the downstairs!
He went out and in the same time, when Anjeli comes, she holds his hand:
-you came my kind, nice and generous brother!
She comes in, Arnav still standing before the door:
-Khushi?!...you're just!...OMG!...Arnav, are you sure, you want her to go out like this?...
Khushi smiles:
-Anjeli…but you are the beauty personified!
Arnav looks at the two of them:
A:-I…are you sure you want to go at that stupid party?
Anj:-what? Firstly, we called it Mehendi, secondly, Don't change your mind, please!
A:-ok! Let's go! Where's Payal, she's invited too!
Anj:-she's not all right! Maybe, she will go tomorrow with us!
A:-what! You will be present in all the rituals?
Anj;-yes! Yes! Lavanya asks that and we can't refuse a request from the bride!
Arnav with that expression ''unbelievable'', went out and the girls follow him…
Khushi sets next to him…he looks at her…he's driving…but don't miss any chance to turn, at her side and to look at her, is she alright or no after what happened in front of the mirror…she didn't talk!...she was silent!...still there is a barrier preventing them from approaching totally from each other…the wound still bleeding and no one was able to really treat it…
Arnav drops them before Lavanya's house:
Ar:-Ok! When you get enough! Just call me! I will come back to take you!
-yes! Sometimes, you try and you succeed to be lovely, my dear brother!
-yeh! Whatever!
****
The girls enter and Lavnaya welcomes them warmly…the house was well decorated and there are pink flowers everywhere, Khushi likes this, she just forgets herself and enjoyed all that… Both applied mehendi on their hands and when the girl who applied for her ask Khushi about the name of her hubby, Anjeli answers ''Arnav'' and Khushi , and, she has now a "A" on her palms…and now, she can't stop thinking of him, how he makes her wear the bangles, how he apply lovingly the sindoor, for her and when he felt her tears on his hand…how, he look at her with another expression, he was sad, he was understanding her feelings…he knew what she was thinking because he thinks the same…
But here, the atmosphere is full of fun, music and smiles that she slowly forget about all that, at least now, Anjeli was talking nonstop, she want to her Mehendi to be like this but she prefers red roses, she even talks about the lehenga she will wear and how difficulty would be if the groom has a moustache, so how she will able to kiss him…Khushi laughs a lot and thinks about Aman:
-Anjeli! How do you find Aman!
-Aman?
-yes! Aman!
-oh! He's funny!
-Only funny?
-mmm, I don't know! He's maybe cute, smart and…
-and he hasn't a moustache!
Khushi said smiling
Anj:-What? What do you mean? Me and Aman?...no way! We are just friends!
-why?
-because we are just friends! I can't think about him, differently!
-ok then why you didn't start thinking about him, differently, now! (Khushi said innocently)
-Stop this nonsense, please, Khushi and let's dance!
But actually, Anjeli was a little bit confused…she feels that Aman was not that simple friend she thought he is from the beginning…but he was more…she knows him, since four years, he is working with her brother since 5 years and on those years, he was only generous, kind and so close to all the family…she remembers his kiss on her cheek and then smiles to Khushi while dancing, Khushi understands that her loser friend, Aman, can have a chance!

They laugh a lot, dance a lot, Lavanya was so happy and her future husband come and he's just so cute, He told them to call him NK and was really ''coool'' like he said…
It was late at the night, when Arnav calls them, informing that he's already waiting before the house…they say good bye to everybody and runs…Anjeli can tell from his voice that he's angry because it was really late and they forget themselves…he was really angry…and don't  speak any word when they are in the car….he was very angry because it was almost 11:30 pm and they don't call him…because she was enjoying the party and he was burned because he can't do anything to make her know that he is, just like her, suffering from this situation…he was very angry until…he noticed the mehendi on her hands…he wants to look more but she noticed that and she closes her hands,he wasn't able to see…he wants to see….!
Back to home, Nani and Arpita still talking in the living room:
Arpita:-Hello and welcome! Ohhh! God bless my girls! Both of you are shining like the sun! and my god! You applied mehendi! Let me see!
It seems like her mother have a sixth sense, she just know what he wants without even asking or looking at him, he sits next to his mother, first Anjeli shows her mehendi and then her…Khushi…she tends her hands and he can see how that suits her…and then he saw the "A" on her palm and smiles…
Arpita:-See how cute chotte!
Arnav looks at her hands, briefly, and then he went to the room:
-Good night!
Khushi was irritated, he can, at least look at her, once, so she can judge if he find this beautiful or no! He is really arrogant!
***
The ladies still talking a little bit about Lavanya and her groom and then, everyone go to bed!
Khushi finds him, standing on the poolside…she gets changed and lay on the bed, it was late and she was tired, she immediately sleeps…
Arnav, then, approaches the bed, slowly holds her hand and pause a soft kiss just on her palm… and lay on the sofa! He stares at her, and then sleeps.

Part 30:
Tomorrow, for the sangeet, Arnav was really busy, he sent the driver to take them…he, Akash and Aman should also go but a  later, after finishing their work….
Khushi, Payal and Anjeli wears beautiful sarees and were really gorgeous…
Khushi was wearing a black saree who makes her look really sexy, while wearing, she remembers what happened yesterday, again, she remembers him, being, sad and angry, all of a sudden after the application of the sandoor…and feels sad as well but when you have by your side two girls like Anjeli and Payal, you haven't the time to be sad or calm for one minute…
They all get prepared in Anjeli room, They talk nonstop, they make projects for the next summer holiday…they talk about Akash and Arnav and how different they are…one was like fire and the other was like the soft breeze…but, when he's angry, Akash became indifferent and that hurt more than if he was screaming…and they come to the topic of traditional and modern and then Anjeli said that Arnav hates traditional thing…he never believed in this…she talks and then she said that he never wear Sherwani, and she really wants to see him wearing that…:
Anj:-Khushi! What if he wear it, now that he's married to you, you're his wife that ask him to do that for you!
K:-No! no way! If he hates it, why should I ask him to something he doesn't want?
Anj:-oh! Please! Please! You don't want him to wear it? seeing your husband in that outfit...
Khushi still thinking and then she really like to see him wearing sherwani but if she ask him, he will never be ok, she keeps silent…
But before she goes out for the sangeet, she went to her home….she searches between his clothes and found a white sherwani…she smiles…and put it on the bed….when he will come, he will find it, ready to be wearied and then she went out the room…he will certainly understand that she wants him to wear it…like that she was asking him and not asking him…so he have to choose…
***
They spend a good moment all together…later, Aman and Akash came but not Arnav…Khushi was worried but Aman tell her that he just finished and come back to RM, before just one hour…The celebration and the music start and the couples: Akash and Payal / Aman and Anjeli left to dance, Khushi don't  want to participate…she waits for him…why he's late, why he didn't came yet, one hour/ two hours and then three hours but still, he didn't came, she calls him and what he said makes her really sad, she retains her tears…he said that he's not coming that he have many things to do and that he will just come to take her back to home…
She feels sad and alone…all the others are dancing and chatting but she wants to leave…she stands up to take some fresh air…she finds on her way the server serving juice or something like that, she's thirsty so she drink it and then, walking, she finds another server and serving the same strange juice, she takes two glasses and drink them, it was good and she really need to eat something, now…she went to another servant, she feels a little bit lazy and don't  know what happened to her but she asks the servant:
K:-you only have this one! You don't have Jalebi?
The servant: -No madam! We have other kind of sweets, there, in the buffet!
-ok!
She takes another glass and go to search the buffet…
***
Anjeli:-No! She was here!  But suddenly, she disappears!
Arnav:-how? Why? You wasn't here, you?
Anjeli:-yes!
Aman: -we will find her, here, I'm sure, she's here! I will help you searching…
Arnav: -Really people! (he looks angry to her sister, Akash and Payal) ,you just get lost Aman! I don't need the help of anyone of you! She disappears since 30 minutes and you wasn't able to find, you called then go! All of you…just…just…
Anjeli was surprised...he was wearing a sherwani...yes! but he's angry and she wasn't able to tell him anything...but, she was thinking, love can do the impossible! man!
He goes from there…
He looks for her, like a crazy, the house where the sangeet was organized is so damn big…he searched in many rooms, all the rooms and in the roof too…but, no, she wasn't there…the idea of she left him again, of her alone make him craziest…but he was sure she didn't left this place, the sugi-garde confirm that no women, wearing a black saree went the place…he takes a deep breath…he should think…take his time!...where are you Khushi?...he searched in the garden but what if there's another one, behind…he runs there…yes! There is another garden…behind all that palace…he looks to the right and then to the left…she is there…there is a fountain and she is there…he can see only her back…and she can't see him…he approaches:
-Khushi?!
She was sitting there,  putting her foots on the water of the fountain…and she was smiling….looking to the sky…
-Khushi! You're here and I was like…
She didn't turns to face him, still in the same position:
-Khushi! I'm talking to you! Answer!
No move, she ignores him or it seems like that…
He holds violently her arm…then makes her stand up…
She looks at him…her eyes were half closed:
-Arnavv….ji….you…here!
She hugs him, tightly…
-Why you're here? Alone? Damn it ! (he screams, he breaks the hug)
Her eyes are full of tears, now…
-Vo…Arnav…vo…I get lost…here!...I was searching for jalebi…
-What?
She was talking with a lazy voice and her eyes crying, still half closed!
-yes! After drinking the apple juice! ….I …I….I get lost
-Apple juice?
-yes…but it have a strange taste!
-How much do you drink?
-only four glasses of it!
-What ?! we don't serve apple juice! It was Champagne, Khushi!  You're drunk! (he said, angrily)
She looks at him…
-Arnav…ji! You're angry? Why?? Tell me why?
-because you make me crazy!  I wasn't able to find you!  And you're drunk!?
-Arnavji but…you come!
-you will become sick now! …come! Let's go home!
-Arnav…ji…No!  no! no!
-Why? (Arnav can't do anything before her cuteness and sweetness and the way she pronouncing his name and the way she is talking, like children…ready to fall on him in any second and her cheeks turn to red, so he softly ask her ''why'')
-first, I have a question!
(Arnav looks at her with attention, no more anger; she holds his hand and puts it on her heart)
-…tell me why, Arnavji, every time I saw you, every time you're next to me, I feel that my heart…my heart beats really, really fast that I can't breathe…
And then, she falls in his arm…
Arnav feels his heart melting…
He holds her and carry her…he carry her and walk to his car…all the people who are there, celebrating, watching this charming man, walking…carrying the beautiful lady in his arms…they stole all the attention of people there…and Anjeli  and Aman, akash and Payal  follows them to the parking!
Aman: -is she alright Arnav?
Arnav:-I don't want to hear anything!
He puts her on the seat of his BMW….and then he turns to his sister, very angry:
-How this can be possible Anjeli! She was with you! Why you didn't take care of her? Damn it!
-Bro! I was dancing!
-Dancing? Really? Because dancing is so important! She gets drunk! She never gets drunk before, she thought it was apple juice! What if she gets sick?
All are surprised before his reaction…how he screaming at all of them! Like this…all retain their smile…so, he's worried now, simply, because she is drunk!...he's right but his reaction was too much…
He left them and enter the car…Anjeli follows him!
The others go in Akash's car…
Arriving in the mansion, Arnav takes her again, in his protective arms, she still unconscious, he wants to go directly to the home….he don't even stop when his mother ask him: what's going on to her, he just answer, while walking:
-Ask miss Anjeli! Soon she will win a dancing award!
Finally, in the room, he puts her in the bed, delicately, and was about to move away when she pulled his collar:
-Arnavji…stay with me!... Don't go!
He just lay next to her, in the bed, putting the hair, disturbing her, behind her ear:
-Khushi? Are you ok, now?
-No! my heart still beating so fast!
He kisses her forehead:
He whispered: -me too!
-Why?
-because you're here so close to me! And when I didn't find you…my heart was about to stop beati…
She puts her finger on his mouth to stop him:
-Sorry! Arnavji!  I get lost!
She was talking like a baby…she have a way…he smiles …she cups his face…:
-Arnav…ji…
-mmm?
-you're handsome! I find you so…so… handsome with this sherwani!
-only handsome because I wear this sherwani?
-No! not at all…you're just handsome because you have those eyes!
(she points his eyes, he closes them quickly because she was about to enter her finger in his eyes :p)
-''You have this nose'' (she touches his nose)
-''And those lips ''(she touches his lips)
-''Anddd…those hands'' (she holds his hand)
He kisses her hand:
Ar: -I love all about you too!
She smiles and then she stop smiling:

-Arnavji…now, I remember something! I dreamed about you, yesterday, yes!
She left his hand and sits on the bed, she holds her head:
-but I forget what was the dream!
Arnav sits on the bed too:
-No problem, tomorrow, you will tell me about your dream, now, you should sleep!
-No, I remember…
She starts crying…her mood transformed, suddenly
-Khushi…what happened, why you're crying? Tell me!
-Because we can't…we can't be together!
-what? Why? Of course we can, we are together!
She hugs him and hides herself on his chest:
-We can't dadi…dadi know about me…she will tell them all! And tell Anjeliii
-What?
Arnav was surprised to hear that…How she knows about dadi knowing all the past…Khushi cries hardly, against him…:
Ar: -shhh (he caresses her hair to make her calm but he couldn't stop thinking)
Kh:-No one will forgive what my Dad did to all of you…no ooone!
-Khushi! Stop crying! (he holds her more tightly)
-even y…ou! You caaan't! I Sh..ould g..o  back to Luck…now! I should…
-Don't pronounce any other word!
He makes her lay again on the bed and covered her, very well…he went to the kitchen and find that Nani still before the TV in the living room, Arnav was happy:
Ar:-Nani! Can you prepare that drink you used to prepare after we get drunk on holi? You remember…it used to calm us and…
-yes! Chotte! I remember! Just give me two minutes!
In the kitchen, nani was bowling the water and preparing the ingredients and Arnav was standing there, Nani noticed he's worried and tensed:
-You know, she is just drunk; you don't have to be worried! (Nani teases him to make him smile)
-No nani! I'm fine! I'm not worried!
-of course!...chotte…I'm happy for you! Months ago, I wasn't able to imagine you marrying, and now, you're married and you cares about your wife, and she cared about you too…I'm proud of you, chotte!...and here, she will be fine, after drinking this, she will sleep, now and tomorrow, she be alright!
Arnav kisses the forehead of his nani, he really wants to live with Khushi without the past's ghost, and without thinking about any wound…he wants her to be his wife but not forcibly…he wants her, he wants to have her but only until she wants him too…he hurt her enough! He's conscious about his fault! She's sensible, she a little, pure, innocent girl and he destroy all her dreams by his hate and anger and now that he recognizes his fault; he wasn't able to forgive himself…even if she's too pure and kind and forgives him…
He comes back to the room…she still crying, but slowly…when he comes, her tired eyes looks at him
-Khushi! Enough!
He wipes her cheeks! You don't have the right to cry again! Drink this!
He helps her to drink, she coughs:
-No! Arnav…ji…I can't so bitter!
-Oh! Yes! You goanna finish all this this!
-N…o!
-Oh! Yes! Come on!
-No! You try it first!
-No! It's you who need it!
-And if I finish all the glass…what will you give to me?
-everything you want (he answers innocently, she finished drinking, he covers her), sleep now!
-you told me to have anything!
-mmm yes!
-I want you to dance with me tomorrow, in the weeding!
-No way!
She makes a sad expression:
-you promised!
-I can't dance!
-you promised!
-sleep now!
-you have promised me!
-close your eyes! You're so tired!
-Arnav…ji!
-I'm kind till now…don't abuse…
-Please!
-Ok!
-really!
-Ok if you sleep!
-yes! But promise me!
-I promise!
He was about to leave her to sleep on the sofa:
-Arnav…ji! Stay! I'm scared!
He smiles and holds her in his arms and they slept, immediately…

Part 32

Part 32:

In the dining room:
Arnav: -Khushi, the butter, please!
Khushi:-No, let me do it!
She puts butter on his toast and then give it to him…and prepared another…
All the family had their breakfast early and everyone is busy on his work, except Anjeli and Mami who are still there to watch the couple eating their breakfast!
Arnav:-orange juice?
Khushi nodded and drink it…he then passes the pot of nutella to her, she used a spoon and eat it like that, before the devouring gaze of his husband who was drinking his black coffee, now…the taste of the melted chocolate on her mouth makes her feel more happy:
-mmm! Delicious!
He gives her the most irresistible smile ever; she licked her inferior lip and bits it to get away the trace of the chocolate, like kids do and smiles to him…he can't take his eyes off of her…
Anjeli and Mami are watching them like they are watching a match of tennis…they turn to see Arnav and then back to Khushi…Arnav and then Khushi...
Mami: - I'm convinced that you will leave this table, only after devouring all that food! or devouring her with your eyes, hello, hi, bye!
Yes, it's since a half hour that they are eating, they are really hungry, no dinner yesterday and their hot morning makes them starving, they attack everything on the table…And sitting in front of each other, ….they have all the appetite needs…
Anjeli looks at them, seems like Mami's words didn't affect them at all, they just smile:
Anj:-No, Mami, they need a lot of energy, this is why!
Arnav give her a faked angry look and then:
-Ok! I'm late, should go! See you all, in the evening!
He walks away; khushi follows him running and stops him:
Kh:-You still remember?
-what?
-your promise?
-which one?
-Arnavji!...you promised you will dance with me! tonight!
-what?
-you forget it? (she said with an innocent and angry voice, crossing her arms)
He approaches from her ear and whispered:
-I will do it but there is a condition!
-condition?
-mmm! You will listen to all what I ask for you today! Ok?
She thinks a little:
-ok!
-good! But you know, you're really naughty Khushi, you're accepting this only to see me humiliated on the dance floor! Right?
Retaining her laugh, she nodded a yes and walks away!
***
Khushi was with the girls helping in the kitchen, when her mobile rang…it was him…Arnavji…she picks up, immediately and his familiar voice comes to her ear,:
-Hi!
She keeps silent, wanted to hear that ''hi'' again
- Khushi?
-Hi!
-what are you doing?
-I'm with the girls, helping them!
-go and open the door!
-What?
-Remember the condition? Do as I say!
He cuts the call!
She directly, moves to open the door, no one was there but there is a big box on the floor, she picks it, she was excited like a little girl when she saw the card: ''For my wife Khushi''  …her eyes were shining…she runs to her room…
She opens the box and finds that there's a perfect red saree with the jewelry and bangles suiting it…she lays on the bed holding it…it's a dream or a reality? She doesn't know:
She received a message:
''That saree is for tonight! And…yes! No more morning shower together, I still smell your gel shower on me and can't concentrate on my files ''
Khushi blushed…
All this is happening too fast…
She's worried of that fast happiness!
That man who supposed to be source of her sadness became her only reason to be happy…
But she was sure this happiness is only for some times…some days…
No one will accept her in this house if they come to know…no one!
She stares at that red saree…remembering every word that his Dadi said and what if she will come back and finds her???…then she will saw the hell…even if he's by her side…even if passion and desire has bring them together…she wasn't that sure that he will hurt his family for her…she stills the daughter of his enemy…holding that saree, she cries on it…all the tears of her heart…she missed her mother a lot…at that moment…her touch…and she can't also ignore her, her mother…and ignore her family…she's tired…soon…all this will be just a memory when her mother in law puts her out of this house…
Khushi spends an hour, lying on the bed like that…when her phone rings again, she takes the call:
-Seems like you don't want to thank me!
She finds her voice difficultly, she cleared her voice:
-No…thank you!
-the very cold and indifferent ''thank you'' ever, Mrs. Raizada!
-….
-the saree didn't please you?
-No! it's amazing!
-What's this voice Khushi? Are you sick?
-No! no! I'm fine!
-No! are you crying?
-N…No! (She retains herself from crying again difficultly)
-Listen to me! Khushi! Listen! I'm coming!
-No! No! I'm ok! Really…I'm just…scared!
-scared?
-I'm so happy and I'm just scared that…
-shhh! Told you something before! Trust me! ok? Just trust me! Damn it! Now, go and wash your face, and then be with Anjeli that will stop you from thinking and from inventing sad stories in your mind, ok?...
She smiles, he knows how to change her mood, in no time!…God! His effect on her is working like magic…
-ok!
-see you soon!
Arnav wants to hug her, tightly to make her understand that he's here, now,  to make her forget all the bad days she lived with him…
The past…if he has just the power to delete it…he was tired, tired to live with that ghost, the ghost of the past… it was just enough, he finds, finally, his future…but, even his future is affected by that past…it was his fault but now…feeling guilty will not resolve the problem…From yesterday, when he finally find her, when she asks him that precious question, it was too late to get back or to change anything…she wants him in her life and he wants her too…
And today, tonight, he will take away all his pain…
***
In the evening:
Khushi get prepared…wearing that luxurious saree…the precious gift of her husband... seems like that saree  was designed to be wearing only by her, made just for her…Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada impressed her, every day, now, how he gets to know about her measurements!??...
she doesn't put a lot of makeup, as the saree and the jewelry was enough to attract all the gazes and she was worried of one gaze, in particularly…his gaze…
She looks at herself on the mirror, satisfied, she looks like it was her the bride…
She went to Anjeli room…she looks also beautiful in her brown and golden saree…
Arnav comes back from work…first important thing he needs was seeing her…what if she still upset, then all his project will fall…but he saw her finally, getting down with his sister…and just lost his breath…how can he wait till tonight?...he can't, he should cancelled everything and kidnap her …
Anj:-you still there, chotte? We are ready! And you…please, go and get ready!
He still adming her beauty but Anjeli pushed him to the stairs…
He gets ready, wearing his black suit and gets back downstairs…
The two of them are just looking at each other, without any words…just intenses gazes…their eyes telling all…they don't need anything else to express the power of many emotions, inside them…each one is burning to touch the other, to hug the other…
The marriage of Lavanya was organized in one of the most famous hotel in the town…all this wedding is organized by the hotel stuff and all this was sponsored by Arnav…
The groom and the bride arrived and they start immediately the rituals…
After that, the bride get changed her heavy Lehenga into another dress and another party starts…
Khushi feels, suddenly, upset, all this reminds her, her own weeding, the way Arnav treats her and her family, during that day, how he was rush and violent, doing those rituals; seeing the smile and happiness of Lavanya, she remembers how much she cries that day…how he holds her hand, violently after the rituals and puts her in his car, like a doll to bring her in his home, from Lucknow to Delhi, with no words but only anger looks to her…he treats her like nothing and then the suhaag rat, she screams, she cries, she begs him but no…no result…
And ironically, the fate or her destiny make her fall for the same man who was her tormentor…she doesn't know how or when this happen???…but this happen…she don't know, now, if she has to forget all this or...
-Khushi!
-Anjeli! What?
-What happened to you? I was calling you! Come with me!
Anjeli holds her hand and walks with her…she brings her to a room, from behind and then she pushed her to enter in a dark place…
Khushi was surprised, she calls Anjeli but no one answer her…and then the voice of the animator:-And now, Ladies and gentleman, presenting to you…the jodi: Arnav and Khushi and this performance...this dance is a present for our happy couple: NK and Lavanya…
The light is on…
Clapping and cheering filled the place…
Khushi was in the dance floor…all the light was concentrated on her, now…
She was confused…and then…another light concentrates on her seductive husband…
The music starts…it was Teri Meri …Khushi loves this song but she was really confused…before all the people who are now very excited…
Lavanya and all who know Arnav are shocked and are waiting…all that was unbelievable …
to see ASR dancing …plus, it's a romantic song…
Arnav tends his hand to her…
Khushi was really affected…she holds his hand and then looks at his eyes…
She's not dreaming, no…
She is dancing and before all that people and that with him…



Teri meri, meri teri prem kahani hai mushkil
Do lafzon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye
Ik ladka ik ladki ki yeh kahani hai nayi
Do lafzon mein yeh bayan na ho paaye…
Yes, their story is difficult…so difficult and complicated…
Tumse dil jo lagaya toh jahaan maine paaya
Kabhi socha na tha yoon meelon door hoga saaya
Kyun khuda tune mujhe aisa khwaab dikhaya
Jab haqeeqat mein use todna tha…
Why is he giving her such a beautiful dream when both of them know that even if they are made for each other, they can't be together…
Sara din beet jaaye, Saari raat jagaye
Bas khayal tumhara lamha lamha tadpaye
Yeh tadap keh rahi hai mit jaaye faasle
Tere mere darmayaan hai Jo saare
She is scared, so scared if one day, she have to go and be separated of him…
She closes her eyes…
the dance was sensual…mind-blowing…all the guests are just surprised…
Arnav seductively putting his hands on her waist…carrying her …moving with her like a professional dancer and the beauty of khushi is doubled, due to the way she dances…
Anjeli and Payal are opening their eyes and mouths, in a state of total shock…
And Aman, in the end of the dance, pronounces the famous word that his buaji said in such occasions; ''Nandikishore ''…
Aksash was just watching, proud of his brother and his sister-in-law:
Akash:-What the…
Payal:-they are just…
Anj:-unbe
Aman:- lievable!
Khushi, finishing the dance…looks at him...and then she feels something, some strange sensation...
She runs away…away from the dance floor and away from them all and even from Arnav…
She don't know why she is doing this but…she don't want to anyone and especially him to see that she has tears on her eyes…that she wants to avoid from all that temporary happiness…that illusion and yes…she didn't trust him…when she said she trusts him…she was lying…

PART 33

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Part 33:
-Sir! The lady with that red sari, she takes the elevator!
-what?!
When he thinks that finally he gets her, she runs away from him…she left him like he was nothing, but where is she now? There are many stages, in this hotel! She takes the elevator, for what damn it! This was not acceptable…she's really…!...she doesn't know that he's doing things that he never did only to see that she's all right…
If she thinks that he hurt her…yes, he hurt her and a lot but all this was because he was hurt too and till now, the wound is not treated…if she's scared about how they will reveal all the truth to the family…the one that he has to be more scared is him, because he will told them that he wants her to be with him forever….
Aman comes to the reception…
Aman: -you called Arnav? There is a problem? You want to participate in ''so you think you can dance?''? I can call them n…
-you think you're funny! I need to find Khushi, now!
The smile on Aman face vanished…
-What?
-she takes the elevator!
-Uuuh!
-Move! I will start searching from the beginning; you search from the last stage!
-ok! …Ok!
There are only rooms and corridors, he was searching for her when in the fourth, he saw that there are stairs, also from behind….he runs there…he screams her name:
-Khushi! Khushiii!...
He climbs the stairs as fast as he can…he was like a fool and then suddenly, he heard a voice under him:
-Arnavji…I'm here!
He takes a deep breath to control his anger and nervousness and all that tension he was lived in the past few seconds…he turns to her, looks at her…she was fine…he takes another deep breath…passes his hand on his hair…he takes his phone, calls Aman:
-it's ok, Aman, I find her!
And cuts the call…
He simply looks at her, again, in the bottom of her eyes:
-Any explication?
-…(silence)
-Any excuse?
-…(silence)
-why you're silent?
-…
-Khushi, answer me! why you runs away from me again?
- (always, same silence)
-Khushi!
Arnav lose his mind, again???... but this time, he has to control that anger and find a way to be calm:
-Fine! No need to speak! Because I know why you run away! You still didn't consider me as your husband, right? You still scared of me? Right? And those tears…I'm sure…
(he was about to wipe her tears when she moves back, she doesn't allow him to touch her)
Arnav was hurt, now…by that only gesture….he feels that his heart was bleeding!
With all that powerful anger he has against himself…knowing that yes…she's doing that because she was hurt…and the reason is only him…
He picked her up and takes her on his shoulder…like a kid, she then starts screaming:
-Arnavji! No! no! let me go! Let off me! Arnavji!
He walks on the corridor between the rooms of the hotel…and then he climbs the stairs…walks in another corridor, again, with her on his shoulder, beating his back, pushing him to get him away…
He walks and then stop, before the door of a room…and then he passes the magnetic card and the door get opened…Khushi doesn't understand what happened around her…why he's taking her to a hotel room and how he did to open the door? Has he reserved a room, for them but why???
He enters with her and puts her immediately down…
Arnav:-what was that Khushi? …you haven't any idea about how much I was worried…No idea!...no I-D-E-A! …not a little damn idea! And you still do that! You still don't want to answer, to speak with me( he starts screaming now)…what's your excuse, now?...you're not drunk! Then what? Why? Why khushi? Just tell me? What are you thinking when every time, you get sc…
Arnav was talking, nonstop, he was a volcano…of anger…he doesn't find any explication…when, suddenly, she kisses him, all of a sudden, she takes violently his lips and then kisses him, aggressively, beating his lips, so hard…
Khushi: -it feels like that, Arnavji, when you force someone to do something, violently, when he's scared and it's hard for him to understand!...Tonight, I remembered our marriage, seeing this wedding Arnavji…today, you told me trust me!...but tell me how can I trust someone like you?
Arnav was shocked…
But, also Khushi was surprised of what she was doing to him…and God! She makes his inferior lip bleeding…she was shivering, by the new person she became…but, some days, pain, anger and fear make you do unexpected things…
-Khushi?!!
-I'm…
he looks at her with wide and angry look and then pinned her on the wall…she was crying, hardly now…she avoids his eyes and get surprised when she looked at the room, it was decorated with golden candles and all over there are white flowers…
-tell me why? You're behaving like this with me? yesterday, you told me that your heart…(he stops to look at her beautiful and scared eyes)
-I…I'm…
She looks at his lips, feeling guilty, she's too much…but she's feeling, also, his fingers pressing her two wrists…
All crying…she said:
-you..'re…hurting me…Arnavji!
-really? Well it feels like that when you run away when I was thinking that you will never run away from me again…and it feels like that when you didn't allow me to wipe your tears, seconds ago…and it feels like that when you lied to me, yesterday and this morning, I was living in a dream and you…whatever!
He let off her wrists and enters inside the washroom…he was planning for a romantic night with her…he reserved this room just to make her feel better, far from all the family, they can discuss what they need to do and what to tell…he knows, very well that she's scared, that he hurts her, but why she's using this way with him when he just decide to make her forget all the pain, when he was ready to protect her to the last breath in his life…and, now, she's making things more complicated…every time, she gets scared, she runs away and let him searching like a fool…he washes his face with cold water and looks at himself in the mirror...
Khushi was admiring all the flowers decorating the room…with her teary eyes, she can see that below a desk there is a red flower and something like a letter, a closed letter…she picked it up…when all of a sudden, a hand takes it, violently from her hand, it was Arnav, he was worried and then he picked it and puts it in his pocket:
-let's go!
-but…
He ignores her and goes out the room…she quickly, follows him and pulled his hand, he turns his head toward her, she looks at his lips:
-Sorry! Sorry for that!
He turns his head, taking off her hand from his:
-It's ok! You know, you're right! Maybe you will never be able to forget what I did to you or to forgive me ever after!
 and walks away…but she keeps standing there, crying again…putting her both hands on her face…
Now, he should get back to see why she's crying, now…
 That's what she wants to hear from him…she wants a confirmation, from him... that what he did to her is unforgettable, so, here, he gave her that confirmation!…
he gets back to her, he saw his fingers marks on her wrists, she's crying like a baby, all vulnerable…he feels his heart melting and all the anger goes away…still only the pain to see her like that again…crying again when he just decided to make her forget what's the meaning of crying….
-Ok! Khushi! Tell me what do you want? Why you're crying, now?
-Because I forgive you and that from the day you saved me Arnavji, from that man! You remembered?  (She talks with a childish voice and still crying)
He retains a smile because she was cute like that but smiling in this situation wasn't appropriate:
-yes!
-when you defended me…if you wasn't there, in time, than those bad persons…I have forgiven you…
-But, you didn't trust me and you will never do, Khushi!
-I'm…
-it's ok, Khushi!
-Listen…
-it's ok!...let's come back home, now!
-but…
-come…
***
Arnav and Khushi come back home…
Arnav went to the bathroom to take away all the tension with a cold shower but so different of the shower of the morning…
Khushi stays on the poolside…admiring all the plants that Arnav takes care about them, every day…she doesn't know what she goanna do…she don't trust him but she wants him…Now, she can't imagine her life without him…she remembered the dance…he keeps his promise and dances only for her…she remembers the hotel room and all those flowers…and that letter…she's sure that he has write something for her but she destroys everything with her fear…
It became cold outside but she doesn't want to enter…suddenly, it starts raining…khushi feels excited…she loves when it's raining…she doesn't enter…on the contrary, she stands in the center and wait for the rain to come to her…opening her arms and hands to receive the raindrops…
Arnav out of his bath…he doesn't find her, in the room…but from the French window, he can saw her…she doesn't change…she was like a muse…like an angel…in that red sari…standing under the rain…eyes closing, arms opening…smiling, shining in the dark….he looks at her…but she's really crazy….god!, he screams:
-Khushi! Come in! Right now! it's cold!
She opens her eyes and looks at him:
-Arnavji! You come and see…it's raining!
-Exactly! You will catch cold! Come inside the room, now! (he starts losing his calm and he was really angry, now)
She smiles at him and like a little girl; she said in a loud and amuse voice:
-Nahi! Nahi! Nahi! (she turns the other side…to don't face him)
He, then decides to take care about that, his way…he comes to her…she doesn't know that he's just, behind her, he hugs her from behind and talks in her ear:
-I can tolerate to a kid to do what you are doing tonight Khushi….but you?!...look how you are shivering from cold and you still want to refuse to come inside! You're so stubborn…
He was about to carry her but she stops him:
-No! Arnavji! Let's stay a little bit!
She turns to face him, putting her own hands on his waist to retain him and smiles to him:
-I love when it's raining!
-Me too but it's cold too and see how you're shivering khushi!
-it's ok! (she puts her head on his chest, hiding her face there on him, against him, let's stay a little, just five minutes)
He brings her to him, more tightly, hugging her…
He understands what she was living, all those emotions and all that pain she's living, she ignores all that, it's all new for her…she's living that, with him, all that pain and that stress and scare she's living…is only because of him and he has to fix all that...
They stay like that, for a long time when the two of them….and in the same time:
Atchoum!
The two of them sneeze!...they laugh…khushi looks at him, amused…he sneezes again and then again:
-Arnavji?
-it's o…tchoum!
He sneezes again when khushi, finally decides to enter inside the room…

Part 34:
Holding her hand in his, he makes her enter the room…he looks at her sari which is wetted, now, stacking to her body, making her look hottest and her hair was all wet too…she was worried, again, now, he know it because now,he learned how to read in her eyes, he cupped her face between his two hands, kisses her forehead:
-I know Khushi that trusting me, after all what I did to you, seems impossible but…I will try to make things better for you because… I … because it's like that.
-it's like that?
-yes, I decided it!
-oh? And what do you decided?
-that I will make things better and that you should believe that!
Khushi smiles…he kisses her check, slowly:
-Now go and get change, you will be sick if you still like this, you're shivering!
-you too, you should get change, you're so cold and you're shivering!
Arnav smiles, he doesn't feel that way, with another person, before her, that feeling, when you need someone so badly, you need to protect him, because, only by protecting that person, that you will feel protected too, he doesn't want her to go…from the start, he was feeling that…with her, he feels complete…that craziness she proves, her way to be angry or worried and the way she finish always between his arms…he likes all that…his life was monotone, dark, meaningless and she comes to change all that, to bring her magic, her light to that life…
He looks at her…she looks up to him with those innocent eyes:
Khushi:-what? Why you're looking at me like that?
-like what?
-Like…you…you really should go to change your clothes Arnavji!
He looks at her…again this '' Arnavji''! why he should send her changing if he has something else in his naughty mind, now…he puts his strong hands on her waist…his fingers touching, partially, her bare and wet tummy…she shivered, feeling that familiar contact that always goanna impress her…if he keeps touching her, every day like this…she will not stop blushing…ever…he has a way to do that…she feels goosebumps in all her body…an electric current…he brings her to the bed and makes her laid there and he laid half on the top of her and all his weight is supported by the bed:
-Khushi, you should do something for me!
(he's talking and touching her lips with his fingers in the same time)
Khushi can't speak in this situation…his leg is touching her leg, now, playing with her payal and then gradually…ascending, touching that soft skin all over her leg…
-Khushi?
His sexy voice makes things harder to her to speak, her heart beats so fast, she breathes heavily that she feels that her heart will jump out of her chest…but he puts his hand just on her chest…
-shhh…relax! Khushi! Why all this tension? (he smirked) Take a deep breath! 
Khushi looks down to see his hand on her chest…and was about to faint…
He takes off his leg…stopping the game of seduction…became serious suddenly…
-Khushi look at me!
she looks up at him…
his hand still on her chest…right on her heart…
Arnav: -I want you to make a promise, for me!
Khushi looks at him, so  interested…keeping all her attention on him…
-you will never run away from me anymore, ever never, even if you're feeling bad or you're scared or even if I did a mistake…Promise me! (He was serious and a little bit angry because he remembered the tension, every time, she did this to him, the insecurity when she just run when he thinks that she will be by his side forever)
She looks on the bottom of his eyes:
-Arnavji…I…
-just say it!
-I promise!
He feels better…
-and that kiss Khushi...your kiss hurt me too much…but, strangely, it was good!
Khushi blushed…but takes a look at his lips, at the red on his bottom lip, she bits him? It's her…she touches his lips, with her fingers:
- It still hurt you?
-mmm (he nodded)
She looks at him with worried eyes…
-I will feel better if you kiss me but this time a so soft one!
Khushi is shocked and then she speaks:
-but it will hurt you more!
-you have no idea that by your kiss…all the pain will go away!
She looks at him…he was serious…she cupped his face and brings it to her…she was all wet and he was more wet than her due to the shower and the rain…and after looking at his lips in an innocent and in the same time seductive way that she makes him turned on without even touching him, she starts kissing his lips, softly…she did this many time…in each side of his lips…pausing her lips on his delicately, sensually…and then she touched his lips with her finger…:
-Arnavji…you're so cold…go and change before me!
Arnav feels really so cold but why she wakes him up from that and why she stops making this to him…and also, she was asking him to go and change before her??
-Khushi,... that wasn't a kiss!
He takes her palms off  his face and cupped her face…he was almost kissing her…
-I will show you how…
And then, suddenly…
Someone knocks at the door…
Khushi smiles, looks at him with her innocent eyes, he let off her and she left the bed and runs to open, Arnav stands up, quickly, too…and it was Anjeli and Aman staring at them:
Anj: -Thanks god! How dare you come back home without informing us Arnav! I was worried for you both and Aman told me about…
Anjeli was worried and Aman too…
Anj:-why the two of you have you left the wedding early, what happened Khushi?
Khushi:-We are fine! You don't have to be worried!
Arnav:-it's ok! You have, now, Mr. Aman who can inform you about all what happened with me!
Aman:-I'm really sorry Arnav but I was worried too!
Ar:-I called you to say that everything is ok!
Anjeli: -but you didn't came back, brother, and I was so scared!
Arnav looks at Anjeli, he holds her two hands:
-see! we are fine, my little Anjeli, you don't have to be scared…
-but why you're wet? And Khushi, what happened to your sari?
Khushi:-well…we was…we was…
Aman:-dancing teri meri under the rain, Tintin?
Arnav:-exactly! Any problem! (Arnav answered all angry about him)
Anjeli smiles, she blushed and then remembering the dance:
-Oh Arnav! How perfect the two of you, are! Dancing together like that! All the people were talking about you! And I was like dreaming see you, brother, dancing like a boss!
-yes! It was so damn cool and hot, ASR!
-Aman, you're crossing all the limits! (Arnav starts snoozing again)
-Oh! Let's go Aman, you go and change both of you, brother…Good night!
Aman: -Good night!
They said good night and Anjeli smiles to them and closes the door, behind her…
***
Khushi:-Arnavji, tell me about that l…
Arnav:-Without any other word, go and change your clothes, now! You will be sick, if you will stay with that!
-Ok!
Khushi went to the bathroom…she was about to ask him about that letter but he stops her, sometimes, she feels like she still a child, she's acting wrong in the wrong situation…but, she has to read that letter, she's sure he writes it to her…maybe to say something so important to her…she wiped her body and gets change!
Arnav enters the bathroom after her, he needs a warm shower as he was shivering…and when he went out, he saw her lying on the bed…she is closing her eyes but she's shivering…
-Khushi! Khushi!
She doesn't answer; she looks like she wasn't all right! He puts his hand on her forehead, she was burning…but she opens her eyes:
-Arnavji? I'm…I feel cold!
Arnav panicked…she feels cold and she's burning, she was shivering…she has fever, certainly!...he looks at her…covers her very well…
Arnav without any hesitation call the doctor but the number was busy or something…it's 2 am…god! Certainly, the lady doctor won't answer in that time…he turns to her…sits beside her…touching her forehead…he covers her with an extra blanket
-Arnavji!
He holds her hand:
-Wait Khushi, I'm goanna call another doctor, now!
-don't…it's too late…
-Don't speak Khushi! Take a rest!
-I'm all cold!
Arnav puts his hand on her covered body to assure her:
-it's ok, Khushi, I'm here…
Arnav was so worried and confused…he called another doctor, but didn't answer...
- Damn it! ...Khushi! It's ok! I'm here…
-Arnavji! We should tell them…about the truth!
Arnav looks at her…she was talking about his family, he closes his eyes of frustration:
-Khushi don't think about that now, just…let me take care of you and of all that, ok?
Arnav checks her fever with the thermometer, he gives her some tablets to decrease the fever and the ache…trying to calm himself …he doesn't like seeing her, like that…
-I'm cold! I feel…
She was shivering …Arnav comes closer to her…hugs her…like that will his warm body  on the top of her…he makes her stop shivering by doing that and then when he was sure that she's not that much cold…he moves away…. he puts a wetted towel on her forehead…she closes her eyes...it's good for her fever too…his mother used to do that for him…he feels good…when he feels that her mumma is doing that for him and she was with him when he's sick…does she feel the same?...does she feel his presence? Does she feel protected with him?
He can't close his eyes…checking her…changing the towel on his forehead every time it became warm…checking her fever…caressing her hair…holding her hand…
He murmured:
-you better get well soon! You! …you want just to make me crazy, that's what you really want…I will told them…I will told them who you are!! to all of them!!!…and I will told them that…that I can't live without you…
He kisses her hand…her forehead:
-get well soon! I want it, now!
It was 2:30 PM and he still sitting next to her…he closes his eyes a little…and then slept like this, sitting and holding her hand…
10 am…khushi wakes up…she finds him sleeping uncomfortably, next to her, holding her hand tightly…she feels a little weak but she was alright…her little boy is just cute when he's sleeping like that…next to her…he's a part of her, now…she feels that…she puts her other hand to caress his check but he wakes up…he seems so worried…his first reaction was touching her forehead and then when it seems that there is no fever anymore:
-Are you ok, now? What do you feel?
Seeing him like that, she wanted to tease him, to see him more worried…he's always teasing her, she can do that also…
-I'm not ok…Arnavji!
More worried, he puts his hand again on her forehead and cheek…
-Really? Tell me what do you feel? You still feeling cold!
-mmm! So cold, I'm sick and weak...look I can't do anything, I feel lazy!
his face changed...he checked her hand and body...when she smiles and then she can't retain her laugh anymore...
Arnav looks at her…is she serious?...she seems weak but not that weak...she's laughing...she's enjoying seeing him all worried and like a fool!!!!!!!
-you're...a naughty girl!
he smiles too and then...
He lay on the bed properly and takes her in his arms, tightly…:
-tell me the truth...do you feel better, now?
-you want to know because you're so worried?
-What a stupid question!
-so, you're worried?
-of course, damn it!
-why?
-why you keep asking that type of questions, always…because you're sick!
-Why you became worried when I'm sick?
Arnav looks at her…arched his eyebrow:
-I have the impression to talk to a baby and not to my wife when you talk like this!
Khushi smiles, she adores when he say'' my wife''…she adores the way he's talking to her…angry but still so soft…
-Please answer!
-What was the question?
-Arnavji!
-what? Just tell me what the question was!
Khushi murmured:
-Why you became worried when I'm sick?
- you know …now, I think you're feeling better!...you're perfectly all right! And I'm late!
He was about to move away and left the bed but she holds him and hugs him…
-Arnavji! I will not let you go! You have to answer me, first!
Arnav hugs her back:
-Ok! Then don't let me go!
-Arnavji this is not fair! You have to answer me!
-look at me!
She looks up to him…
-you don't have the right to play under the rain, from now!
-ok! But answer me!
-because I can't handle it when you're sick Khushi! Satisfied?
-why? Why you can't handle it?
-enough now! I don't have to answer all your questions!
-Ok! That letter…in the room…you write it for me Arnavji? I'm sure this was to me!
-so confident?
She looks at him with her beautiful eyes…No, not now, too quickly to give her that letter…first, he has to win her trust…so, he has to lie:
-No! The letter wasn't for you!...Now, I'm sure that Aman is becoming a fool…you have to let me go!
Khushi realized that she was holding him tight…she feels confused and let off him…he noticed that…
-you know I won't to leave that bed today but…I will be back early, today! Will you wait for me?
Khushi smiles:
-always! I will wait for you always!
The face of Arnav illuminates, he doesn't know what he should tell her, now…he kisses her forehead:
-and I will come for you, always, Khushi! I will send your breakfast, here!...don't left that bed…stay here in the warm…
he winks to her and left to prepare himself for the office!
***
In the office, Arnav was planning how he can speak with his family about Khushi…how he can tell them who she was…should he do a general confidence…assemble all of them and tell them the truth like that…or should he do that one by one…firstly, his mother!...the most important person that she should know…
But, in case, they refuse her presence in the mansion…then?...then they will remove to another home and they will live together and surely, one day…all the family will accept that and they will come back…he will find a solution, then...
No! he should be good enough to convince them…to his mother, he can tell her his emotions without limits…he doesn't have to hide anything…tomorrow evening, he will tell his mother first! And then Anjeli…he should tell Khushi about his plan tonight and then starts tomorrow…she doesn't have to wait like this and him too…he wants to tell them…to start their new life, without any fear of tomorrow…  
Happy with his resolution…he remembers how much she hugs him tight in the morning…he loves that sensation of safety…life seems to be so pure and so easy with her…when he's with her, he can't think too much, he can't calculate…he gives up, totally…that's the difference between them…he trusts her because he knows that she will never hurt him, she never tried to do that…even when she runs away…she has her reasons and he can't blame her feeling of insecurity with him…even when she hurts him, she doesn't do that voluntarily…but, him…he hurts her not once…many times…but, she's ready to start a new with him…He knows that very well…he smiles…when he heard…
-teri meri, meri teri, prem Kahani he mushkil…
-Lavanya?
-I knocked at the door a lot! I come to give those files, (she smiles) NK is with me too!
-God! Lavanya, why you come to give me that? you have the possibility to send them!
-No, no problem! We are going, now to our honeymoon, so, in our way to the airport…I want to thank you ASR! You and khushi, yesterday…that was really a surprise! You're amazing!
Arnav talks a little with Lavanya and her husband and come back to his cabin…
and thinks...after talking to his family about Khushi...then...
A wonderful marriage…a mind blowing honeymoon…only with her…just the two of them in a desert beach…he picks up the phone and calls her…why should he dream alone?…:
-what are you doing?
-Arnavji! Come fast to save me! Anjeli knows that I had fever yesterday and she doesn't allow me to do anything or to leave the bed!
Arnav smiles:
-Don't worry, she's following my instructions! Now tell me…beach our mountain?
-what?
-it's a quiz to know better your personality!...(he retains a laugh) beach or mountain?
-beach!
-good! Now, tell me, alone or with me?
-it's to know better my personality too?
Anjeli was there and wants to hear the conversation, putting her ear on the phone and khushi was trying to push her…the two of them was acting like adolescents….No, acctually the three of them...
Arnav: -is it that much difficult to answer?
-No!...with you!
-ok! Did you eat properly?
-what was that Arnavji?
-Nothing! Answer my question, now!
-I'm with Anjeli, told you, she let me finish the milk and then the toasts and I beg her to not complete the apple but she insists and I eat it too!
-good girl!
-I'm not a kid!
Arnav laughs…
-No! You're not a kid, you're just a baby and I don't know how you will manage to take care of our baby, Khushi!
He says that naturally, unconsciously…but after that word ''our baby'', the two of them remain silence…Arnav regrets saying that…that maybe makes her more scared about their future…
-Ok, khushi, see you soon! I have to go!
-ok! See you soon!
Why he's like that? He feels that he's not the same man anymore…thousand projects are in his mind…wanting to do all that with her…and he's acting like a fool this morning…he better concentrate on his work, now that it seems that he was losing his mind, totally…
First, marriage and honeymoon and then baby!
he should visit a doctor
he hates all that...
and now, he's thinking about all that...
worst...
he's happy thinking about all that!
Damn it!

Part 35:

Arnav comes back to the RM…
Before the dinner…
All the ladies are busy in the kitchen…
Arnav went there and finds Khushi with them…
He smiles:
-Hey!
All of them welcoming him but she just looks at him, she stares at him without saying anything…her mother looking at him:
-chotte, go and gets change! The dinner will be ready soon!
-ok!
After Arnav freshen up and changes…all the family meets on the dinner room…they have their dinner and Khushi was silent during all the dinner…she doesn't say anything and she was looking at all of them, at anything but him…he guesses that maybe she's scared of the revelation of the truth…and now, he's waiting to be alone with her to assure her and to tell her about his plan…
The dinner was done…
-Arnav! Let's watch a movie, tonight!
-no! I'm not really in the mood tonight, Akash!
Anj:-why? Please! Bro. there is a good movie, today…
He looks at khushi but doesn't find her around…
Arnav:-I'm really tired! I need to sleep, let's do that tomorrow, ok? Good night!
Arnav escapes from all their plaints and enters his room…hoping that he will find her there…but she wasn't in the room…he looks from the French window and finds her there, in the poolside…her back facing him and it seems like she was making a call…her phone in her ear…she was talking in the phone with someone…all he can hear is "yes, ok…of course" and then "good night"…he walks toward her…from behind she can't see that he was there…she cuts the call and she looks up to the sky…closing her eyes…''Devi Maya! Help me, please, I'm…
-Khushi!
She has the shock of her life seeing him, there…her eyes are opening so wild…and she was all scared and shivering…
-Khushi? What happened? It's me! why you're so much scared?
Khushi can't talk…yes, she was scared…she tries to hide the phone behind her back to that he can't see…
-Khushi, you were talking with your parents, isn't it?
-meee…I…I…
-Khushi, it's ok, you think I will stop you communicating with them?
Khushi takes a deep breath…
He doesn't hear the conversation…
-Khushi! You know, I'm not that monster, you think I'm!
-I…Know…
Her eyes, who were full of tears, few seconds ago, are crying now…
-Ok! Then, why you're crying? Tell me!
-Arnavji…
She hugs him, tightly; she hugs him like it was the last hug…
-Khushi! Why you're crying, now?...I'm here, I'm with you!
-Stop! Don't talk, please, don't say anything!...please…
-Khushi?!!
Khushi breaks the hug…looks up to him…touch his cheek with her hand…and then she kissed him…
Arnav surprised doesn't resist…it was a desperate kiss…an intense kiss…Arnav kisses her back and then, he's waiting to look at her, to ask her…what was all that…it wasn't really her…starting a kiss like that and she was crying too…
But  she went inside the room, directly, don't letting him the time to talk…
Arnav was like ''what the…''…he doesn't understand what was happening on her mind…and that sad look…why?...all this because he told her that she can call her family whenever she wants…that was really strange…
***
Khushi washes her face…She should be strong…she should be mature, just once in her entire life…yes! She's taking the good decision…Now, she should complete it…
-Khushi! You will spend all the night in that bathroom or what?
Him…his voice…his anger…his care…his unexpected concern for her…his words…his actions…his existence in her life…his…his love…yes, she knows…he loves her…she's sure…but…
-Khushi! Open that door, now!
Khushi wipes her tears for the 10^th time…and decides to go out the bathroom… she finds her angry husband looking at her…he just gives her his killer look and then walks to the bed and lays on his side and closes his eyes…
Khushi was relieved…it's good if he sleeps and don't talk to her…don't made things worse for her  with his words…it's better that he ignores her and don't even look at her…if she can make him hate her anew than she will be more relieved…
She, quickly, switches off the light and she lay in her side, in the bed, she closes her eyes, trying to stop thinking for awhile…
Arnav was burning…why she doesn't even try to talk to him and what was all that?...in the morning, she was happy and when he called her….she was, also, all happy  and now???…why she is behaving strangely with him!!! All the time, when he's so in…he feels her escaping from him…
He stands up…
Switches on the light…
Stands by her side…
He looks at her…she was closing her eyes…
-I know you're not sleeping…open your eyes! ...I said! Open! ... Khushi! Don't test my patience I don't have any!...Now, open!
Khushi opens, finally, her eyes, she cries a lot and now, they are all red…
Seeing them…his anger increases…he was loudly speaking to her, now:
-Khushi! What's all that?...are you scared about my family? About your family?...you can tell me? …we have problems it doesn't mean that we should spends our time crying! You know, I…
- I want to sleep in your arms, Arnavji!
She cuts him with her innocent voice and that look! …her sad and mysterious look intrigues him…but….yes! Maybe if he takes her in his arms, she will feel better…
He switches off the light again…
And in the bed…he laid and she comes near to him…with his arms, he brings her closer to him…
Arnav doesn't understand that strange sadness dominating all what she was doing, right now, but he keeps consoling her by pressing her tightly…maybe if the words doesn't work…the warm of his hug can make her feeling protected…
he slept…firstly, he was so tired…khushi knows that he finally slept…she wakes and sits in the bed to look at him…her heart is hurting her, so much…she kisses his cheek…she murmured: I love you…
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Arnav has a busy day…
From the morning…he left his angel who still sleeping on the bed to attend meeting after meeting…he hasn't the time even to call her…
Late in the evening, he comes back home, all tired and feeling a headache …no one was in home…Anjeli told him, before, that they want to go to the temple all together…Arnav slept there and then, after 20 minutes, decides to call them…he called Khushi but she doesn't answer…and so, Anjeli…
He went to his room to change his clothes…finds the room of his mother opened…he knocks and enters:
-chotte?
-Mum!
(it was his chance to talk to her…about Khushi…the house was empty…and there are just the two of them…)
-Mother! I have something that I wish to talk about it with you!
-Now? is it serious? Why you're looking at me like this?
-Mother! You know! I'm in love!
The face of Arpita shines with a big smile…
-You think I'm not noticing that?
-No! I'm sure you know that, even before I realize that!
Arpita laughs…looks at his son…
-I'm happy! Every mother is waiting to see that their children are happy … healthy and in love!
(She laughs again…) but why you're looking sad? There is a problem between both of you?
-Mum! You always said that love is blind, isn't it?
-in your case, your love is not blind, you just choose the most beautiful girl ever!
(Arpita smiles again, she was in a good mood…she spends her life thinking, living, breathing with and in the love of her two angels: Arnav and Anjeli…they are their eyes…and when Arnav or Anjeli come like that to talk to her or to spend some time to her…it's the heaven to her…she just love them that pure love…especially, Arnav…he's not only her child…he's her friend…her support and when she's feeling that she will fall, after the death of her husband…she finds in the little Arnav, a responsible young man…he never makes her suffering or thinking about his future, he was brilliant, smart and just like his father…)
-Mum, Khushi is…
-she's amazing!
-No! mother listen, Khushi is…
-what? Tell me… she's pregnant?
Arnav was desperate…he's trying to tell her something and she's totally lost in her excitement and happiness…how can he break all this….how can he hurt her, now?
-No! mum! She's not!
-I understand! It's very early to think about that, right now!
-yes! Mother, now, I want you to listen to me, very well…I have something to…
Suddenly, the voice of Anjel come to the room…
-Muuummmaaa! Guess what?...I missed youuu!
-oh! You're back!
She enters the room and hugs her mother, like a little girl…she noticed Arnav who was burning, now…desperate with the disturbance of her sister right in the moment when he decided to tell it, all…:
-Mr. Brother! Why are you angry? Why are you looking at me like that?
Arpita smiles…
-chotte!...about what would you tell me?
-Nothing mum! Not now! we will talk after the dinner!
-yes mum! I'm hungry!
**
Yes…his sister is the queen of the interruptions but…he should tell her also…that will be the harder part…Anjeli is really sensible and if she comes to know…maybe even the memory of their father will affect her…but, he has to…no choice…but now, he wants to see Khushi, she's also back, he wonders…he went to his room…catches his clothes and starts changing to get down…
He was like that when he noticed a paper on the desk…he was about to ignore it but he also…noticed that the name: ''khushi'' is written on that paper…
His heart beats a little…so...is she writing a love letter to him!…Arnav smirks…
He takes that paper and opens it…
He reads it…
The smile in his face starts vanishing…
His eyes lost in the words written in that paper…
He closed his fist tight to not break all the room…
To not put all the house upside down…
He was breathing heavily, feeling that anger is dominating all his senses, now…
Anger?
No, something more powerful, more intense…
Crashing that paper in his masculine palm….
His eyes turned red…
Without any word…
He went from the behind door of the house to not have to see anyone…
And goes in his car...
He wasn't able to believe that he was that much stupid…that much weak…that dumb…
He opens the paper which is in his hand again and read again and again and again:
Arnavji, this is me Khushi !
Sorry Arnavji,
 sorry!
I'm leaving…
While you're reading this letter, now, I will be in Lucknow!
Don't blame me but if I have to choose between you or my family…
Then…I choose my family!
My parents Know about you…my father comes to know who you are and call me to come back!
I'm Khushi but before that I'm Khushi Yash Gupta…
My family removed to another house that you don't know!...the keys of your house (where they were living) are with the neighbor!...you don't have to support us, financially anymore…
I hope you will not search to find us Arnav! …that will hurt me if you did!
I hope you will forget us!
You and I should forget all the pain!
Please, don't complicate things between us…
My family needs me, now more than any time…
If you was meaning all what you does and said to me, in the previous days…
Than respect my wishes…
Respect my request!
For the divorce papers,  Aman will contact me on my phone!
I will only talk to him or to your lawyer!
My last request: tell them who I'm Arnavji…I want them to hate me and then no one will blame you when you will divorce me!
                                                            Khushi Kumari Gupta