for my angel chap40

For My Angel:
chapter 40:

her smile is back

Khushi finds finally the total, pure, sweet happiness she always dreamed for…
The precious love of a prefect husband, a cute sweet baby calling her "mum" and a family, so understanding, so present…
All seems like a dream for a girl like her…
A girl who ignores what is it to be all loved, pampered and happy…
She looks at the photo of her and him and their Lily, on the wall, and she smiles, satisfied…
The death of Buaji was the only sad thing happening to her, after her marriage…she cried a lot but her sadness was treated by her husband and her daughter…they adsorbed all her pain…and were always there for her…
This pain unites them like never…
They are her unique family now…
They are the whole world for her…
 if she's now alone…she's sure that the sadness would consume her or kill her, after the death of Buaji but they are here…always…
Two years…
Married since two years with this incredible man…
She looks at his photo…
She comes closer to kiss it…
Yes!...she's the same…all childish…
she kissed the photo tight and...
She pulled back…she smiled…
-But I'm here! You could kiss me! why my photo?
his voice comes to wake her up from her dreams Land...
She looks at him…all red and continues smiling…
-finally this sweet smile…
It was true that after the death of her buaji…it's been more than six months now, she doesn't smile happily and sincerely like this…she smiles but only to satisfy them…Arnav and Lily…they even force her to smile but now…she has a reason to smile…and she's smiling to only him...:
It's the anniversary of their marriage…
-you don't know how much I'm happy today!
-oh!?
-I'm so happy
-I know a little about the reason of this happiness…
He winked…
-come to me!
He opens his arms and she throws herself in his arms…
Her warm home…her own big home…his arms…
She smelled his familiar smell…mixture of his unique gel shower and his particular clean smell…ASR smell…
She's lost there in him…breathing against his chest…
She could spend the whole day there…but he broke the hug to look at her face, still holding her tight in his arms…
-why you're not prepared? All is ready…
Arnav as always has organized a whole party for their two years marriage anniversary…
how not??!!
He pulled her chin…posed a kiss on her nose…
-do u want me, Mrs. Raizada to make u wear your outfit?
It's been so long since he doesn't touch her that way…the intimate way…and it's been so long he doesn't tease her like that…
He knows she was totally broken after the death of buaji…
And his presence in the previous days was only to support her and to protect her…
No more!
She's so sensitive…
So emotional…
He looks at her…
kh:-you're not ready either!
She looks at his tee-shirt…
-hmm…I'm goanna take a fast shower than get ready…in this time…you also get ready, ok?
He automatically pulled back gently to do what he said but she retains his hand and She pouted…
-what?...baby…
He caressed her cheek softly…as always his voice is warm and deep…
-baby…you're not comfortable with the party?, you said you're ok to celebrate our marriage anniversary..
-yes…
-so?
-I miss you…I don't want you to go…to…to take a shower…
She bitted her lower lip…and then she blushed…
-what?
He understands totally what she means but…he couldn't believe his ears…
-I…
-you don't want me to get my shower but if I don't take it…we will have some time…and that time…we could use to do something interesting…maybe…
He helped her…as she couldn't retain her smile, she smiles because he always understand her…he could read in her mind…
-what do you miss the most to do with me?
he asked her huskily...
He pulled her so, so close to him…
His kiss…his deep sexy kiss…was the most things she wanted him to do to her…
But she couldn't say anything and she just hides her face in the hook of his neck…while he's just kissing in between her hair…pausing little soft kisses…
He kissed all over her neck…pulling her chin again up…to that she could see him…
-you smell so sweet, baby…so soft…
When she was totally sad…he kissed her but only lightly and softly…but she wanted real kisses now…she needs his kisses…as before…
She needs her husband totally…
Not the caring one only…
she needs after so much sadness and tears and weakness...
She cupped his face…
And paused a tight peck on his lips…putting all her love and desire…
Arnav closes his eyes to feel her peck…
She's back…his khushi is back…
Sadness could make someone all troubled and weak and the experience khushi lived by losing her buaji made her more vulnerable…
But with time, he could feel she's back at her nature…
She's smiling to him…
God! how he loves this smile!!!
-two years…Arnavji...
she whispered ...she's happy...
-two beautiful years with you, my little baby…
-I don't have any gift for you…
She wanted to tease him…
-I'm not the kind of men who waitfor a gift…I could take my gift by my own!
He said firmly…his hands on her hips...crashed like this against his hard body…she felt her blood boiling and ascending to her cheeks…her cheeks are now as red as…as her desire to him…
She laughed inside at her idea…desire has no color!
They heard a knock in the door and khushi wanted…in vain…to pull back and then they hear Anjeli's voice…
-chote?...khushi? are you ready ???
-maa???
Also the little voice of Lily comes to them…and after that…Arnav couldn't retain khushi in his arms anymore…
She runs to open the door…
-still we are not ready yet, Anjeli Di…
Anjeli smiled seeing her smile…
-still, you're not ready?
Anjeli gives her a shocked expression…
But khushi has her eyes at her lily…wearing a pink dress…she looks like a princess…she's so cute…and Khushi leaned to kiss her forehead tight…
-look at my princess…she's all ready and all beautiful!
Lily smiles...
Anj:-and you always should get ready!
Anjeli warned them…
Anj:-come on! Please! And yes…khushi…Payal is already here!
But Khushi is kneeling now as Lily dress has a tape around the waist…she's trying to tie it again…and lily has her tiny hands on her mum's shoulders…
Khushi finished tying it and looks up to see lily's beautiful face…
-paa…wants me to give you thomething…
she whispered
-oh?
Arnav looks at lily warning her by his eyes to not tell yet…
-and what's this something?
Khushi was curious…but Lily puts her own index on her mouth…
-shhh…not now!
She said cutely and then she kissed Khushi in her cheek and runs away…
Anjeli smiles and left, also with warning gaze "get ready" …
-oh god! How could someone be so much cute?
Khushi talked to herself, amused by Lily…
-I suppose you're talking about me?
Arnav asked all amused...
-I was talking about my lily!
-this is bad…
-cute…is not the exact word for you…
She walks towards him…so close from him again and like by reflex, he just tends his hands to pull her even closer…
-and what's the exact word that could describe me?
She looks at his eyes…
-you're…My life!
Precap: the marriage anniversary party
Note: my heart can't support the sadness, so even in my FFs, I try lots to escape parts where there are so much sadness…
I can't!
I'm sorry!
Maybe this FF has no intensity because of this…
No drama and no sadness…
Even I skipped the part including the death of Buaji… :/
I just can't!
I know I have to write that kind of parts in future but…not now, I'm not in the mood…
Happy reading ;) don't think much about the past, just enjoy for now
if you will comment only "nice" don't comment, u could just like...
I mean "nice" isn't a comment it's a one word!
Mouah!
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