for my angel chap 30

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thank you guys...Big Thanks you...
I know how much my faithful readers love my updates (and maybe also love me)...and I know how much the new readers want to read more also...
But I'm so upset about silent readers and the ones who are not showing this love to me...and because I think I'm not getting what I deserve...that's it...still even now I feel bad...but:
I know that there are some who are eager to read the chapter 30 of For my Angel, I will not act like a big as* :p as the chapter is saved in my laptop since three days and he wanted to go out right now... :p reading your words...who can not melt ??? 
huuuuhhhhh you're such crazy people , damn it :p  hum apse payar karte hain <3 my babies ...

 Forget about the deal...

When she opens her eyes…

Two green eyes are staring at her…

A red mouth smiling…colors still stuck to her pretty little face

-Lily…

-maa…you wake up…it’s dinner!...paa will come with dinner, here…we eat here, maa!

Khushi is feeling a pain in her head but she forced herself to smile…she knows that she slept too much…she’s feeling all lazy but she’s not drunk anymore…but after being drunk…this is the result…

-everyone had dinner…but told paa, I want to eat with you…paa want to eat with us…

Lily was excited and jumping in bed…

Khushi tried to get up…the headaches is to kill…she holds her head in pain…

Lily noticed and comes closer to her…

-maa…you have pain?

-hmmm…a little…in my head, but it’s ok…don’t worry!

-want me to kithe the bobo? 

Khushi smiles at her cuteness…and Lily comes and kisses her head softly…

-now, no pain?

She asked…

-hmm…

Khushi was feeling like she goanna faint because the pain was really strong in her head…

Lily gets worried seeing her maa’s expression and then she smiles when she saw that Arnav has come, HP also is there holding the plate of dinner…

-Paa! Paa! Paa!

Lily comes to him…

-maa has pain in her head…

Silently, Arnav comes to her…

-I kithed the bobo paa but her head thtill paining a lot!

Arnav sits down and he presses with his hands khushi’s head…without looking at her reaction, he starts massaging it…

-HP…give me those killer pain pills, fast!

-ji!

Lily was looking at her paa doing the massage with his hands…and Khushi was closing her eyes…

-oh god! Please my god, Let the pain go away!

Lily said with her small voice…making both Khushi and Arnav look amazed and smiled to her…

She’s joining hands and looking cute asking God like this…

Khushi forgets about all the pain and just tends her hand to catch her and hug her tight…kissing all over her hair and forehead…

-my angel…my kitttyyyy…I’m fine; don’t worry too much, next time, ok?

Seeing that…Arnav smirks…here he’s making lot of efforts to make the pain go away and here some words of Lily make khushi forget all her pain…

Lily tiny hands are massaging now Khushi’s head…

-like this…like this…

Lily whispered while pressing her fingers on khushi’s forehead…khushi takes the pills and feeling better after some minutes…

She has the courage to look straight to his eyes finally…she remembers they talk a lot but about what, she has to concentrate to find out…

She’s wide awake he’s looking at her with confidence…something important they talked about but what exactly…hmmm…but now, she’s so much hungry…

They eat their dinner…only the three of them…only Lily was speaking too much…

-I love this one…chapatti one, yummy one…

She’s talking to herself…and then playing while eating…khushi was amused at the way she’s feeding her doll before she takes the food herself…

-eat well…

Lily will be certainly a future successful mother…khushi thought and smiles…

But what does she said to him to that he seems to be in heaven…he’s eating with a good appetite…

-are you ok, now?

He asked…she nodded…she was about to arrange the plates but he stopped her…and he called HP…

She has nothing to do but being confused at the fact he’s trying to intimidate her…first with his intense gaze and then with his expressions while he’s taking care of his daughter…

He was trying to remove colors from Lily’s face…

-lily…please, be calm one second, it’s difficult to remove all what you had did to your face!

-not me, paa! Maa puts color on me, you, nani, aunty, all put colors on me!

-oh! Because you’re so innocent, I looked at you, while you’re playing holi, putting colors in your own face…

With that Lily giggled…at her own foolishness…but that was funny...

And finally, he kissed her cheeks:

-you’re done…now, go to bathroom and wash your hands and then brush your teeth! Ok?

-OK! My paa!

-don’t play another holi with water!

He said firmly and so she runs to the washroom…

Arnav looks at khushi, now:

-now, come!

She looks at him with wide eyes…

-I have to remove your colors too, or you prefer to keep it like this?

-I will…wash it!

-better, come to me!...I have this lotion to remove it, easily!...

He stands up…khushi stands up too…and both get close from each other…

With a towel with cold water, he tried gently to remove it…khushi though it wasn’t any special lotion but it was simply water…but looking at how much he’s taking care of her…she keeps silent…

He looks at her…

-you…don’t remember anything?

She looks at him troubled…and keeps silent…she looks at his eyes…

Some flashes come back to her mind…

“-means I’m with you forever?

-of course, damn it!”

She closes her eyes…she remembers their second passionate kiss…and then all confused and shy, she wanted to pull back…to escape, to avoid his hot gaze…

-paa…maa?

Both gasped…

They totally forget about little Lily :p

They look at her…

Huhh…it was real that Lily loved playing with water…all her clothes are wet…

-I’m done!

She said with little bit of guiltiness and then she saw that no one reacted badly at it…both Khushi and Arnav still lost in their own thoughts…so, lily smiles…

Both Arnav and khushi were amused to see that cuteness personified…

Ar:-ohhh…lily…I warned you! But see!

-are you feeling cold with those wetted clothes my baby?

Khushi asked in her way to lift Lily and she kissed her tightly…while this one was hugging her maa tight…

Lily’s room:

Khushi lifts Lily to her room… she changed her clothes and puts her on her bed…she covered her and then starts telling her a story when Arnav comes to them…

Arnav sits in the other side of the bed…looking at his beautiful daughter being now so calm like really an angel…eyes half closed…she smiles weakly and then she yawned cutely…

-oh so sleepy?

-hmm…paa…

-yes…it was a long day…come on sleep now, we are here!

Lily nodded negatively…

- firtht!...thing (sing) to me, paa!

-what?...no way!

-please…

She pouted…

-please…please…for me!

-now…it’s time to sleep, lily…

But when he saw her sad expression…

-fine…

-your favorite one!

-nooo…

-paa…pleaaaase…

Arnav looks at her…he hesitates and then he starts singing:

Lakadi Ki Kaathi Kaathi Pe Ghoda
Ghode Ki Dum Pe Jo Maara Hathauda

 (khushi looks at him, surprised…and then she bits her bottom lip to not laugh…and then she heard Lily who is also trying to remember the lyrics and to sing with him…)
Dauda Dauda Dauda Ghoda Dum Utha Ke Dauda

(the song was really old but seems like it’s Arnav’s favorite to that he’s singing it to Lily…)

Ghoda Pahuncha Chauk Mein Chauk Mein Tha Naai
Ghodeji Ki Naai Ne Hazaamat Jo Banaai
Chag-bag Chag-bag Chag-bag Chag-bag
Ghoda Pahuncha Chauk ...
Dauda Dauda Dauda Ghoda Dum Utha Ke Dauda

(Lily seems to be in heaven…she’s smiling all the way and singing awkwardly with him…and Arnav was cute to kill…)

  (I know the song is old but it's cute :p)

-my baby, you like it?

Lily just jumped on him and hugged him…

And khushi has tears in her eyes to see that…

She can see how much they had suffer a lot before when Arnav has to take care of Lily alone…

With all those emotions…Khushi can’t resist but to hug them too…she just opens her arms and comes to hug them…Arnav feeling that…he just hugged her back with one hand and the other was hugging Lily…

Lily showered them with kisses and then all tired she slept in the arms of her daddy…clutching his shirt…

The moment Lily slept…was the moment khushi wanted to avoid Arnav…she looks once at him and then she escapes from there and left Lily’s room while he’s covering her…but seems like he’s reading Khushi’s mind…

He was fast enough to catch her hand before she takes the stairs and went downstairs…

She stops…

He pushed her towards him…making her turns to face him, same time…

She finds herself in the right place: in between his protective arms…

She looks up to him…learning all her force to look at his eyes…

He was angry…

-come!

He said holding her hand tight…dragging her to their bedroom…

Aggressively, he pinned her against the wall…closing the door with one hand…

-we need to talk!

She starts fighting wanting him to let off her waist…

It was really that he is holding her slim waist so tight but he wasn’t ready to let off, in the contrary, any temptation to make him pull away is making him get closer…more…more…and more…

-I need to talk to you, damn it!...why are you so scared of me?

He shouted…

-that’s why…

She whispered…

He takes a deep breath…

-ok…ok…I will not shout…now, can I talk to you?

She nodded positively… it wasn’t really easy to think so much while she’s feeling her chest crushed to his hard one…

The smell of his male scent mixed with his warm breath making her lose little by little her mind…

So much to handle…

So much…

- breathe!

He said huskily looking at her closed eyes and red cheeks…

She looked up to him…with wide eyes…

-Khushi! I don’t know if you remember what we talked about today but…what I want to said to you is…(he hesitates…he looks to another side and back to look at her eyes)...with me, you’re safe!

What???? She thought…what was exactly that?

Arnav looks at her…

He knows: that wasn’t enough…what he just said is just off topic…we aren’t in some deals where you’re scaring to show clearly what do you feel Arnav!? You could tell her that you want to this relationship to work and to last, and it’s not a deal anymore!...yes! This isn’t a deal anymore, damn it!

-Khushi! listen…that deal was just stupid…I was really…just forget about that deal!

She looks amazed at him…her heart was beating so fast…

She’s happy to hear that from him…

She knows it was hard to say those words like that just to take all her insecurities away…but…she can’t say anything…

Forget about that deal was amazing but then??...

She was cute looking at him like that…thinking hard…

-you want to tell me something?

He asked and his voice was just…so…husky and sexy…

-you should know khushi that…I’m taking our relation seriously!...and you’re taking it seriously too…

He said looking at her reaction; he knows she will look at him with her questioning honey eyes…

What a beautiful eyes she has!!

The moment she asked him with her eyes…was the moment he tends his hand towards her chest…she looks down wondering what’s next but he just holds her mangalsutra in between his fingers, he pushed little hard…making her come closer…

-I just know it!...

He smirks making her heart goes dhak dhak and then he closes a little his eyes seductively…he lets off her mangalsutra gently…he pulled little back but finally…:

-Arnav…ji?

Well…finally, he could hear her voice…it was late but who cares….

-hmm…

-it’s…paining!...

She said looking down at the way he still holding her wrist tight, pinning her hand hardly against the wall…

-sorry!

He was hell shocked…

First, he can’t believe that he’s flirting with her but all the way his hand was breaking her vulnerable wrist…

Second, how that “sorry” gets out of his mouth…

He’s changing…he changes....no!...he's feeling that he's Arnav...the same Arnav of the old days...he's Arnav...again...

-it’s ok!

She said so fast…

-it’s not paining!

She said looking at his guilty expression…

He looks at her…he knows it…she’s so innocent and child-like…and nice…so nice…Lily was right…

He takes her hand in his…and takes a look at the red trace....

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I know Khushi is too silent in this FF...but now, things will change...soon ;)