Part 37:


Reserving a suit in a hotel…Arriving to Lucknow, Arnav went directly, there, he doesn't pack so much clothes… just the necessary…he doesn't have to stay there, so much time…but only 2 or 3 days…
He takes some sleep and wakes up at 11 a.m…as he travelled with his car, during the night…
He makes some calls and works throw his phone and laptop…
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khushi left the hospital…
Finally her father was fine but needs medicine control for more few days… Today, she will come back alone to home…her mother will stay with her father, for the rest of the day…she's tired so her mother recommends her to come back to home, for shower and some rest…they always do that…sometimes, the two of them stay and sometimes one of them take the day to stay at home…being in the hospital all the day was exhausting and the both of them were tired…
Khushi was about to open the door of the house when she feels a hand closing her mouth...and the other hand lifting her… taking her to a car…she tries to react…and before he could make her enter the car…she tries to push that hand that holds her waist tightly…she can't look at who was the man as he was lifting her from behind …she bits the palm that closed her mouth…and when the masculine hand let off her mouth, she screams:
-let off me…you stupid! How dare you? …Helppp!
When he tries to make her stop screaming again, she holds his hand…:
-My husband will kill you ….if he comes to know that…
Before she could complete her sentence, she realize holding the hand of the kidnapper…looking at her, now, that she knew that hand…those fingers, the engagement ring, she holds the hand but now, it wasn't to stop the kidnapper or to push him but to hold that hand into her two hands…so tight…
But the kidnapping process doesn't stop…as the kidnapper make her ride the back side of the car…and sits beside her…
A big man was just driving…don't paying any attention to what's going on behind…all, he was doing is driving very fast…
The hand let off her waist now and she could turn to face the kidnapper…of course, she knew who he is…even without turning…she could feel it…his hands…his smell…his ''hug''…but she was so scared to face him…so scared…she closes her eyes…
-ya  Aman! No! let him wait! I said let him wait, damn it! I will be there tomorrow!
His voice…he's screaming…he's receiving a call…he's just beside her…Khushi feels goose bumps…hearing him…but she couldn't turn her head to see him…still closing her eyes…praying to her Devi Maya to protect her…she know, previously, how angry he is! She knew she has do a grief mistake by leaving that way…by running away…by breaking her promise…and by her stupid letter on the top of all…
She turns to look at him, for the first time…after a long period of sufferance…she missed him so badly…she feels that she will hug him…she will kiss him…she will say sorry for everything…if she looks at him, once!
But…he was totally indifferent…looking at his phone…he was busy…he doesn't feel her insistent gaze on him…she was looking at him, in order to that he looks at her but he doesn't do anything of that…on the contrary…he makes another call…
They enter with the car in the parking of a hotel…Khushi looks at him, again, hoping that he will say something to her, that he will bother look at her…he doesn't missed her the way she does???…
They walk together inside the hotel; silently…they take the elevator…he still making another call (it's like that all the work was needed to be done, now or what??!)…with his Bluetooth ear…gray shirt…freshly shaved……khushi was looking to her husband…she retains herself from throwing herself in his arms……
They enter a big suit…Khushi looks all around…but she was waiting for him…for the first look he will make…the first word he will speak to her…she was waiting for this…
But he sits in the bed and takes his laptop on his lab and starts working …
 Arnav was making a great effort to be indifferent…hiding his emotions, he was preparing himself, from yesterday  to be the most indifferent and cold man ever,  to meet her…no emotions, nothing!
Khushi decided to talk…she should break this heavy silence…she's ready even to hear his worst words but not this silence…not this coldness…she can't...
-Arnavji!
She murmured…and when she couldn't receive any answer, any look…she calls him and again but no!...without result…she becomes nervous, not only nervous but angry…why she's here?…he forces her again…he kidnaps her…but why?? …he makes her come here only to be indifferent with her?? to humiliate her again???…isn't it?…he thinks that he has the power to behave like he wants…to make people beg for his mercy…
No, she wasn't wrong!…she did this because she wasn't able to understand that he's changing quickly like this,( but it seems that he doesn't change, looking at his behavior right now!)…
She runs away…yes!…because with the incident of her father…she understood that each one of them has give to the other and to the other family so much pain…their families are involved and that was dangerous…
If her father…feeling guilty toward what he did, remembering that after so many years…knowing about Arnav…has a heart attack!!!…what will be the reaction of his family knowing who she is???...
She's not ready to be hurt anymore…she don't want to hear that he doesn't want her in his life anymore, from him…she doesn't want to live what she lived with him when he forces her to marry him…he can force her to leave him, as well, for the sake of his parents…for the memory of his father!
 She approaches, from him and stands there…looking at him…but he doesn't do any move to look at her:
K:-Why you bring me here Arnavji?
No answer…focusing in the screen of his laptop…typing something, anything to not talk nonsense, to not scream, to not hug her tight, to not kiss her aggressively…
K:- I told you to never come, to respect my request and forget me and my family!
Arnav still typing but he was burning now…he wants to answer; now…she's repeating again her nonsense???…why?...she wants to provoke him???
When she saw that he wasn't even looking at her and he hasn't even the intention to look at her…she closes the laptop…he didn't react and just pause the laptop in the bed again, calmly…and takes the remote control and switch on the TV which was in front of the bed…he lay there and starts watching the news!...
She looks at him, frustrated, angry,
-if you don't have anything to say than your wish!
She walks away and tries to open the door of the suit…but she couldn't…she tries her better to open it but she wasn't able…she comes back to find the magnetic card that he used when they enter… it was next to him, in the bed, she takes it, looking at him with anger…but no clue…he was totally indifferent….she comes back to the door…she tries again with putting it and the door get opened…
She stands there…burning with his indifference… but, he should stop her! He should talk to her, now!…he should answer her!…if she walks away a little, maybe if he heard that she's opening the door to go out, he will come now???…she can even take the elevator..he will come and then he will ask her, he will scream…she's sure, he will come and make her enter the room again…but opening the door, and before the door, from outside…there is that big man, crossing his hands…he's his bodyguard she thought…the same one who drove…she ignores him and wants to walk to the elevator but before she could make another step out of the suit…he approaches…:
-Madam! You couldn't!
-What? (Khushi opens her mouth, forming a big ''O''…she is shocked, why he's not allowing her to go out?)….you know I'm his wife…he kidnaps me…I mean he took me to the car that way, yes! But I'm his wife! I'm Khushi  Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada (she shows her mangalsutra to him)
But he still blocking her way by his big body….khushi was little scared but she asks him one more time:
-listen! I want to go out! So, move!
Khushi tries to push his big body, now…it was ridiculous because the man was so big that he doesn't even feels her pushing him! She was tiny, comparing to him…
Khushi stops:-fine! You're fired! I have the right to fire you! Do you know that??
Seems like today, no one wants to listen…because, no result! The man doesn't move an inch, wearing his black glasses…khushi gives him a disgusting look…
Khushi enters the room, again…she directly, comes in front of Arnav:
-how dare you Arnav singh Raizada!?...Now! You want to imprison me or what??!...first, you kidnapped me and now, you're putting that very big man before the door! For what? Tell me!... tell me!!!
She switches off the TV…
-Now! you can answer me! why you're behaving like this with me?
Arnav who was lying in the bed, stands up and he finally looks at her…finally their eyes meet…Khushi feels that her heart will stop beating, but she takes a deep breath…Waiting for him, to talk, now that he's looking in the bottom of her eyes…but he takes a newspaper, sits again in the bed and starts reading…
So, she still asking why he's behaving like that!... Arnav was angry; he doesn't know how he will find more power to handle this girl!
Khushi, in the other side, becomes angrier like never, loses her control, loses her mind, she takes the newspaper aggressively from his hands…
-talk to me! what I'm to you, Arnav singh Raizada, to ignore me like this?
He finally speaks because he couldn't anymore be silent:
-you know!...I want to ask the same question, Khushi, what am I to you?
Khushi, with all the emotions …looks at him…tears drop from her eyes…and she keeps silent!
He's asking what he is??...God! if he knows that she's breathing just for him…
He stands up…looking at her…he walks…forcing her to walk back…she moves back a step…he moves towards her two steps…she steps back…and hits the wall…Arnav comes and puts his hands against the wall…in each side of her:
-why you're crying, now? You think that your tears will affect me, again?
He comes near her ear :
-I hate when people broke their promises!
I hate when people play around me!
(He moves back to check his effect in her face, her expression…and he's satisfied…)
 -I hate when you let me think that everything is just ok and then decides that no…and miracle solution: you…(he comes again near her ear to whisper) Walk away!
Again, he looks at her worried face, but still she doesn't feel like he has feel when he was asking himself what was his fault this time to that she left again like this…
-You…you're…(Arnav was looking at her with his killer gaze, angry like never…but her eyes was down, wiping her tears)…look at me damn it! (he almost scream)
She looks up to him:
-'' I hope you will not search to find us Arnav! …that will hurt me if you did!'' those are your words Khushi! Are you serious?...and…tell me! Have I told you to choose between me and your family?... Khushi! Have I told you that??….! What a stupid letter!…remembering it, I want to laugh! That was the joke of the year! Tell me why you break your promise, firstly, than we will come to that!
-I…
-shut up!
-Arn…
-I said shut up!
-I want to answer your question!
-And I don't want to hear your lies!
Khushi looks at him with her red, innocent eyes:
-I…I'm not a liar!
-really?
-Arnavji!
-don't pronounce my name! (he screams, he knows very well that those eyes plus her ''arnavji'' will make his anger melt )
She wants to escape from him there but he pinned her again against the wall:
-Did I finish with you? Don't go when I'm talking to you!
-you don't want me to talk!
-so, don't talk!
-fine!
-fine? Who is fine, you?...because me, I'm not fine, Khushi!
Khushi looks at him…now, she don't know what it's better, talk or be silent?
But…the truth is that even Arnav becomes childish in her presence, she drove him crazy, he wants to understand, just to understand what she wants…all she can said now will never satisfy him, will never excuse what she has done!
She looks at him...
-I missed you, Arnavji!
Arnav looks at her…the angry look vanished from his face, but he couldn't do anything but moves away from her and from all the room…
He decides to go out for awhile, for some fresh air…he left.
He left…Alone, Khushi cries and then…. looks for the washroom, she washed her face…and after that…she calls her mother, immediately:
-Mum! Arnavji is here!
-I know!
-what?
-he calls me!
-mum? And why you didn't mention?
-after you left! He calls…He was polite and he informs me that he comes to take you back with him tomorrow! That he will drop you to the hospital to come to say goodbye to us before you leave for Delhi!
-what? He talked to you, mumma! (khushi was excited)
-yes! Baby!
-what he said to you, mum???, with details!
-I told you!
-nothing else?
-No! (but the voice of her mother was full of joy and satisfaction)
-mum!
-...yes…he said that he's sorry that the marriage happened that way but he…
-he…??? Mummy!…he what?
-he promises that you will be happy with him! He asks me to not be worried!
-Mum! Really? He said that?
-oh! Maybe I wasn't supposed to tell you that! That was maybe my secret with my son in law!
The two of them laugh…Khushi feels that a big weight disappear from her heart…
-No! you have too! I love you mama! Love you! Love you!!
-ohh! Enough, now! just be with your husband! just…Khushi….don't act like a baby! don't…
-mum, I understand, now!
-ok! And me I love you too, take care of you, both of you!
Khushi knows that her mum wants only her happiness and her happiness is with her husband, her kidnaper, her hero even with all the defects he has! …he wants to make her happy? He said that?, nice start, Mr. ASR! By kidnapping her and Accusing her that she's liar!...but she also too much, she knew that… but the fact that he has call her mother! Khushi smiled…proud she has a man like him… despite everything…he talks with her…and he makes things better...
In the room, there is a recliner…just in the left side of the bed…she lays there, she closes her eyes and fall asleep…she was so… so tired, and now, she can sleep properly because she finally feels that he's here…somewhere around her…that he comes especially for her and if he he's here for her, if he accepts all just for her, than she's safe…
When she opens her eyes…the light was switch on and she was in the bed, covered with a blanket…khushi smiled…so, not that angry to let her sleep in the recliner ...he can carry her to that bed! And covers her, also!…like he always do! Khushi feels comfortable…happy!
It was 8 pm…god! When she slept, it was 2 am…she slept all that time!?…she heard the sound of water from the washroom and guessed that he's there, taking his shower…she needs a shower too…but she doesn't brought anything to wear!...
She sits on the bed…wondering what she can do… when he came out, finally…with only a towel on his slim and perfect waist…bare muscular torso and wet hair…she looks at him…fascinated…his indifferent and angry look makes  him look hotter…she retains her breath…finds the newspaper, beside her…she starts reading…to escape the hotness of her man…he starts…putting his black t-shirt…khushi was looking from the corner of her eyes…putting his deodorant spray which is Play from Givenchy…oh God! Seems like he wants to play with her emotions…a warm and sensual smell dominate the room…she looks up to him…and when their eyes meet…she feels like he guessed all her emotions,  the desire in her eyes…she blushed and comes back to the newspaper…she wasn't reading but only putting her eyes there…when she feels that he was approaching her…she starts breathing heavily…but he was just walking to pick up the phone…he calls the receptionist and asks for dinner…she looks at him…so hot with that T-shirt…she comes back to her newspaper…
After just 15 minutes of thinking: for how much time again, will he continues ignoring her???… she heard his husky voice:
-if you finished reading the marriage announcements page, you can have your dinner!
She looks at him, shocked, she doesn't know what she was reading and now, but of course, he wants to make fun of her!…now that he knows how she misses him, badly…she follows him…
In the suit there is a terrace with a table and two chairs…Arnav orders the server to put the dishes there…Khushi was excited seeing the dinner…she was hungry…too much hungry…she starts eating and even if she finds the food no so yummy…she eats it…the atmosphere was romantic but they are so silent…everyone has his own reasons to not talk to the other and in the same time, they are enjoying being with each other…
when she wants to drink water…without paying attention that Arnav was also about to take the glass of water…she puts her hand at the same time and her hand touched his hand…they look at each other… and both removes their hands, suddenly…they look at the glass and again the two of them make the move to take it at the same time but this time Arnav take it and drink all the water before the shocked eyes of khushi…her mouth  forms a perfect O…he doesn't know that ladies is first…what does he wants…prove that he can do whatever he wants!...but she wants to drink it before him!...like there was only that glass in the table to take it from her!?...laad Governer!...but he fills the same glass with water and gives it to her with a cold gaze…she's hating that, now!...that look! …she ignores him and takes another glass of water and starts drinking when he stands up, nervously pausing the glass on the table and enters the room…
But he hasn't finish his dinner yet!… she follows him but she knows that she will have only that angry look if she asks him to finish his dinner…she stops eating too…and enters with him the room…following him in the bathroom where he was washing his hands…
K:-Arnavji! I want to take a shower!
Arnav looks at her…what she did mean by this…he looks at her a little destabilized…is she kidding? Is she serious?...is she remembering him of their shower???...he was a little bit confused…
K:-I mean…I don't have any other clothes than those ones!
Arnav a little bit disappointed…went out the bathroom…
K:-Arnavji? Are you listening? What can I put after I take a shower!
A:-if you think that it's my problem??!  You can walk around naked…that will not affect me at all!
What? Is he challenging her?...Khushi was really frustrated from his attitude, she never expects  that from him and now, he's pushing her patience to the limits, again!
-fine than! I was waiting for your approve to walk around naked this night! (She speaks with an ironic tone)
-please feel free! Do like I was your husband!
Khushi puts her hands on her waist…feeling that his coldness and the way he's blaming her, whenever he finds the chance to do it, will drove her to do something bad and very bad, now!
She went inside the washroom…used his shampoo, his gel shower and has a long shower…used his teeth brush to brush her teeth…and finally his towel around her body…reviling her legs and her arms or her neck…she went out like this…
She finds that he was reading a book…still awake, sitting comfortably on the bed…she comes just in front of him…used another small towel to wipe her hair…he has only to look up to find her…but no! That will be the end of his little punishment game! He doesn't want it to end, now!
She wipes her long hair…throwing drops of water in his face and in the book…she was really standing by his side!...Ok!...seems like she wants him, purposely to have a look!...than no! no! Mrs. Raizada!
When he was certain that she will come and hug him when he was in that towel, she doesn't come! And now, she's seducing him…
Khushi wants to make him talk more to her…be the Arnav that she wants him to be…
-I used your shampoo!
-fine!
-and your gel shower!
-ok!
-and both of your towels because I don't want to use the hotel's towels!
-alright!
-and your teeth brush!
Arnav hearing that he get shocked…he usually don't want to the others to use his stuffs…the others but her!…he wants her to use everything she wants!...hearing her using his stuffs…he feels that they are really a couple…a close one…he hides his satisfaction, thinking about that!...
K:-that maybe bothered you?
Without moving his eyes from the book, he answers:
-you do whatever you want!
-I want something to wear, now!
-why? Thought you will be fine in this towel!
So, even with his eyes in the book, he knows very well what she was wearing!
-No! it's getting cold!
-…
-Arnavji!
-fine! Open that wardrobe for the god sake!
She opens the wardrobe and finds that beside his only suit, there is her orange saree and her baby pink kurta, pants  and dupatta…she finds also two pairs of her underwear…God! He's doing that??…he packs that for her?…her clothes from Delhi…she smiles and he's so organized that he also thinks about every detail…he thinks that she will need it!
She turns at him…he still reading, she smiles…
She quickly takes the clothes and wears the pink outfit in the bathroom…she will wear the saree, tomorrow…she lays in her side in the bed…beside him…she said thank you and good night…of course, she will not sleep, because not only she has enough of sleeping but she was thinking about him…about all the ways he used with her…
He's too much!
And she's too much!
And they form a perfect match!