PART 33

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Part 33:
-Sir! The lady with that red sari, she takes the elevator!
-what?!
When he thinks that finally he gets her, she runs away from him…she left him like he was nothing, but where is she now? There are many stages, in this hotel! She takes the elevator, for what damn it! This was not acceptable…she's really…!...she doesn't know that he's doing things that he never did only to see that she's all right…
If she thinks that he hurt her…yes, he hurt her and a lot but all this was because he was hurt too and till now, the wound is not treated…if she's scared about how they will reveal all the truth to the family…the one that he has to be more scared is him, because he will told them that he wants her to be with him forever….
Aman comes to the reception…
Aman: -you called Arnav? There is a problem? You want to participate in ''so you think you can dance?''? I can call them n…
-you think you're funny! I need to find Khushi, now!
The smile on Aman face vanished…
-What?
-she takes the elevator!
-Uuuh!
-Move! I will start searching from the beginning; you search from the last stage!
-ok! …Ok!
There are only rooms and corridors, he was searching for her when in the fourth, he saw that there are stairs, also from behind….he runs there…he screams her name:
-Khushi! Khushiii!...
He climbs the stairs as fast as he can…he was like a fool and then suddenly, he heard a voice under him:
-Arnavji…I'm here!
He takes a deep breath to control his anger and nervousness and all that tension he was lived in the past few seconds…he turns to her, looks at her…she was fine…he takes another deep breath…passes his hand on his hair…he takes his phone, calls Aman:
-it's ok, Aman, I find her!
And cuts the call…
He simply looks at her, again, in the bottom of her eyes:
-Any explication?
-…(silence)
-Any excuse?
-…(silence)
-why you're silent?
-…
-Khushi, answer me! why you runs away from me again?
- (always, same silence)
-Khushi!
Arnav lose his mind, again???... but this time, he has to control that anger and find a way to be calm:
-Fine! No need to speak! Because I know why you run away! You still didn't consider me as your husband, right? You still scared of me? Right? And those tears…I'm sure…
(he was about to wipe her tears when she moves back, she doesn't allow him to touch her)
Arnav was hurt, now…by that only gesture….he feels that his heart was bleeding!
With all that powerful anger he has against himself…knowing that yes…she's doing that because she was hurt…and the reason is only him…
He picked her up and takes her on his shoulder…like a kid, she then starts screaming:
-Arnavji! No! no! let me go! Let off me! Arnavji!
He walks on the corridor between the rooms of the hotel…and then he climbs the stairs…walks in another corridor, again, with her on his shoulder, beating his back, pushing him to get him away…
He walks and then stop, before the door of a room…and then he passes the magnetic card and the door get opened…Khushi doesn't understand what happened around her…why he's taking her to a hotel room and how he did to open the door? Has he reserved a room, for them but why???
He enters with her and puts her immediately down…
Arnav:-what was that Khushi? …you haven't any idea about how much I was worried…No idea!...no I-D-E-A! …not a little damn idea! And you still do that! You still don't want to answer, to speak with me( he starts screaming now)…what's your excuse, now?...you're not drunk! Then what? Why? Why khushi? Just tell me? What are you thinking when every time, you get sc…
Arnav was talking, nonstop, he was a volcano…of anger…he doesn't find any explication…when, suddenly, she kisses him, all of a sudden, she takes violently his lips and then kisses him, aggressively, beating his lips, so hard…
Khushi: -it feels like that, Arnavji, when you force someone to do something, violently, when he's scared and it's hard for him to understand!...Tonight, I remembered our marriage, seeing this wedding Arnavji…today, you told me trust me!...but tell me how can I trust someone like you?
Arnav was shocked…
But, also Khushi was surprised of what she was doing to him…and God! She makes his inferior lip bleeding…she was shivering, by the new person she became…but, some days, pain, anger and fear make you do unexpected things…
-Khushi?!!
-I'm…
he looks at her with wide and angry look and then pinned her on the wall…she was crying, hardly now…she avoids his eyes and get surprised when she looked at the room, it was decorated with golden candles and all over there are white flowers…
-tell me why? You're behaving like this with me? yesterday, you told me that your heart…(he stops to look at her beautiful and scared eyes)
-I…I'm…
She looks at his lips, feeling guilty, she's too much…but she's feeling, also, his fingers pressing her two wrists…
All crying…she said:
-you..'re…hurting me…Arnavji!
-really? Well it feels like that when you run away when I was thinking that you will never run away from me again…and it feels like that when you didn't allow me to wipe your tears, seconds ago…and it feels like that when you lied to me, yesterday and this morning, I was living in a dream and you…whatever!
He let off her wrists and enters inside the washroom…he was planning for a romantic night with her…he reserved this room just to make her feel better, far from all the family, they can discuss what they need to do and what to tell…he knows, very well that she's scared, that he hurts her, but why she's using this way with him when he just decide to make her forget all the pain, when he was ready to protect her to the last breath in his life…and, now, she's making things more complicated…every time, she gets scared, she runs away and let him searching like a fool…he washes his face with cold water and looks at himself in the mirror...
Khushi was admiring all the flowers decorating the room…with her teary eyes, she can see that below a desk there is a red flower and something like a letter, a closed letter…she picked it up…when all of a sudden, a hand takes it, violently from her hand, it was Arnav, he was worried and then he picked it and puts it in his pocket:
-let's go!
-but…
He ignores her and goes out the room…she quickly, follows him and pulled his hand, he turns his head toward her, she looks at his lips:
-Sorry! Sorry for that!
He turns his head, taking off her hand from his:
-It's ok! You know, you're right! Maybe you will never be able to forget what I did to you or to forgive me ever after!
 and walks away…but she keeps standing there, crying again…putting her both hands on her face…
Now, he should get back to see why she's crying, now…
 That's what she wants to hear from him…she wants a confirmation, from him... that what he did to her is unforgettable, so, here, he gave her that confirmation!…
he gets back to her, he saw his fingers marks on her wrists, she's crying like a baby, all vulnerable…he feels his heart melting and all the anger goes away…still only the pain to see her like that again…crying again when he just decided to make her forget what's the meaning of crying….
-Ok! Khushi! Tell me what do you want? Why you're crying, now?
-Because I forgive you and that from the day you saved me Arnavji, from that man! You remembered?  (She talks with a childish voice and still crying)
He retains a smile because she was cute like that but smiling in this situation wasn't appropriate:
-yes!
-when you defended me…if you wasn't there, in time, than those bad persons…I have forgiven you…
-But, you didn't trust me and you will never do, Khushi!
-I'm…
-it's ok, Khushi!
-Listen…
-it's ok!...let's come back home, now!
-but…
-come…
***
Arnav and Khushi come back home…
Arnav went to the bathroom to take away all the tension with a cold shower but so different of the shower of the morning…
Khushi stays on the poolside…admiring all the plants that Arnav takes care about them, every day…she doesn't know what she goanna do…she don't trust him but she wants him…Now, she can't imagine her life without him…she remembered the dance…he keeps his promise and dances only for her…she remembers the hotel room and all those flowers…and that letter…she's sure that he has write something for her but she destroys everything with her fear…
It became cold outside but she doesn't want to enter…suddenly, it starts raining…khushi feels excited…she loves when it's raining…she doesn't enter…on the contrary, she stands in the center and wait for the rain to come to her…opening her arms and hands to receive the raindrops…
Arnav out of his bath…he doesn't find her, in the room…but from the French window, he can saw her…she doesn't change…she was like a muse…like an angel…in that red sari…standing under the rain…eyes closing, arms opening…smiling, shining in the dark….he looks at her…but she's really crazy….god!, he screams:
-Khushi! Come in! Right now! it's cold!
She opens her eyes and looks at him:
-Arnavji! You come and see…it's raining!
-Exactly! You will catch cold! Come inside the room, now! (he starts losing his calm and he was really angry, now)
She smiles at him and like a little girl; she said in a loud and amuse voice:
-Nahi! Nahi! Nahi! (she turns the other side…to don't face him)
He, then decides to take care about that, his way…he comes to her…she doesn't know that he's just, behind her, he hugs her from behind and talks in her ear:
-I can tolerate to a kid to do what you are doing tonight Khushi….but you?!...look how you are shivering from cold and you still want to refuse to come inside! You're so stubborn…
He was about to carry her but she stops him:
-No! Arnavji! Let's stay a little bit!
She turns to face him, putting her own hands on his waist to retain him and smiles to him:
-I love when it's raining!
-Me too but it's cold too and see how you're shivering khushi!
-it's ok! (she puts her head on his chest, hiding her face there on him, against him, let's stay a little, just five minutes)
He brings her to him, more tightly, hugging her…
He understands what she was living, all those emotions and all that pain she's living, she ignores all that, it's all new for her…she's living that, with him, all that pain and that stress and scare she's living…is only because of him and he has to fix all that...
They stay like that, for a long time when the two of them….and in the same time:
Atchoum!
The two of them sneeze!...they laugh…khushi looks at him, amused…he sneezes again and then again:
-Arnavji?
-it's o…tchoum!
He sneezes again when khushi, finally decides to enter inside the room…