For my angel chapter 20: He cares...

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Part 20: 

he cares...

They enter the farmhouse…it wasn’t actually looking like that…it’s all luxurious and looking like kept all clean and ready to receive people…

Khushi looks all around…

and the director of the school?? The school??  She should call him, otherwise, she would lose her job…she is supposed to restart working today…

she called him and he was different…all soft and respectful…he wasn’t talking with Miss Khushi now, he’s talking with Mrs Raizada…

people!!! How they can be such ship, sometimes…she pouted…

lily was playing all around…running here and there…

Arnav was working throw his laptop…

She felt again alone…she starts walking all around…discovering the place…

Then she entered a room…there is a guest room…she guessed…another room was a bedroom…and then a room which was like an office…there are so much books…the whole wall was used like a arranged of books: old and new books…and then a table…there are papers…and some other books…and then she stopped…mesmerized…when she saw that photo…on that table…she stared at it…she couldn’t touch that photo…it was him Arnav with …her…another woman…his…probably his ex wife…yes…she has Lily’s eyes…on the table they are not one photo but many …so many…of her and him…the room seems to be untouchable...unlike the other rooms, it was messy with books, papers and photos…

She felt something deep in her heart…

But she couldn’t understand what is happening to her…

She felt sorry for that woman because she died and she still young  and she couldn’t see her own baby but also…

She felt like unable to accept the fact that…Arnavji has a different life before her…

Ohh…but she is just a fool…

Of course he has…

Lily is…is his daughter…and the daughter of this lady…

Than…what she expected? Life is like that…

She was his love…and still his love…

Khushi looked at the photo…he was holding her lovingly with a soft gaze…something she never finds in his eyes…

She gets out…closed the door…

She felt like crying…

She locks herself in the next room…there is a bed…she lied there and starts crying her heart out…

She doesn’t know why??? But she just cried, cried and cried…hiding her face on the pillow to that no one could hear her sobs…

But in this house…maybe…he got so much time with her in the past and…

She gets up…immediately…

She cried more…it’s their house…

She couldn’t stop crying…but why???

She’s intrigued by her behavior…

She wanted to understand what’s going on in her heart….in her mind…

Why she’s thinking like that? She’s…

-mumma…mum you here?

She heard a knock on the door…

She looks at her face on the mirror there…her eyes are all red and teary and her face …she cried a lot and even by wiping her eyes, she looks like she cried for an eternity…

-maa…maa!

Lily called…behind the door…

Khushi managed to talk:

-yes! baby! I’m coming!

After some minutes she goes out…

Of course Lily was looking at her and noticed her red eyes and her face…

Khushi tried to smile…a fake smile which doesn’t go unnoticed by Lily…

She hugged her mum…crashed her little form to Khushi’s legs…

That’s when Arnav comes to them…he was busy with a call but he wanted to ask them what they want for lunch and dinner as Aman will come with their needs…

And was shocked to see khushi face…Khushi tried to avoid him but he discovered…her face was also pale…

He cuts the call…

Arnav: -lily…want you go and play in the garden for a little?

-no! I want to be with mum…when I’m not with her…she’s worried…she cries a lot without me!

Lily pouted…and hugged her mum again…

Khushi was breathing heavily, retaining herself from crying again…

Arnav walks towards them…he holds Lily’s hand:

-baby! Just for a little, I want to talk with Khushi, ok?

Lily looks at him and then at her mum…And then:

-ok…mum will be back thoon…you thtay with paa!

Lily disappeared…

Arnav looks at khushi:

-what happened?

-…

-I said Khushi! I just called Di and informs her, I asked for your buaji and she’s alright! The nurse is there, Di and Nani, HP also, all will take care of her!

Khushi starts to sob…sobbing… sobbing… sobbing…she doesn’t know why?...

-what happened ?? are you feeling…are you ok?

He walks towards her…she walked back…she hits the wall…he arched his eyebrow…he pulled his hand towards her…she tried to avoid him by turning her head here and there….

-stop!

He shouted…

She stopped…

He checked her forehead…

-it’s warm! What if you have fever! I should call the doctor!

-n…no…no! I’m fine!

She wiped her eyes with both hands…

He couldn’t bear…his heart was so weak seeing her like that…

He called Lily…he knows Lily will make her smile…she will also hug her…

Lily’s hug is a medicine…he knows something…

Lily comes and looks at Khushi…khushi faked another smile…

Arnav was intrigued…why is she crying?? He wanted to know…really !!! like he wanted to know right now! He’s ASR…he wants to remember when he makes a mistake towards her today…he doesn’t push…he doesn’t talk harshly ….then???...then???

Arnav gets out another hanky…he gives to her…

He wished she could tell him…why she’s crying like that…

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When Aman called again for the lunch…Arnav shouted at him…to bring anything…
when he comes to them ...

He brings everything…

Lily runs to him when she saw him…

-tweetyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

She shouted…

Aman lifts her all smiling…

-shhhh

He rolled his eyes as Khushi was there sitting in the sofa…and looking at him…

-my tweety!

Lily holds Aman’s neck…and pinched his cheeks…Aman starts to feel all shy before khushi…and his boss…but Arnav was used to that…

Aman accepted everything from Lily…all kind of “abuse” :p

He always let it be…and also he’s encouraging that naughtiness…

-tweety! Thoclat naa ?

She showed him her palm…

-uhhh…how can you eat chocolate still! Look at your missed teeth first!

He teased her…she bits on his hand…

-ouuchhh…what’s that Lily! Oh! you can bit so here the chocolate!

He gave her the chocolate she asked for…she gives him a peck on his cheek…

-betht (best) tweety ever! You!

Aman was finally free from Lily!

He greets his boss and Khushi…

-sir! As you told me to bring anything! Well…I was confused so I bring everything… I put everything in in the kitchen! The driver is putting it!

-ok Aman! Thank you! You can leave!

-ok! Than…here also the files you asked for and Mrs Anjeli send that bag also!

-ok! Thanks Aman!

Aman winked to Lily before he leave…Lily sent a flying kiss to him being on Khushi lap…and khushi greets him…

Arnav stands up:

-come on! Time to lunch…

Lily excited…she runs immediately to the kitchen…

Arnav smiles but looking that Khushi still all sad and silent…his smile vanished:

-listen! If you still worried for Buaji! We will call di again after lunch!

Here Arnav was helpless…he really can’t see her like that…he doesn’t know why?!

He wanted to just ignore her but how…how! ?

If he has an iron heart than maybe he could but here, he’s a human being! And seeing her like that…

If he just know the reason why she’s crying…

She stands up…

They walk to the kitchen…

There is a dining table there…

Lily has opened all the box of foods…and her mouth was dirty by the ketchup…

It makes Khushi smile…Arnav seeing khushi smiles too…

Finally!

-maa there is Pizza …look!

-Aman is just crazy!

There is all kind of food! It was like they are inviting many people…but they are only three…

Arnav choose to eat a cheese sandwich…

And sits besides Lily…

Only two chairs resting one in front of lily and one in front of him…

Khsuhi sits in front of Lily…

Looking to all the food…she’s not hungry…

She keeps looking…

Arnav was about to bit in his sandwich…but he stops seeing her…

He breaths deeply…

It wasn’t normal…she’s usually foodie…

Lily has enough so fast…

-mummy…wash my hands?

Khushi nodded positively…

She runs away to wash her hands and plays with soap a little while washing…that what she always do secretly ^^

Arnav and Khushi are alone in the kitchen now…

Arnav: -eat!

He said firmly…pushing the plate with his sandwich towards her!

There are other kinds of food but he pushes his sandwich for her…

She looks away avoiding his gaze…she doesn’t want to cry again before him…

He takes one chips…he gives to her, innocently, awkwardly…for the first time, in his life… he does that with a person other than Lily…

-I’m not hungry!

She said learning all her force…

That’s it for him!

He gets angry all of a sudden!

He gets up from the chair pushing away the chair aggressively…

He has chips on his hand…

And  he comes towards…he leaned a  little bit and puts the piece of chips right in front of her mouth…

-open!

Lily was there looking now…

But Arnav doesn’t pull back!

Lily stands there looking…

Khushi opens her mouth…

With his own fingers he cuts a little bit of the sandwich and feeds her…

Khushi eats…before Lily gaze she couldn’t deny and even if Lily wasn’t there, she couldn’t deny…he was so determinate …

Lily starts to smile…

Arnav was nervous and angry…but he wants to feed her that entire sandwich no matter what!

He takes the sandwich in his hand and pulled it to her mouth…

She wanted to take it from him but he wouldn’t give…

He wants her to eat…he knows if she takes it…she will refuse! And he’s ASR…

He doesn’t know how but he feels that urge to feed her…to wipe her tears…even forcibly…he doesn’t care! The important for him was she felt good and smiles like before…

ASR can’t bear the tears or even the sadness of Mrs Gupta Raizada…

-Lily! Give the cup of water!

Khushi was about to move but he stops her, holding her shoulder…

Lily gave the water, all smiling…

-paa…you help maa to eat?

-yes!

Arnav answered without looking at Lily but at Khushi!

-paa can I help too?

-yes! come!

He lifts her and makes her sit on the table…

She takes chips and gives it to her maa…

-like Aryaan baby...paa?

Lily wanted to tease Khushi who opened her mouth to eat from their hands…looking really like a baby…

Arnav smiles …and khushi couldn’t help but smile too…

She starts to forget now…little by little…

That lunch was a huge and important step in their relation…

Arnav realized how much Khushi’s well being it’s important to him…

But he really wants to know what happen to her…

The thing missing in their relartionship was communication…

They should talk…

Khushi thought about one thing now:

he cares for her...

he cares...