for my angel chap 32

For my angel:

chap 32:

 Like teenagers...

Arnav left before they wake up…

He kissed khushi’s forehead and lifts Lily to sleep with her mum in the bedroom…

He smiles looking at them…

-I’m coming back soon…

He whispered…

It was 5 o-clock and he has to go for his flight…he covered them well…

In the plane he was only thinking about them…

The last night he spent with khushi was exceptional…

First…they kissed like crazy and when he wanted to do more…she stops him…in such a soft way! he smirked...damn!… she slapped him…isn't it romantic??!...

Arnav smiles…touching his left cheek…that was …great!

Flashbacks:

 -khushi…I won’t leave you…I will just be absent physically while my entire mind and my soul will be only here…

Khushi looks at him finally with her wide beautiful eyes…listening to all this...she's so surprised...

-I'm already missing you!

He whispered  just against her ear…making her go numb…

He kissed her nape…she clutched his shirt tight…

He looks at her…

He gradually makes her lay on the bed…

She was nervous…he can feel it but he was thinking it’s due to her shyness…

So, he kissed her again to make her be comfortable with his touch…

He wouldn’t do anything…he knows that he has to wait…

He will never do anything if she’s not totally ok…madly ok…

But…he’s sure she wanted his closeness, especially when she told him that she will miss him and she is crying so bad…and she kissed him back…

The atmosphere turned to be hot…

She’s liking kissing him…he knows at the way she licked her lips after each kiss…

And then she blushed furiously...

While kissing, again, they lose their minds...she capped his face, possessively , while his hands travelled all over her petite form…and he touched her waist… and then he touched little down and here comes the slap…

First, she cuts the kiss all of a sudden and then she slapped him…

That was wrong…if he has introduced his hand into her clothes…little down but it wasn’t a reason to slap him…after all, she’s his wife, damn it…

Arnav feels that his blood is boiling from the sudden anger…

-what the…

-no!

She said and she takes his hand away…but Arnav puts his hand again there…little down and why he can’t touch her there??…it troubles her…she holds his hand by two hands…

-khushi!...I want to touch you!

-no!

-but I want it! and this is my right as a husband!

-no! no!

She was shivering and she was confused…

-why??? You don’t want me to touch you?

-I….I…I know you’re my husband!

-khushi…I will not hurt you! Please, trust me! The way you’re feeling I’m feeling…I will never force you to do things but this time, for this slap…I will achieve what I start!...I want just to touch!

Arnav moved his hand little bit down and she screams…

-I have my period!

-what?

Both looks away…not facing each other eyes…

-I’m…sorry for the slap…

She rolled her eyes cutely…

And that’s it…

Both laughed like mad people…

-it’s me who is sorry, khushi!...I should know….I…ok…am…it’s paining?

khushi looks at him...

-usually, they pained me a lot but this time, Anjeli di gives me pills which worked for real…and all the pain go away so fast…

Arnav smiles hearing that…finally…they are talking about that…such intimate topic…he starts liking it: knowing every single thing about her…he wanted to know more…means listening to her voice more…

-I didn’t tell Anjeli di anything about it…but she noticed I was in pain…as I have some cramps…here…

She looked down when he still was putting his hand at the level of her lower tummy…she smiles shyly…what is that…why she’s describing everything to him ?…that’s embarrassing…she thought...and keeps silent...

-Ok! Let’s buy a huge quantity of those pills then!

He said making her smile…

-come! You should take rest…

They slept in the bed horizontally as they lied like that from the start…

Arnav has just to hug her tight….covering both of them…

He feels she still confused…but he just kissed her forehead…

End of flashbacks

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Khushi tried her best to keep Lily calm…

After school…that Lily needs to ask millions of questions about her paa…

-paa took the plane?

-yes baby…

-plane flies in the sky…paa too flies?

-hmmm…

-paa has dinner?...he ate alone?

-yes baby…he…ate alone I supposed…

-I mithed paa…

Nani looks at them…and she smiles…giving the phone to them…

-you should call him Khushi beta…when he called this morning, he said that he wanted you to call him whenever you come back from school!

-really?

-of curse really! Call him…Lily also needs to speak with her paa!

-yes!

Khushi smiles…

-wait he gives me a new number working there!

Khushi dialed the number and gives the phone to Lily…she knows how much lily is eager to listen to her paa’s voice…

-my paa…my paaaa…

Lily’s face lightened…she’s excited…first, she starts nodding as Arnav was talking to her and asking her things and all she was doing is nodding positively…

-ok…paa…yeth paa…

The phone travelled from hand to hand…

Anjeli comes and takes it…and then Shyam… she lost hope when nani gives her the phone…

-Chote wants to speak to you!

Khushi takes the phone and all what she heard after saying hello to him was:

“khushi…I will call you latter at night…keep your phone near you!...I have to cut the call now!”

He cuts the call…

Khushi felt sad…

Yes…he said that he will again…but why he has to cut the call like that???…only when she wanted to talk to him…to hear his voice…

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Arnav knows if he said anything from what he wanted to say to her before Akash….it will not work…it means…what he has to say to khushi in the phone…he doesn’t want to anyone to hear but khushi…

When they reached the hotel from their late meeting…they have their dinner…

Arnav has no passion to wait more…he just went to his hotel room…

Quick shower and here he is like a teenager dialing her number and smirking…

Khushi was about to give up on waiting…

Lily in her arms slept already and the calm in the room was helping to make khushi close her eyes even if she’s so sad…

He doesn’t call…and he cuts the call earlier…

But all was good before he left…all was perfect…she slept in his arms all the night...

She felt her phone vibrating next to her and she smiles like a little girl…feeling so much happiness…seeing his name on her phone…she holds lily to her more…and accepts the call:

-Arnavji…

-khushi…how are you?

-you took so much time to call!

She’s whispering but it was clear from her voice’s tone that she’s little angry…

-so…you waited for my call?

-I was…I was worried…if you’re fine…if your trip was good…if you had your meals properly and your medicines…I…

-all that?

He smirked feeling her tensed voice…

-even lily asked me if you ate your dinner…

-oh? Lily?

-I swear she asked me!

-tell her that I eat my dinner…that all my trip was good…my first meeting was good, and I just finished my second one, few minutes back…coming back to the hotel…I just call you!

Khushi smiles…

-good!

-but it wasn’t good to eat only with Akash…I want to eat with my family!

-and we want to eat with you only!...I mean all the family…together…want to eat with you!...all the family miss you…

-all the family?

-haa…

-hmm…

-yes!

-ok…I believe you…but what about you?? Talk about only you!

Khushi’s heart starts beating…

-I…of course…

-you? Of course you miss me, Khushi, I know that (he said very confident)…but what else?

-what else? (she repeated confused)

-ok…tell me how you will sleep without beating anyone around?

He said with an amused tone…

-me?

-yes…you! You have bad habitude while sleeping, you know…

-I…

She has that habitude only when she’s with him…thought…

-you…have the right to sleep the way you want…

Khushi bitted her lower lip….and smiles shyly….

-khushi…I called to hear your voice! So you can talk to me!

-I’m…

-confused?

-a little…

-when we first meet you screams at me…you talked too much…you made me lose my mind and I was angry…then, I had nothing to say before you!…and now…I prefer the old talkative you…

-you remember?

-of course, it wasn’t last year khushi…it was months back…

-I found you arrogant…and mean…those days…

-now, how do you find me?

-…

-Khushi…you can tell me!

-you’re really a perfect father!

-….(Arnav turn to be silent…he’s glad she’s thinking like that of him…but he needed to hear more)

-you don’t have any idea how much lily is missing you…she loves you, so much…she adores her paa… 

even in phone...she could escape...he thought...and smirks...

-and…what about you?

He asked that but then what he wanted to hear when he asked this question, damn it????

-I love my paa too…I used to cry when he left…Buaji told me so…as I was so little…I didn’t remember those…

Arnav smirked…

-khushi…I was talking about me…and you…but…ok…every girl is the princess of her papaa…right?

-hmm

Khushi smiles…

Arnav wanted to ask her about her parents but he couldn’t…What if she cried and he’s unable to make her stop…he’s so far of her…

-khushi…lily is with you?

-yes…I’m holding her…she’s sleeping…

-great…

Arnav felt some pain in his heart…he wanted them with him…no matter what…he’s hearing her breath throw the phone…

And finally…he heard her…no…he heard her sobs…she thought about the same thing: she wanted him with them...at this moment....

-khushi?

He asked…

-I have…I have to sleep…it’s so late…(she said trying to hide the fact that she was actually crying)

-khushi, are you crying?

-No

-why??? Tell me why?

-I really…really…don’t want to lose you!...

-but I’m...here…you will not lose me ever!

-sobs

-khushi…do you want me to leave every damn work and comes to join you to make you believe me?

-no…no…

-then?

-I’m not …crying anymore!

-khushi…just six days…ok?

-ok!

-wait for me!

-yes…

-promise you will not cry when we cut this call!

-…

-khushi? promise!

-I…promise!

-tomorrow will call you…ok?

-hmmm…

-now sleep! Hold my lily so tight and sleep, ok?

-ok…you know she is so cute while sleeping…she’s pouting…

-yes...she’s so cute…kiss her for me…and good night to both of you! Take care…

He was about to cut the call when he heard her:

-no…

-no?

-tomorrow morning, we will call you…me and lily…ok?

-you call whenever you want to call…ok?

-good night…

He’s feeling she’s smiling…

He cuts the call and still holding the phone in his hands he’s sleeping like that…

Khushi also is still holding the phone and hugging lily…she slept thinking about her…husband…

they feeling like teenagers all over again... 

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