FOR my Angel
Chapter 17:
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Note: Playing all mean like many others...well I hate that kind of "blackmail"...but I will post the next update after getting 30 comments, only...thought this is fair for me...
I'm not asking for so much thought...like, you maybe would enjoy reading my update, I certainly enjoy reading your comments ;)
Connection...
He still
closing his eyes…he moans and murmurs and his body still burning from fever now
after feeling so cold…he’s feeling so warm…he pushes the blanket…
Khushi was
there to take care of him…
The family
comes again to see him but it was so late and Khushi told them to go rest and
she will take care of him...Anjeli helps to make Lily sleep…Lily was scared
because her papaa was so ill and weak…but khushi convinces her that he will be
all alright if he take his medicines and that she will take care of him…
Nani wanted
to stay with them and she finished sleeping uncomfortably in the sofa…Khushi
wakes her up and told her to go to her bed also and that she will take care of
him, properly…
Now…only
her was with him…
When he
pushed the blanket away…feeling so hot…his body started sweating again…
Khushi wipes
his face with a towel…
And used
other ones to put them in cold water and puts them on his forehead…
This can
always help…and for her, it works even better than medicines…
She gives
him water whenever it’s possible and takes his temperatures with thermometer,
every one hour…
Arnav was
really sick…the night he spends outside in the suhaag rat was a reason between
many others…
he’s also stressed all the time and those previous
days, he wasn’t really careful about his health…he can spend a day without
eating well or without sleeping well and thinking too much makes him even more
stressed…
and of
course his ego, guiltiness due to his attraction to khushi occupied his mind…since
the day of their deal…
he closes
his eyes…from the weakness he’s feeling now all over his body…
But
still…he’s feeling that a soft presence was there taking care of this pain and
trying to calm down what he was feeling…
like
magic…some fingers…hands…her hands were taking care of every inch of him…with
all the care needed and a reasonable affection…
the eyes
closed…he’s feeling her hand checking his forehead…putting the cold towel on
it…her hand checking his cheeks…
he heard
some prayers…or interjection…
-for me
God…for little Lily… he’s her father!...why this fever can’t decrease…just a
little bit…
He’s
hearing her footsteps all over the room…
And smelled
her perfume…
Or feeling
her hair caressing his hand, his arm…when she’s making him drink water…
She took
his hand between her hands and she rubbed his hand like to save him but then he
wasn’t able to concentrate too much…he slept that time, only and wasn’t able to
feel anything else, after that…
When he
opens his eyes in the early morning…he felt someone by his side…and it was her…
Sitting on
the floor beside the bed…she was leaning on the bed…his hand still between her
hands and her head was uncomfortably posed on the bed…
He tried to
move but he can’t…he still feeling some weakness but thought that the fever
goes away…
He wanted
to call her but wasn’t able to wake her up…she seems like she just slept…like
that and was all lost in her soft sleep…
Seeing her
long hair and her angelic face…he has like a huge need to caress her cheek…he’s
feeling thankful…he knows very well that she doesn’t sleep for the whole
night…to take care of him and his fever…
But his
hand going to touch her…pulled back…in the last minute…
He
remembers how he pushed her and how he was all harsh with her…and even if he
wasn’t harsh…he was all the way indifferent and so cold to her…he takes a deep
breath…he’s like lost and in a dilemma…he’s not an unfaithful man…so why all
those emotions for her???
Their
suhaag rat was…was…
He escaped from
her because…he was about to…to get closer…to get the more attracted…because her
talks and her cuteness are beyond the reasonable…
He can’t be
that much weak and forget for a girl he just met in few months, his past love…even
for a minute he can’t imagine…
But for
that…dear God!…he shouldn’t hurt her…right?...why he’s behaving like a stupid
with her??? All that to make sure, she pulled back, she pushed him back…because
he can’t do this, by his own…yes…he’s not confident about that!
He not sure
that he will control that attraction he’s feeling towards her and to make sure
that attraction goes away, he’s behaving that way…to make her escape him and to
guarantee she will not try to get close to him…
And
now…look at the destiny…she’s getting closer…and he was all weak to protect
himself from that closeness…like it was a “punishment” or a maybe he should
thought about a bless from God…he makes him taste a situation that he can’t
push her away…and that she can’t deny him…and his heart is now beating more
than the time he beats seeing her coming to him in that lehenga in their
Shaadi…
He wasn’t
able neither to push her, nor to take away his hand still close in between her
hands…
She’s
holding it like her life depends from that hands embrace…
It’s
getting the more complicated in Arnav’s emotions, in Arnav’s mind, in Arnav’s
soul…seeing an angel too close to him…she’s worried…she spends all the night
taking care of him…in a soft way…yes…that soft way was the secret…every gesture
she does while he’s lying without power…melts that strong, stubborn, severe man
inside Arnav Singh Raizada and he’s staring now at that angelic face…
When he
felt a movement from her side and he realizes he was staring at her…
He closes
his eyes…pretending he’s still sleeping…
Khushi opened
her eyes; difficultly…she felt a warm hand between her hands and looked up to
find his hand…she gasped remembering he’s sick…. And gets up…feeling all her
body paining from the uncomfortable sleep but she managed to touch immediately
his forehead…
-thanks
god! Thought the fever goes away…
She
whispered….and covered his body well…
She looked
at him…all thinking and then she left the room…
******
Her mind
was dominated by him…
She wanted
to cook for him something warm and soft and delicious…
She knows
how it felts to be sick…he will not feel like eating anything, it should be a
delicious thing to that he eats…
She was thinking
when she saw that nani and Anjeli were already up with the breakfast…
-Good
morning Khushi betii…is he alright now?
Disappointed
that they prepare already the breakfast for him, Khushi nodded positively:
-yes and he
has no fever!
Anjeli
smiles…
She
returned back to the room with them…
He gets up
and eats a little from Anjeli and Nani was insisting to that he take a proper
breakfast…
-What are
you doing?
Anjeli
almost shouted when Arnav was about to get up from bed…
-chote!!!!
The doctor said three days, complete rest! Are you kidding me?
-what
the…no way!...I should go to office!
-oh stop
it, please chote…look! All were worried for you yesterday…especially Khushiji…she
was all worried…
Arnav looks
towards her and she looked to everything but him…avoiding his gaze…
-yes!
chote! Please don’t make us and your wife worried again…and Lily too she was
worried for you!
-where’s
she?
He looked
straight at Khushi’s direction…like she was the first responsible of where is
Lily and that she should know about his daughter even more than her aunty and
grand-mother…
Anjeli:-she’s
sleeping, chote, in her room! I’m going to wake her up!
Khushi
understands that he wanted to see her:
Kh:-I will
bring her here!
******
In lily’s
room…
Lily was
sleeping…
To wake her
up…
Khushi
starts kissing her little hand, her palm, her wrist…
Troubled in
her sleep…Lily starts to move in her bed…smiling in her sleep…
-maa…
She said
still her eyes are closed…
-lazy
baby…wants always to sleep till late morning…
Lily lazily
keeps her eyes closed and she starts stretching up, cutely…
-ohhh…this
little princess needs something to wake up…
Khushi
smiling she starts tickling her tummy softly…
And that
way, Lily wakes up immediately…
First
question was about her paa…
And for
answer, Khushi lifts her from bed to the way to the bedroom…
On the
way:-your paa is alright! And he’s asking for you, my baby…
************
In the
opposite of yesterday…This day, khushi spend it all with Arnav and Lily only…
Nani stays
a little and then left for her pooja…
Lily brings
her papers and colored books and starts working on them…
In the
bed…beside her papaa…
Arnav was
feeling better…but it was a chance for him to rest for once and takes all day
to lay only in the bed and to watch his angel drawing and …
To watch
her…
Khushi…
Still all
worried for him…every time…he looks weakly at her…
She comes
to check his forehead….
In the deep
of his soul, he knows that he’s all right…in other conditions, he would be in
his office, he doesn’t need to make her worried but seeing that concern in her
eyes…he was comfortable to pretend that he’s all weak and unable to move an
inch…
That was an
opportunity to test how much she’s…carrying…
He’s tired
with himself, with his ego…searching for all the reasons to don’t admit that
she’s a carrying person and deserves all the happiness in this world with
another man than him…with less of ego and an empty heart to love only her…
She doesn’t
deserve someone like him….
But…he was
just an egoist man…pretending he still weak to that she can’t leave the room…
Why he
wants her to stay only there with him and his daughter in the room…
Only them!…he
wished no one will disturb…even his di…even his nani…not even Shyam or Akash…
She feed
him his lunch…and he has his medicines…
Her hair
was long and every time, she tries to adjust the pillow for him…that hair
caresses his arms…his face…like the scent of Lily’s hair…sweet and soft…she
smells like a baby…yes…he noticed that even her hands were like satin…so soft…that’s
why Lily was all the way, hugging and kissing her…now, he understands…she
smells divinely nice…it kills…
Now…the two
of them Khushi and Lily are doing some coloring on the floor…
Just in
front of the bed…
His room
never looked that much messy…
Lily brings
all her coloring books and pencils….but it wasn’t enough, Khushi also has more
of coloring pencils…
Lily:-oh!
maa…got an idea…maa!
Lily looked
at khushi all excited…
-which
idea! Tell me!
-maa let’s
do painting!
-what? But we
are painting now!
-color and
water maa…painting…
-oh! ! Got
it! watercolor…ok! I have them…so many tubes of watercolors!
Khuhsi
winked to her and Lily winked back but finished by closing both her eyes cutely…she
can’t wink still…
Arnav could
see all that…
Khushi and lily
were painting their own artistic master piece…
Arnav was
staring at God’s master piece…
When there
is that light of the sun set…coming from the window…reflecting at their both
faces…
Both are so
busy with their colors…with their brushes…even they paint a little on their
faces by mistake…
But they
are amused and in heaven…
Arnav was
pretending checking his phone from the start…his back supported by a pillow and
he was looking at their antics for more than three hours…
He was
mesmerized…
Discovering
another level of cuteness…
Overdose of
sweetness…
God loves
him that much…
Yes!
Because he
could see that at least once in his life…he could see angels on earth...
***
Khushi smiling
to Lily who takes their painting to show her paa what they paint…
But…her paa
has his eyes fixed now…focalized on Khushi…
Lily was
tending the paint to Arnav…
Arnav still
doesn’t pay any attention…looking at Khushi who still there in her place…a brush on
her hand…her smile vanished seeing that he was staring at her…he wasn’t paying
any attention to Lily who was calling her paa to see what she has paint with
her maa…
her Paa…was in
another planet…
And he just can't wake up…
Khushi gets
up from her place…and went to the washroom…as fast as she can…
Avoiding that
awkward situation??
No, it was
to avoid that eye lock whish last for an eternity…
to avoid his intense look...
to avoid that attraction...
that connection...
that strong connection that starts to be builded between them...even against their own wish...
