New story: LOst Love chapter one and happy birthday to my N

First, I want to tell to my dear friend Najat...

I wish for you all the love and happiness that a girl could have...

and this new story which has your ideas is my gift for you...

so, I hope you like it my dear

many kisses

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Lost Love

Chapter 1
about the past...

she runs out of her home…

she’s late, she has to be at office by 8 o clock…

she gets the keys of her apartment and car and a pile of her work’s files and then she runs with all her force to reach her car when she suddenly falls and all her files fall on the floor too…

damn…even if it’s been so many years since she changed a lot but still, she’s still the same…

the same khushi…

flashbacks:

she’s late…she has to be at school by 8 o clock! And it’s 7…the way to school takes more than an hour…

if she finds the bus too quickly, it will be her lucky day…

she puts some books on her purse and takes the other ones on her hands…

a mountain of books…she feels that she will need them all…

it’s been like this since she’s 5 and went to school for the first time…she kept going with multitude of books and documents to school every day!

her classmates around laugh at her…she was heavier than her school bag and on the top: she was brilliant!

A genius!

And this, of course, made the children around her jealous…and so, kind of mean to her!

No one wanted to be friendly and sweet to the weirdo extra shy student of the school: khushi Kumari gupta!

In the other hand, khushi gets the more intelligent and focused the more on her studies! and getting more and more shy...

And now, only two years were left to be in university

The last year in the high school will be the next year

Khushi is 16 years old and nothing changed…she’s the same brilliant, genius student but she has now a friend

Her best friend, the one and only friend: Payal!

She loves Payal because she never judged her

Khushi remembered that she has to call to tell her to not wait for her, before the school door like every morning to that they could enter together…because she will be surely late and she won’t make Payal late also!

With her phone in one hand and her books and purse in the other hand, she accelerated, running with all her force in the street

There are so many people around but all are her neighbors, those people know her very well and some greet her and she answered with just a smile or a wink to the children of her neighborhood!

Suddenly, she doesn’t know what happened but she got crushed against something and all her books fall on the floor as the shock was strong

She was hell angry…

And she starts yelling, out of control, even if this is not herself, she doesn’t usually yell at anyone, even if she’s angry but this morning was difficult from the start and she won’t be later:

-can’t you see I’m walking this way? Couldn’t you be more careful?...are you…

She looked up  at the person who doesn’t answer her and who wasn’t ready to step back to give her some space to pick up her books…

When she looked up…she gets silent…she blushed furiously

It was him!

Him and no one other than him…

Him…him…him…and her heart starts beating so fast so fast

Great! It’s him and she’s yelling like this…perfect! She has to be even more horrible this morning!

How is she looking?

She doesn’t even know! she doesn’t have the time this morning to look  even for one second in the mirror!

Great! Great! He has to be so handsome to make it even more difficult

He doesn’t speak…he finally stepped back and she noticed that his hand supported her arm to stop her from falling on him at the first place

It wasn’t his fault!

It’s her fault…she’s the one who is running fast and in all the senses as the road was hers!

-sorry..sorry..didn’t mean

She mumbled

-are you ok?

He asked suddenly

Oh god!

It was the first time, she heard his voice…that close

She just nodded…she’s feeling like her cheeks are burning from shyness and…she doesn’t know what more to do!

He leaned and picked her books and she leaned too to pick some

-you’re late?

-I…

He handed to her the books that he picked up

-and you too! You should be faster if you want to arrive to school at time!

She added and then it sounds awkward as it’s not her business and as he kept looking at her with his chocolate eyes….he seems amused and it troubled her

-I…I have to go!

She looked for the last time at him and then runs again with all her force, hugging her books against her chest…

Her heart is still beating so fast and she knows that if she look back, she would find him still standing there…looking at her!

She doesn’t know even his full name but she’s…she’s becoming crazy just by seeing him in front of her, it’s crazy!

They went to the same school but he’s in the final year…next year he will be at university!

This thought made her sad!

She doesn’t know why!

He’s famous at school: Arnav does this, Arnav did that!

All the girls went gaga for him but he’s not interested on anyone!

He’s too arrogant and mysterious

Khushi named him Mr Darcy…as he’s…

Wait! She just crushed into Mr. Arnav Darcy and he spoke to her, he stared at her…he…seems amused too!

Wait! What???

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later at school:

-what?

-yes! I swear! I swear Payal! It wasn’t a dream! I told you before that Mr. Darcy is living in the same neighborhood so the chances to meet him are high and this morning I met him! I mean…the accident thing!

It was the pause time and all the half of students went to the restaurant of the school and the other to the schoolyard or the library…

Khushi and Payal chooses the background of the almost empty library…

It’s their secret place!

-and he picked my books from the floor! I was about to faint!

Payal arched her eyebrow, smiled and then starts laughing

Khushi beats her playfully

-I’m not joking! You! You silly!

Payal stopped and then held khushi’s shoulders

-khushi! You’re looking so beautiful, you’re so intelligent and nice and kind! and it was so normal that he helped you!

-you must be kidding me! Why a guy like him would get interested in a girl like me! my case is desperate I told you!

-oh please! Shut up!

-I’m not even normal! I have to be so silly, my cheeks has to show him that I’m so shy and nervous! It’s shameful to just stand before him with those spectacles and those plenty of books to prove to him the more that I’m the loser of all this school!

-please! Stop it khushi! Wait!

Payal looked in her purse to find her small mirror and then she handed it to Khushi

-look in it!

-oh no! I’m horrible Payal!

-please! Take a look!

Khushi obeyed

For her, she can’t see what the others see…

Her eyes behind her spectacles are wide and with their hazel colors are just so charming

Her milky skin is pure and perfect as a baby skin

Her lips are naturally pink

And her long hair…

Suddenly, Payal stands up

-are you convinced?...now, come on! the break is off! Time to get back to class!

-but Payal! I’m always the one who tell you all! I confessed for you about my only secret and look! You didn’t tell anything about you!

-I have nothing to tell!...my life is so boring! I have no crush at anyone!

-I can’t believe you!

Khushi pouted

-yes! You can! Come now!

Khushi smiled finally and followed her friend

Payal is a great friend but she never shared her emotions or opinions with khushi…khushi realized this but she wants to always give space to her friend

 to never lose her, she never pushed her to speak

flashbacks ended

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Payal?

Khushi laughed at how stupid she was!

But all this was behind…it’s only the past

Now, she’s khushi…

She’s 25

She’s so confident about herself

She could look at herself In the mirror and tell that she’s amazing…

No…she’s ok…

Still she can’t admit she’s ok…it’s difficult for a girl who lived all her life thinking she’s a loser to believe that she’s ok

Even if she’s late she walked to her room and looked at herself in the mirror

She’s ok!

She’s ok!

She kept saying this again and again…this task helps her a lot…

A little tease for a new story

Thank you dear Najat for the ideas you gave me for this story...
some emotions that we may live or that we lived...
a story about friendship, love, chance, destiny....will see...





She learned some hard lesson

A lesson that she will keep in mind for the life time: she will never trust anyone…anyone…and especially the people that she would think that they are close to her

She would never open up her heart

She opened it once, twice…and she obtains the same results

So, the better is to keep her relations with other people superficial

For her, there is not any meaning to the word: friendship…

She knew very well what would happen behind it!

My Girl (Final chapter)

My girl

Final chapter

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Arnav looked at his wife choosing which saree she will give to her mother…

She wants her to look beautiful for tonight…

-you’re crazy!

-which one? I want you to help me too! We are married for life time, for the good or the bad! And I’m in a bad situation

Her tummy was really showing up…it’s been five months since she has their little hmmm princess inside her now…

Knowing the sex of the baby was a phenomenal event

Their marriage too was phenomenal and their honeymoon was just perfect and now they are finally settling down in their little apartment, the one Arnav arranged for them since the beginning

And tonight khushi invited Nana, Nani, her mother and father for dinner and to show to all the new apartment after the decorations they made Arnav and her…

-your mother will never accept to wear what you want!

-oh yes she will! I’m a pregnant woman!

-you! you’re just making people pay for this!

Arnav held her waist and pushed her to him

He was sitting on the bed and she was standing there in front of him, in between his legs now as he pulled her closer and leaned to kiss the tip of her tummy

-hey…

Khushi smiled lazily

-don’t caress me softly Arnav…I will fall asleep…

-what if I want to caress you softly?

-Arnav!?! Mother will come soon! She said she will come soon to help me with the dinner…

-Buaji already prepared mostly all yesterday

-I know but still things to do…the soup she made was yumm…I tasted some…we have just to warm it today but the rice have to be cooked freshly to taste good, mother will do this today!

Arnav smirked and kissed her tummy again, giving his attention back to khushi’s body

-and the sweets…we have just to buy…some…mmm…some what Arnav?

-gajar halwa?

-hmm

-laddo?

-yes…

-jalebi?

-yes…yes please!

-or something more…yummy…I mean…something you really love like ice cream…ferrero roche ice cream!

-no! please stop! You buy all this for me? please! Please!

Khushi became as a little girl and she starts begging Arnav…

She sits on his lap, her hands around his neck

-you make me hungry…you have just to promise to bring me all this you told me about! I want to eat not for me! think about little princess little bit! She wants to taste all this you mentioned

-oh? really?

-please!

-kiss!

Arnav pointed his cheek

She kissed his cheek immediately

-here!

He pointed his lips

Smiling, khushi obeyed but what she thought will be just a peck turned into passionate long kiss

Khushi pulled back to catch her breath

-you’re such a bad husband!

She pouted

He kissed her pout and pulled her back for another kiss

And another…removing her curta…he starts kissing all over her cleavage and tummy, gently but with the passion needed and with extra love

-you became a really good girl when you don’t deny anything I do to you!

Khushi smiled

-I never deny you, so, I’m always a good girl, right?

-that’s right!

-so, I want sweets…will not eat anything till you bring them!

He smirked

-alright bacha…if you wear a saree tonight, I will!

-deal!

-deal! Now…just…relax a little bit in the bed!

-but…whhhyyyy?

-come on! We will have a long dinner-night and you will not relax I know! So…

-nooo

-it’s an order!

He takes her in his arms and placed her in the bed

-you’re boring! Ok then…stay with me!

-I have to go! You should know that I have to work, madam! But I will come early! And I will bring so many sweet things for princess and baby princess!

-the most thing I hate is when you go!

-come on! You know that I will come so soon!

-I know!

-you miss me, you can always call me, ok?

-please don’t be late!

Arnav kissed her forehead

-it’s a promise!

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Those last months, especially the first days of their marriage, Khushi and Arnav never separate…

Their first separation was a hard lesson for them that when they finally meet, they never separate more than some hours…

Their love, their fight for their love and marriage and the baby pull them closer to each other

But also to have a family, a person should pay for this happiness

Arnav accepted the help of the family but he doesn’t want that for so much time!

He wants to be independent!

His family is under his responsibility

Khushi is helping of course…she could work on her designs even at home…he will never stop her to achieve her dreams but him…he should work harder…for everything she asks for!

He saved so much money in the past for his work…it helped him for the honeymoon and now…he has to work as harder as before…

Khushi is always proud of him and that was the eternal satisfaction!

Still, she hated whenever he leave the home…

It will be ideal for her if he stays and if she got bored of him and they fight…

She liked when they fight!

Crazy wife!

Even he can’t concentrate on the car he’s fixing for the first minutes this morning!

And all because of her!

He somehow liked when she refuses to let him go and he has each time to promise he will be back soon for her!

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Laying in the bed, khushi starts reading a magazine and then looking at her tummy, she starts

-Relax? I’m relaxing all day but your pappuji is refusing to listen! He really couldn’t understand that a pregnant woman didn’t mean a sick woman…I…ouyy…what was that princess?...you’re moving?...I could feel you moving right there…god! God!

Khushi’s eyes starts to be teary and she looked down but there is no more kicks

-ohh…you there…you moving baby girl? Pappa should know!

Khushi dialed Arnav’s number and his husky voice comes to warm her heart…she’s excited and now she calmed and smiled as she listened to him

-miss you too! So much! So…so…much!

-I love you, Arnav!

She said it in a different way, she’s excited and all emotive and sensible right now

-Arnav…baby princess…she’s moving inside me! I could feel it right in my tummy! I was laying and then we were talking some private girly talks and then…she moved, kicked mommy…

-god! You hold on! I’m coming!

- Arnav!  (she giggled) I’m happy! But she’s not ready to repeat it!

-I’m coming!

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Dinner time:

Nani was smiling discretely

Khushi was telling them, as a phenomenal event, the kicking episode…and how she called Arnav and he came so fast to watch that…

-I came because I was happy but also I was worried if something wrong!

-he called the doctor!

Khushi added

-I was worried!

-the baby is moving it’s a good sign, not the contrary!

-she will kept moving like that? Is it hurting?

-I told you it never hurts!

Arnav seems to be not convinced

-I said the truth!

Khushi pouted

-Arnav betwa, it’s very common and normal, so normal, after about 18 weeks of pregnancy, you don’t need to worry for khushi beta or the baby!

Nani said

-yes! you both are worrying more that the normal level!

Shashi said looking at his daughter and Arnav

-you think so, pappa?...I think Arnav is the one who is insane about our daughter!

All the family starts smiling and then laughing at Arnav’s guilty face

-I…confirm…I’m little bit…

-too protective and caring and this is good!

Nana commented

-yes! and I like this about him!

Khushi confirmed, looked at her husband and smiled

She held his hand under the dinner table

She’s wearing his favorite deep green saree…and let her hair at his nature like he wanted it to be…she used also his favorite lip balm, the one with strawberry fragrance…

And he’s wearing his white sherwani…one of her favorite…

he’s looking so handsome and she’s looking stunning , forming a really amazing couple

Garima blessed them and served everyone the dessert…

Khushi winked to him when she saw all what he brings of sweets…

She ate from the jalebi two pieces but thought she will keep the ice cream to eat it after…with him only!

She observed the way his father stole some gazes to her mother…and was so happy deep inside that the anger is away now!

How they will be angry while they are talking about their little daughter: Baby princess!? And enjoying the dessert and the whole dinner

Nana and Nani are angels, trying their best to gain back Arnav trust

Khushi pushed her husband time to time to make a conversation with Nana…she knew that also those two are so difficult to make a first step…Nana is doing! Arnav so much stubborn!

Her mother and father both stubborn!

After the dinner and dessert, all the family shifted to the little living room

Khushi drugged her father to sit with her in the sofa where her mother was already sited

Only khushi was between them now and both were uncomfortable

-khushi! what’s this childish behavior!

Shashi said nervously

-what? I just love both of you!

Shashi wanted to say so much but the presence of the guests stopped him

He just still there silently

-I love both of you, princess baby too!

Khushi held her mother and father hands

But her mother was the first one pulling her hand, she kissed her daughter forehead

-it’s late for me, bacha! I better go for now!

-what but our night starts now! We will watch movie, now? Arnav?

Khushi looked at her husband to come and help…

-aunty! We just finish the dinner and khushi and I are preparing a whole plan for tonight, I will drop you myself after!

Garima nodded

Khushi sighed and Arnav gestured to her to follow him

They walk to the kitchen

-you will never stop? Right?

-no…I…

-khushi! you need to stop! You’re making them uncomfortable!

-yes! but they want to talk, still they refuse to communicate!

-that’s their business!

-I’m helping!

-it’s not working! Time will do it!

Khushi pouted

-but….I want them back together!

-I’m sure they will but not this fast!

-really?

Arnav pulled her to him for a hug

-yeah really!

He breaks the hug

-alright! Now come! We should join them!

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The night spent with the family was great but finally Khushi and Arnav find the calm in their room and bed

The end of the day is their favorite moment

The moment when they forget the world around to be in each other arms

When everyone left and Nana promised to drop Garima safely

The couple went to their room and just lay there without even take the time to change

-it was difficult to entertain them!

-no movie we choose pleased them!

Khushi added, he smirked

-you chose too romantic movies!

-I did this on propose!

-naughty!

He pulled her closer but her tummy crushed against him…

He smiled

-turn! I will hug you from your back!

Khushi touched her tummy and then turned around and Arnav hugged her from behind, pulling her so close to him

-from now on! Routine change, babe!

He whispered on her ear

his hands around her tummy now and he was hugging tight from behind

-love you my girl

He whispered against her ear

-your girl? You mean me? Or baby girl?

-you! You’re mine! My girl! No one will share! But I’m ready to share baby girl love with you!

-oh!

Arnav kissed the back of her neck

-Arnav! I thought about the name and I know what we should call our baby girl!

-hmm tell me!

-Aarti!

She turned her head towards him to see his expression

She doesn’t know if this idea will please him or not

Aarti is the name of his mother and he adores his mother

But…she’s not sure if he will like this

-Aarti

He repeated looking straight at her eyes

-yes…Aarti…it’s a beautiful name!

He said it and she could see some sadness but same time hope in his eyes

She smiled to him and touched his cheek with her hand softly

-yes! It’s a really beautiful name!...and I love you!

He smiled widely and he pushed her closer to him, kissed in between her hair

-I love you too…my girl!

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Arnav deepened a soft kiss…and a little moan left Khushi’s throat…

-say it again!

-I love you…

She whispered…she’s not able to feel her lips anymore…Arnav kissed them, nibbled them and bitted them mercilessly…

-oh…Devi Maya…

Khushi whispered to herself when she felt him carrying her in between his strong arms…

-where? Where are you taking me?

He silently took the stairs and walked straight to their room…

-Arnavji…

-hmm?

-what…what…are you…

-I’m going to…

He said amused, not completing his sentence like her, smirking making her blush…

In their room…he sits on the bed and made her sit on his lap…

-khushi! I love you too so much and I’m just waiting for you to confess to me your love!

He kissed her forehead, her red cheeks

-to that I feel complete! And I want to hear that every day, ok?

-yes…

She nodded…

-you’re my beautiful wife…the most beautiful…

He said bringing her hand towards his lips and kissing her palm…

The way he’s talking and kissing her was so gentle and so intense that she could hear her heart beats…

His butterflies’ kisses were going from her palm to her shoulder now and then to her neck…

Arnav’s face was hiding in the hook of her neck…kissing her softly but surely…pressing her milky skin under his demanding lips…

Beating but also so softly…

It felts so good and it felts warm to be in his arms…

Her hands around his neck…she wanted to kiss him back…she stopped him from kissing her and cupped his face…looking at his lips…but then felt so shy to do it…

Arnav understands her

-who I’m?

She looked at him, confused at why he’s asking this…

-my…my husband…

Her voice was trembling…

-that’s true…you said it…I’m YOUR husband! Yours! And you can kiss me! you can forget all shyness with me, when we are here, together! Alone! Kiss me the way you want…

Khushi smiled and then coming closer she pecked his lips…barely kissing the corners of his lips…she took a deep breath…

-I can’t by my own (she blushed) you can help me?...maybe

He smirked again…and coming closer, he catches her lips and then let her kiss him the way she wants…

-your kiss is amazing…you’re amazing! Come!

He pushed her with him in the bed…

Coming above her, he pressed his hard body on her vulnerable one…

And that’s it!

She felt…cold and hot and then felt all troubled with new sensations…she ignored totally that it would be so intense that simple contact of his body on hers…

-Arnavji…

-tell me all…

-I don’t know what will happen…now…

-do you want me to tell you?

-yes…no!...yes…tell me…

-I’m goanna claim you as mine! Take you!...I’m goanna kiss you everywhere, first, then touch you everywhere…then…you will see…you will see how a woman should be loved…not tonight, if you want…it has to come when you’re ready only…ok?

She heard those words and already she’s feeling strange sensations waken up from her body…

He takes her hand again to kiss it and then he starts pulling off his shirt…

His chest…every parcel of his firm, bronzed skin...khushi wants to memorize every detail of this night…

The night…her hands touched the warm skin of his chest…

The night…her lips kissed his strong shoulders…

The night…she heard his groan…his pleads…him asking her to kiss him further…everywhere…he needs her to kiss him everywhere…and not stop!

This night…he told her to let him kiss her…

-put your hands up…above your head and don’t move them! Promise?!

-ok…

-I don’t want you to stop me, ok?!

-promise!

He pulled her kurta up…up…and then decided to take it all off…

He caressed her tummy…kissed it…he tastes her skin…

His tongue teased her belly button…

She gasped…

-oh…god…

He pulled her bra strips down…

-so beautiful…so sweet…soft…warm…and mine

He said looking at her half naked bosoms

He kissed her there…

-Arnavji…

-yes…

-I’m yours…don’t go away from me, please, never go away…

-go away?...but…go away??? Why you’re thinking like that? Now?

Arnav pulled back…he’s shocked, surprised by her insecurity which it has no place in such intimate moment…

-what is in your mind, khushi?....why you’re thinking like this?

Khushi gets up, comes closer and crushing herself against him, she kissed him intensely…

Because it felt so empty when he pulled back

-no…I don’t mean anything…I don’t mean…I just…I said it because…

-khushi! now you’re in my bed, in between my arms! Why you’re feeling insecure while every inch in my being is trying to make you feel loved…you’re my wife…how can I go away?...let me love you…let me be with you..I will never go away, if this is what you want to know!

She smiled and looked at him with teary eyes…

She was so…beautiful…and dear God! She’s even hotter…half naked like this as a mermaid…

Her hair, long was hiding her bare cleavage…he leaned to kiss it…kiss that soft milky cleavage…

-I don’t think a man should hear his crazy beautiful wife for so long…I think he has to just love her first and then listen to her!

-no…

-no?

-hmm…he has to listen to her…always…

She answered amused

-I want to listen to one sound now…

He said pushing her down on the bed again…coming above but first, he doesn’t forget to take off his pants…

-I want you to be mine…I want to make you understand that I belong to you, only!

-you belong to me only…

-yes…

-ahhhh

She moaned…she wasn’t aware that Arnav is now caressing her down there…

Playing with the elastic of her panties, first and then his hand enter there, exploring her…

-don’t move! Don’t…

-oh…

His fingers caressed her so softly…

-spread your legs for me!

She obeyed closing her eyes

-this is it…yes…like this…let me take care of you…you listen to all what I say now, ok?

-hmm…

Slowly, she felt him take off her panties…

-a good wife shouldn’t stop her husband!

-but…Arnavji…

-calm down…it’s ok…I’m here…

He covered her with the blanket, as she was all naked and more vulnerable now…she was ready for him…he’s ready for her…again he comes above her, taking the place of the blanket…

-you know what I felt every night you sleep with me in the bed?

He caressed her face so softly

-I wanted you so hard…but I wanted to wait…I know that it wasn’t the moment…I ignore your feelings towards me and the guilt was consuming me because I treat you so bad when we first meet…first, it was guilt and then…

Arnav was talking but his hands were caressing khushi’s body intensely, patiently

-then what?

She asked while her body was so sensible, her voice is trembling

-then…my heart…my fear to lose you…when I saw laughing with that friend of yours… NK?…I hate him…I hate him

Khushi couldn’t help but smile…and he kissed her deeply

-you’re amused when I feel jealous?

-I feel jealous too whenever I think that you’ve been…

-shhhhh!!! No woman before entered my heart this way…with you, everything is honest, pure, beautiful…and even hot…

He smirked…and then he looked at her seriously

-open up for me!

She spread her legs further and as he positioned himself in between her thighs…she gasped…at the feeling of his warm manhood…

-khushi…I want you to come closer to me! put your hands around my neck and hold on me so hard!

Khushi knew what will happen now…she has an idea about what will happen throw so many books she read in the past

She knew that so many men lose their control at this point…she heard that the first time is so hard….she heard that it’s so difficult…

But till now, her husband is so kind…so soft…till now it’s so perfect to be kissed, touched this way…

Hearing his voice…him confessing his emotions…in the most intimate position, she will be courageous and hear what he will say to her…

She remembered his words “I’m goanna claim you as mine! Take you!...I’m goanna kiss you everywhere, first, then touch you everywhere…then…you will see…you will see how a woman should be loved…not tonight, if you want…it has to come when you’re ready only”

She blushed…she wants… really wants to be his by heart and by body too…

-you’re ready?

She closed her eyes and nodded positively

-ok…you hold on me tight…if it pains at first…you can beat me….you can scream…ok?

-it will pain hard?

-this way…

He said teasing her with his hard manhood…and then with so much attention, he penetrates her…slowly…but surely and then he has to push hard…harder…

The Passion he felt and the fear to hurt her make him stop for while to see her face…

She was holding his shoulders so hard that it pains…closing her eyes, beating her lower lip hard…and then she was blushing a deep red…

-look at me, my angel!

She looked up slowly at me…

He was already in but he knows that any further move, it will pain like hell…

-hold so tight…so tight…I love you

One thrust…two and she was his…after the pain…it has to be only pleasure…

Khushi wasn’t sure about what made this act so amazing…

Holding on her husband, giving up to his multiple and intense thrusts…she felt all kind of sensations…it pains, burns and then that pain is gone…and it was so hot…and then that kind of magic…it was like a current shaking all her body…pulling her unconsciously to something so new…she thought that is what her books called “orgasm”…

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She felt something caressing her lips…she opened her mouth…it was something sweet…she had it slowly…

She’s all weak…

She doesn’t know what happened just after feeling that intense thing all over her body, she wasn’t conscious anymore…

-khushi? khushi?

She half opened her eyes…her husband was so worried…so worried and handsome

-you ok…

He smiled when she opened her eyes

-you passed out…I remembered that probably you didn’t eat anything for all the day and here I’m a so demanding lover…

-no…you’re so gentle…

She protested and wanted to get up…

-no…relax…rest, please, for me!

He puts another piece of sugar on her mouth…and lay down taking her in his arms, kissing in between her hair

-thanks god we are alone here, I went to the kitchen, all naked to look for something sweet for you!

She giggled softly and looked up at him

-and you ate something?

-I gave always the half pieces of sugar and ate the other half each time!

He smiled

She smiled too

-I’m supposed to cook for you…it’s shyam idea…he said that to gain a woman’s heart, it’s better to cook for her…

Khushi giggled

-and you wanted to gain my heart, knowing that it’s already yours?

-I wanted you to say it! I have no more passion actually…

She smiled to him and then hugged him again

-how it was?

He asked after awhile

She hides her face on his chest more to avoid answering him

He pressed her closer…

-what I want to know is that: is it a good thing that you passed out just after doing it or not?

He said teasing her, amusing her and she giggled, looking up at him shyly

-yes…it was…

He hugged her feeling proud…

-for me, it was amazing…so perfect…

He said closing his eyes

-we should rest for now…just rest…

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-laddo…more!

Khushi pouting as she looked at the plate that Arnav is holding for her and now posing it near them

-you know that if you stay a good girl, I will feed you more but now just tell me what are you planning? I can feel you planning for something!

-you want to know? Are you so curious hubby?

-so damn curious! Speak!

She gestured to him her lips and he kissed her after being sure no one is looking their side

-now tell me!

-Father will come after just ten minutes probably!

-WHAT?

Arnav asked out loud…making Garima and Buaji Nani Mami and Lavanya and all the other ladies take a look towards their side

-what happened kids?

Garima asked smiling

Khushi smiled and Arnav faked a smile and nodded negatively

- hai nadikishore…if the problems between two married people end then probably something is wrong…so don’t care Garima ji…don’t care..

-that’s true!

Nani confirmed

-we need more flowers here, don’t we?

-ha? ji…

Buaji smiled and so the other ladies…

They are all in the huge mansion of Arnav’s grandparents for the wedding days celebration…all are there helping to decorate for this day: the mehendi day…

Only khushi and Arnav are staying in a corner as khushi needs to relax and eat something

-Father will come…he will meet mum…

-you’re crazy probably…this is the mehendi day and no men are allowed except for us...

-remember my father is also from the family and he has the right to be here too

-he knows she’s here?

She nodded negatively

-I lied!

-khushi?!! I don’t want any single problem during our wedding days

-how sweet! But I need them to meet, to see each other…to feel the heat of love

-heat of love?

-hmm…the cold and hot fire…the love…all the past memories! I know shashi ji is still in love

Khushi winked amused

How he finds this girl really cute and beautiful to kill but Arnav tried to resist this sight and talk reasonably:

-you’re talking like that about your parents?! If Mr. Shashi just hear that! And you’re dreaming so much, when he will come and see her here, he would love… to leave!

-mum will be present in each day of the wedding and I know that father would want to be present too in his daughter’s wedding…and just look at her…don’t you think she’s so much beautiful?

-khushi…she is! But don’t put all your hope trying to fix things between them, your parents are so much stubborn

-then I will imprison them in the same room! They couldn’t get out so easily, they have to talk…and then they will clear things and re-fall in love with each other!

Arnav smirked

-so sweet…in which drama you watched this?

She beats his shoulder playfully

-oh bad!! So bad! Try to help me please!

-what I want is just to have you on my bed, make love to you, speak to my baby about serious things…I wish to all this to end soon to just be with you only!

-oh! so sweet but so selfish! You have me every single night in your arms! Couldn’t you help me in this?

-you mean I massage your legs every single night after that you doze off and sleep like a little baby!

Khushi giggled

-poor hubby!...sorry…so sorry my teddy bear, but, I’m so tired those days!

-are you calling me teddy bear now?

-it’s because I can’t sleep without hugging you at night!

Arnav faked an angry expression but khushi held his hand

-Arnav! I want you to help me on this! Please

She showed him a puppy face

-please…for me…

-alright! If I could …

He leaned to whisper naughty things on her ear…she blushed, biting her lower lip

-ok?

He asked naughtily

-but…

-come on! We tried this before!

-tried what?

Nana comes suddenly towards them; he smiled kindly looking at Arnav…and waiting for an answer…actually what he wanted is just to be closer from Arnav who is always avoiding him…this time too Arnav cleared his voice and stands up…looking to the other side

If Arnav accepted to the wedding to be organized here, it was for Nani and for Khushi…to keep her with him…it’s the only way or else those celebrations will take palce in shashi’s mansion

-wo…wo…we are talking just about life like this Nanaji…Nanaji?

-ha beta?

-Nanaji…you know…father will come tonight…

-this is great…he’s welcome any moment

-you’re kind Nanaji but…if he comes and see that mother is here…you know there are problems between them from the past

-I have a small idea about that, beta

-if he got angry, I’m worried if he just leaves

-what? No way beta! There is no way we let him leave!

Khushi smiled

-thank you thank you Nanaji…you’re the best ever!

Nanaji smiled widely

-you’re welcome beta…most welcome

-you’re so kind

Nana smiled and just left them again alone, feeling satisfied he could help…

-you’re so much!

Arnav said looking at her

-hmm…the second paa come here, I will show you what can I do!

-you’re looking just more beautiful when you talk non sense

-Arnav! Please! I will do whatever you said…then please help me in this!

-I will my angel! It’s okay!

-Khushi?

Lavanya comes towards her and held her hand

-come! You should change!

-yes Laa…coming!

She smiled and looking at Arnav

-take care of the situation while I change …ok?

-ok!

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Khushi was wearing a yellow, red and green lehenga… a lady is putting the mehendi in her hands…but khushi was busy looking at her father…

Her father comes to the party but he’s now angry discovering that Garima was there… Garima also was nervous and both is trying to ignore the presence of the other… both are forced to stay as it’s their unique daughter mehendi night…

khushi imagined that her father would leave but he doesn’t…

He’s not angry against khushi too as he kissed her forehead and she had his blessing…but khushi could see he’s angry by Garima presence…

Her mother disappeared for some moment when she saw Shashi but then she comes back and sits next to Buaji and Nani…

Khushi smiled to her and she smiled back

-forget it!

Khushi heard Lavanya talking and she looked at her…

-I know what’s you’re planning!

-what?

Khushi asked innocently

-they will not come back together! It’s a waste of time! You should just concentrate on your wedding!

-oh really? La? You’re not helping! They love each other, you can’t see? Or they would already left but no! they are here! Can’t you see?

-well…

Lavanya said

-you gonna help me?

Khushi asked…

-what? How?

-just…I’m goanna act a little bit…

-act?

-a white lie! I will just pretend I’m fainting…father and mother will both come to rescue me! they will have to come and help me together!

-you’re insane!

-oh laa…I think I’m…

-no…you’re not doin…

-I’m goanna faint…

Khushi whispered and just pretend perfectly that she’s fainting on Lavanya’s shoulder

-oh God…

-Khushi!!!

Everyone present cried out…

Arnav was the first one running and then Shashi and Garima forget about all and stand side by side to verify what is happening with khushi…

Arnav picked her up in his arms

-is she alright?

Garima asked all worried

-khushi?

Shashi tried to call her putting his hand on her forehead

-take her to the room Arnav bitwa! Let her relax there! I think she’s making so much effort!

Buaji said

-yes!

Arnav said walking upstairs…with a fainting khushi…

All the family follows ignoring the guests there…

Arnav makes khushi lay on the bed delicately…

-we should call the doctor!

He said looking at khushi, taking her hand in between his hands…

While Garima and shashi sits in each part of the bed…seeing their daughter laying in between them…

Lavanya wanted to retain her smile…

Khushi is somehow succeeding in her plan…she wanted the peace between her parents but not only this…khushi wants to have them both to her…she needs the care of both of them…for her…

She still that little girl…needing her maa and paa care

She opens her eyes slowly…

All the people she loves are there next to her

-khushi? are u ok?

-khushi?

-I’m ok…

She said closing her eyes again

-it’s just…ammaa…

She said and Garima leaned to kiss her forehead

-I’m right here!

Khushi nodded smiling

-father? You’re here?

Shashi held her hand

-I’m right here khushi…bacha…the doctor will come now!

Shashi said troubled

Arnav looks at khushi and it’s now that he understands that’s it just her plan to make her parents closer

-here a cup of milk!

Nani said handing the cup to khushi

-oh no…

She said pouting

-oh yes! khushi! you should drink!

Shashi said

-it will make you strong beta!

Garima added

And then both shashi and Garima looked at each other for a second but they fast turn their gazes away…

-if khushi is alright! There is no need to doctor!

Arnav said smirking…

He could understand his girl’s strategies for now…

-really? My daughter? You don’t need the doctor?

Garima asked

-your daughter?

Shashi asked ironically

-do you even know what she needs?

He added

Garima felt guilty…and was about to leave the room but khushi retains her, holding her hand

-yes she knows!

Khushi said

-please, father, for me!

She begged

Arnav stands there next to them to support his khushi…

-khushi…your face is pale!

He added distracting Garima and shashi

-oh right!

Lavanya adds

Garima and shashi put their hands on her forehead at the same time and the contact made them feel angrier against each other

-Arnav! Please call the doctor now!

Shashi said nervously

-yes! alright!

-no! no doctor! I’m ok…I need just to relax and need u with me!

She looked at her parents

-we are here khushi! stop this nonsense and let the doctor come and check you!

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After a while, the party re-starts all over again…

All the ladies applied mehendi and all of them danced…

Even khushi…

She danced with her mother, keeping an eye at her Arnav and her father who were standing not so far and they are looking at her…

Khushi smiled satisfied…at least, today, they come closer

And they talk…

Well…even if her father tried to scold her mother…it’s just a start…

Arnav winked to her

And she smiled widely

He’s her angel…

If there is not Arnav then she will never be able to have enough courage to meet her mother, to forgive her…

And then she will never be able to taste what the happiness is…

Buaji and Nani invited Arnav to join the dance

He refused

And Buaji insisted…

There is no way to say no to Buaji…

It’s because of her that he’s wearing a kurta today

He prefers his white t-shirt and blue jeans…that’s khushi’s favorite outfit of his too but even the kurta was to kill on him

When he comes closer…he was so curious to see her mehendi design and more impatient to all this party to end to that he could be just with her…alone…together…

They dance together but he couldn’t take a long look at her…As everyone was there and he can’t touch or make her closer…

The dance was just a torture for him…

But she was amused and happy and that’s the essential for him…

He could see her little womb which is covered very well with the veil of her outfit…

It’s barely appearing…

The cutest thing ever…

The most precious thing ever…

Her and this little peapod inside…Arnav thought smiling back to her…

One hour passed and then two…three and no one is accepting to go out of the party…

All is enjoying the party…

And it’s only at 3 of the morning that Shashi and nana decided that it was enough and that khushi has to relax and sleep…

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Later:

Arnav and khushi went finally to the room…

-you know that even if we are already married…I prefer to wait till our shadi day…

-you mean suhag raat?

-hmm…

-you’re shy?

-little bit…

Arnav smiled and hugged her to him

-I’m sorry baby but I don’t think I will wait till that night!

He made her come closer

-I want you already! You’re my wife! 

-I’m yours Arnav! I only demanded three days and then…

He silently caressed her womb

-alright!

He said

-three days and you will be all mine…

-yes!

She said excited and then cupped his face…kissed his lips tenderly

-I’m staying in the ladies room today!

-no way!

-I should!

-khushi! we promise each other to be always together no matter what!

-if we goanna wait for three days, we should sleep in different rooms…please Arnav…please my love! Two nights and no more! The third night I will be only on your bed!

She begged and he couldn’t refuse this…

-ok!

He said finally but he pushed her to him…kissed her everywhere and madly

And to escape from those feverish kisses she has only to forcefully push her husband and runs away suddenly or else she will never leave that room