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Sunday 8 June 2014

Lost Love chapter 4

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                          Chapter 4
                                             Arnav's POV



Khushi Gupta !
How can I forget this name! how can I forget that face, that smile...her eyes...
Khushi Gupta! She doesn't change! Even a bit...same shyness, same stubbornness, more intelligence I can see throw her wide eyes...
I thought that I've lost her but look at the irony of destiny...she's there, working in my building since three years!
Three damn years!
I could have known, I could have found her since then...
And now I'm holding her stopping her from walking away in the middle of a street full of people...
After forcing her to have lunch with me
Now that is something!
-are you mad or something?...leave me
She said in between her teeth
I wanted just to press my lips against hers...I want to feel how those teeth could bit me while we're kissing savagely...I want to kiss her...I want it since years!
-leave me...I said leave
She pushed me with all her force...how could this petite woman has so much power?
But I'm not ready to surrender yet
-we didn't finish our conversation
-I-don't-care!
She insisted in each word, giving the most severe glare
-you don't have any right to hold me that way!
She added and then starts walking away
-Miss khushi Gupta!
I said her name in a way...she instantly turn and our eyes locked
-meet me in my office this afternoon at 4!
-what?
-you better come!
-what?
-I don't think you want to quit your job, right?
-what?
Sorry Miss Gupta but seems like you need this kind of deals to forget about your stubbornness...
-I'm dreaming!
She screamed while I'm already walking away of her!
I smiled
How much I adore I worship when her eyes widen and that she's surprised!
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Ten minutes were enough to know everything about Miss Khushi Gupta
I know the essential already...where she spend her childhood, her teenage years, her school, college, her family, how much she loves jalebi and sweets, how much she's shy, how she could spend hours studying or reading her romantic books, how much she's even more beautiful when she look at me!
How I wanted to talk to her since years but she was too shy...too shy to that I can even look more than two minutes at her without the perspective that she could faint at any moment!
This girl is so funny ...But her stubbornness defeats her shyness today...
I asked my assistant Aman to prepare her file to know more about her life after the day she moved from the neighborhood with her family to come to Mumbai and study...she's too brilliant that she completed her studies in London, obtaining a scholarship...
This girl! I'm impressed but never surprised
I was reading her file looking at the last line: single, no boyfriends, no relationship, no husband
When the secretary knocked at the door of my cabin announcing her arrival
4 o clock
She seems professional...no smile or funny expression in her eyes or face
No...because she's aware of who I'm now...
I'm not only that good looking arrogant teenage boy that  she likes to stare a little bit at him in our college days but I'm also ASR...the boss of her boss
-good evening sir!
She said respectfully and stands before my desk
I scanned her from top to bottom
First her innocent face...eyes, cheeks, lips...her hair...
Her neck...
The white lacy feminine shirt which is not transparent but which is so delicate...it suits her perfectly
The tight black skirt and then her long legs...she's wearing veil stockings and black high heals
Typical business woman but she's too delicate and feminine to look severe with this uniform
-why I'm here?
She asked, probably because I looked at her more than I should have
-because I want so!
-can I go now?
-not yet...have a sit
She sits down
I could smell her perfume again...which is so light yet so attractive
-talk to me about your work!
-my work? I'm the co manager of the web publicity department and...
She stopped when she finds that I'm only looking at the file in between my hands
-I don't think I'm here to that we talk about my work! I'm on marketing and publicity department, you're at business...your company and our company are so much different
She said revolted...I think she's angry, her cheeks are red...I'm enjoying this...I must recognize that I'm a pervert...I just enjoyed to see her angry
-"our company"?
I arched my eyebrow
-I mean your company...Excuse me!
I felt that she's hurt...Miss Gupta thinks that she has the right and all the responsibility of the company she's working in...how I appreciate
-you think it's different?
I asked and she looked little surprised
-I mean...business and marketing?
I explained
-you have just to make decisions
-is that so?
-we are meant for creation
-such an arrogant girl!
I smiled amused
-why I'm here?
She asked suddenly daring to look into my eyes
-to invite you for dinner!
-never!
I laughed simply hearing her instant and nervous reply
-ok...you're here to that we can finish our conversation!
-do you know me?
-of course!
She looked at me with those eyes that are so much for me and I could see hope, I could see the past...her innocence
-you're khushi gupta and you're the co manger of the publicity department
I said simply, not ready to tell her that yes I knew her since years now and that she's not a person that I could forget simply
She stands up
-I have to go, I have work
She said and starts walking away...
I left my desk and followed her...she's about to open the door of my office but I put my both hands against the door to stop her from opening it and in process I find myself pinning her against the door...
I pressed her body from behind...to that she could feel me and to never leave when I still want to talk with her and I locked the door with key that I put after in my pocket...I felt her stop breathing
-Sir...
-what sir?!
I don't know why I'm angry...is that because she left me again...two times in one day!
And she left in the past, without saying anything to anyone
-you're not allowed to leave like this...
I whispered in her ear
She starts to move to get away of my hold
But by one move I held her both hands and pinned them forcefully against the door...
What I'm doing seems to be natural...
Unconsciously her body was obeying to my every gesture...it's like we belong to each other...she fits perfectly in between my arms...
I know that all this isn't under our both control
I was breathing heavily...she forgets how to breath
This position was erotic even if I wanted only to stop her from running away of me again
I smelled the scent of her hair delicately and I took a deep breath...I don't want to frighten her...I know how much she's shy...how much she's vulnerable now in between my arms but I could stop myself from kissing her in between her hair
And then, slowly, I set her free...walked back a little bit, just give her the space to turn and face me
When she did...her face was all red, she seems to learn all her courage before she could look up at me
Suddenly, she lifts her hand...she wanted to slap me, I was fast enough to held that soft wrist before she did
-this is what we call sexual harassing at work place
She screamed nervously
-you think so?
I asked daring her eyes
-I want to prove you wrong so badly
I scanned her again from head to toe
-what do you mean?
She asked trying to set herself free of my hold
Against the door, she's making so much noses while trying to get away but I don't care if the secretary thinks that we are doing something naughty
-I don't think you want really to know what I mean
She frowned
-I don't understand what do you mean, I want one thing to leave this office
-why?
-because you're misbehaving Mr. ASR
-you still didn't see anything yet
-I want to go now!
She insisted
-let me go...
She turned and despite the little space I gave to her, she doesn't care if we touched...she starts many trying to open the locked door
And then crazily she starts knocking on it
-help...help
-no one would come to help you from me, Khushi!
-help...help...help!
She screamed again
-khushi Gupta, you have to calm down and resolve your problem with me by your own!
It's then that she turned
She's so much angry...even angrier that what I thought
-what do you want?
-this!
I said holding her waist and pulling her to me...I brush away the hair on her face with my free hand while I held her waist possessively to bring her closer to me
I leaned and catch her lips so fast that it seems rough...I needed this I wanted this since years and she's now here...I won't wait more...I deepened the kiss in a way I could taste her...taste her softness her sweetness...I could feel her surprised all her body was shivering under mine and to assure her I held her more closer against my body, in between my arms, I felt her melting...
With each breath, with each heartbeat she's closer than ever...she's responding...awkwardly, hesitantly but she's with me in this kiss...her hands are grabbing the collar of my shirt...we kissed...we kissed like...like teenagers...the kiss that we should have since years...I lifted her passionately and her legs around my waist made her skirt got up...we didn't notice that...we are kissing damn it...kissing like there is no tomorrow...kissing deep and strong!
Out of breath, we stopped ...I looked at her lips...they were red and swollen
She bits on her lower lip but she doesn't look up at me yet...I held her with same force
We are trying to catch our breath
I'm having all of her...right in this moment...right in this room and this is the best moment I have in my whole life
I looked again at her lips and I was about to attack them again when the voice of the secretary throw the intercom comes crystal clear to our ears
-Sir, Mr. Chopra is here for the meeting of this evening
Damn it
-put me down!
This time is her voice that I hear
I obeyed I put her down but slowly, I want to feel all of her against me
Suddenly, she puts her hand in my pocket, took the key and leaned to open the door
-wait!
I retain her
-wait for what? You had what you want!
She answered out of patience and out of anger, fighting really hard her shyness
With my both hands I pull her skirt down adjusting it
-and you had what you want too!
I smirked pulling also a lock of hair behind her ear
She walked back suddenly uncomfortable
Looked at me with her wide beautiful eyes, seems to think deeply and then whispered
-this will never happen again!
She said determinate and left the office almost running