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Wednesday 25 September 2013

My Dream come true! Final chapter*** part A

My Dream come True
Final chapter
Part A


Note : there will be part B too that I will post soon

Maan looks at Arnav with angry eyes…
-what?
Arnav asked
-nothing!
Maan answered seriously and briefly and looks to the other side…
-what Maan?...tell me?...is there any problem?...look…how it is?
Arnav said opening his hands and showing his friend the  sherwani he’s wearing for the first time in his life…
Maan checked his head without a single smile
-Arnav, you know? Traditional clothes don’t sweet you at all!
-what?
Akash cries out
-Arnav! Don’t listen to Maan! He’s just…little nervous as you will take his sister away!
-what?
Maan objected
-are you kidding me?...of course not! I…
-wait!
Arnav  stopped him
-is that why you’re making a face all the day long?
-No…I mean…
Maan was troubled…
Yes! he loves his little sister and just couldn’t imagine the life without her antics and childishness…
-I will kill you Arnav Singh Raizada if you don’t take care and protect my sister! I swear!
Arnav looks seriously at Maan…Maan looks at him, challenging, warning and making his eyes wide
-how can I make you understand that she’s more important than anything else in my life!
-you don’t have to express yourself that romantically before me, Arnav!
Akash held Maan’s shoulder
-yeah…he’s her brother, bahai…I mean…
Maan acts he’s angry…
-Akash is right!
Arnav takes a deep breath and runs his hand over his hair…
Today, he’s nervous already and those two are just adding to it!
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In the other hand:
Payal makes khushi wears her last green bangle and then held her two hands…
-you’re looking wow…stunning!
-God bless you my sweet daughter!
Garima said wiping a tear in the corner of her eye…
-oh…Amma don’t cry please…are you crying?
Khushi said and was about to get up…
-oh no…put the lipstick on, first!
Aarti said…
Payal whispered something in her amma’s ear…
And Garima looked at Aarti…and smiled
-thank you beta for helping as for all the wedding days…
Aarti troubled and blushed furiously:
-it’s nothing aunty…Payal and Khushi are my sisters!
Garima nodded smiling and then:
-come on khushi, your family in law are in their way! Continue getting ready soon!
-Mum, you mean the groom is on his way?
Payal bitted her lower lip and looked at khushi…smiled teasing her…
Khushi blushed…
She’s all ready with her light pink and green lehenga…

But one this is missing her second payal in her ankle, she doesn’t find it…
It was ok…she will not be stressed for one thing…
Aarti side hugged her and both look at their reflection in the mirror…
-Are you scared?
Aarti asked smiling to khushi
-no…why to be scared!

Khushi tried to smile and then turned again to be worried…
-oh yes! I’m little bit scared!
Both giggled

-Aarti? I think you will also marry my brother so soon!
Aarti looked surprised
-those smiles and blushes between you and Amma…I think…well…I think that Amma will visit soon uncle and aunty!
Aarti turned the other side, acting like she’s searching for something…
-khushi?...today! it’s you who has to be troubled, so don’t make people blush and confused!
Payal said looking at her sister
-Arnav is here!
She said finally and khushi’s heart stopped beating…
-he’s here…
khushi repeated in a whisper…


-khushi…come on!
The girls bring khushi down to where the shadi will take place…
It will take place in a vast area in the huge garden of Raizada villa…
Khushi got ready in the family villa itself and Arnav in his apartment with all the guys…
The entire place was decorated by white curtains and white and light pink flowers…


And when the bride walked in…all the guests turned to look at her and her beauty…
But her eyes searched one and only gaze…
She walked near the mandap where the priest and Arnav and their families are waiting for her only…

She shivered looking at all that and was so troubled to look at him…her so soon to be completely her husband…
-first, khushi, beta, you should exchange the garlands!
Garima whispered to remind her and Payal gave her the wedding garland…
That’s when she could looks up at her Arnavji…
“sir”
She whispered so low to that he was the only one able to hear her…
“Miss Gupta…”
He smirked getting close of her
“oh…I mean Mrs. Raizada”
He said getting closer and placed the garland around her neck…
Surprised, she wanted to do the same but he gets away to tease her…and finds behind him a not amused Maan…crossing his hands:
-let her…
Maan ordered…
Khushi giggled at her brother antics to protect her, wherever and whenever and she puts the garland around Arnav’s neck so fast…
All the guests clapped joyfully…

And then start the mandap ceremony
Khushi and Arnav took blessing of their parents and the elders of their both families…
Arnav makes her wear the mangalsutra and felled her maang with the sindoor…and khushi was retaining herself not to cry…
         

Seeing the sacred fire and the priest…khushi felt all affected and her eyes getting tearier…
Arnav wants to talk to her but people are so many around them…
Khushi and Arnav stands to fulfill the next ritual…
And khushi thought…
She goanna get married…her dream of being a beautiful bride has come true…
But it wasn’t only that, her dream!!!
Actually, she was absolutely wrong when she thought that she wants only to a beautiful bride…
What is more important is that she has Him…
The man with all the love and care he has to her, the love that it doesn’t exist even in her dreams…
the person is her boss…but now...he's her husband too...
She remembered all the times he was angry on her in the office and all the times, she felt there is something about all that anger…there is passion that she couldn’t understand that time…
He did all that to catch her attention…her boss was in love with her till the first day and she was so stupid to understand him…
The priest starts reciting the hymens…
The couple takes round of the holy fire…

Starts the seven vows…
For provision and nourishment
For strength
For prosperity
For family
For progeny
For health
For love…
Once the seven steps done…khushi felt Arnav’s hand holding hers so tight…
He’s smiling…
“you’re my wife”
He whispered

They took the blessing of the elders again who blessed and congratulate them…
And then the party starts…
The wedding dinner and a Dj was there to animate the night

And like that khushi and Arnav has the most incredible wedding in the world…



By the end of the night and almost morning…
Arnav picked up his bride in his arms and then left all discretely…
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-what?...Arnavji…put me down!
Arnav was carrying her only to his car…not listening to her…
-Arnavji! They don’t even know we left!
-it’s not like I’m kidnapping you, khushi! you’re my wife!
Arnav opens the door of his car and puts down Khushi to that she can get in…
Arnav gets in too and looks her side to smirk that irresistible smirk…

she looks troubled

-we can at least inform someone!
-they are so busy dancing!
-where we are going?
She asked when he starts driving away from the villa
-to our home!
-our…home?
-yes!
-alone?
Arnav looks at her and raised his eye brow
-and you choose who to come with us?
-I thought…your parents will live with us too…
-No…khushi…it’s about only you and me!
Arnav said and concentrated on driving…
And holds her hand same time…and kissed her palm where a letter “A” was drawn by the mehendi in the center of her palm…

Note: sorry if I made mistakes when describing the shadi rituals...
I'm not sure of anything, I tried my best...to find how to describe it nicely but...
I hope you like any way and don't blame if there is any mistake ;)

Tuesday 17 September 2013

My Girl chapter 32

Again for you: Ruki ;) and for my Lopa <3

My Girlchapter 32






From her room, khushi could hear some voices…
She gets up from her bed…
It was night and she just lied in the bed waiting to sleep, she heard knocks in the door…she was sure that the servant or her father opened already but her heart that moment felt like something is goanna happen…
Her heart is beating so fast…
She wears her robe and then gets out seeing who is there and what is happening…
She couldn’t believe her eyes when she saw him…
Her Arnav comes…along with his nana…
He doesn’t get a look in her direction…
He was angry, her father is angry too
His nana was trying to calm them down, standing in the middle and talking to Shashi
-listen Mr Shashi! We don’t want to create any scene; Arnav wants just to meet her!
-Mr. Shashi…please!
Arnav said nervously
-where is khushi?
He asked out of his mind...
He wanted to enter and search for khushi but Shashi was blocking the entree…
-are you out of your mind? You can’t enter someone property like this and at this time! It’s the middle of the night!
-let me get in!
Arnav looks at Shashi straight in his eyes…a revolted angry gaze…he was ready to kill him…
-No…Arnav! No! wait! We can talk Mr. Shashi like any civilized people! Please…let me present myself I’m…
-Arnav!?!
Khushi’s voice comes like a whisper but the three men look to her direction…
-khushi! come! We are going!
Arnav ordered harshly…looking at her
-you are going? You are going?
Shashi repeated ironically…
-khushi! enter your room!
he added after awhile
Khushi: -Father!
Nana: -Mr. Shashi!...let us enter please!
Arnav: -I won’t enter! Khushi come!
Arnav said looking at her…he’s so angry
-I’m goanna change!
She said…
-No! come now!
Arnav said…his angriness increasing the more
-I’m calling the police!
Shashi starts scaring them…
Nana starts losing his temper too
Out of the door, his men were standing and just by one gesture…the bodyguards are in…
one geant bodyguard pushed Shashi gently: -sir! please!
he gets him away of the way easily…
And Arnav could get in…he gets off his coat and envelope a shocked Khushi…
He lifts her like she was a child and walked towards the main door…
-I’m warning you…you goanna pay it! put her down! This is an order!
Shashi said trying to get free from the bodyguards grip
-put her down!
Shashi cried out…
-Enough!
Nana said
-you have to listen now! Your daughter is safe with my son! And we have to talk now! So, calm down!
Arnav and khushi went and one bodyguard followed them…
While one stayed with Nana to control Shashi nerves…
Nana wants to calm him but also to explain to him the reason under Arnav’s anger…
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Khushi doesn’t know if she has to be the happiest or to be worried…
Arnav wasn’t her Arnav for this moment…
She could feel his anger…
He’s carrying her carefully but not once his eyes meet with her eyes…
He placed her carefully in the back sit of the car and turned to sit next to her…
-sir?
The driver asked
-to the hotel
Arnav answered without any reflection…
-Arnav?
She called him
-after!
He said looking only throw the window…
-look at me!
She said but he doesn’t obey
-please…Arnav…I missed you…
-really?
He turned his head once and then so fast turns back to look throw the window
-of course…of course…are you doubting this?
She asked with a low voice…feeling disappointed…
-we will talk when we will be alone!
Khushi wants to hug him, to kiss him but she’s even unable to get close of him…
She has the impression that he’s made of fire for now…that she can’t touch him!
She pouted and then placed her hand on her tumb…”my peapod...are you there?...papaa is here but he's so angry” she talked to her baby secretly “I think because he’s missing me so much”…
When they arrived before a so elegant and beautiful hotel…
Arnav held her hand protectively…
She was so shy to enter such hotel while wearing silky pink nightie and thanks god the robe was there to hide it and on the top, she was lost  in his large coat…(so elegant!)
His hand was warm and protective and she followed him trying to hide behind his masculine tensed back…
-room number 624, please!
-yes, sir!
The receptionist gives the key card, Arnav turned to the driver
-go back to grand-father, please!
-yes, sir!
-I hate that!
Arnav said hating the fact that everyone is approving and obeying his each order, since the day, he meet with his grand-parents and asked for their help to meet khushi…
His grandfather didn’t hesitated a moment to help him…without even asking, Arnav is getting what he wants!
All…
The billets for NY were ready…his passport ready in a short period of time as Arnav hasn’t any…finding Khushi and shashi exact location was done thanks to him too…
Three days and he was here…
Three days were short but for Arnav they were so long, even longer than the two months being away from khushi…because:
Three days ago, he knew it!
He knew it that khushi…his love…his angel, his jaan, his everything …that she’s pregnant!
He knew it randomly…when Akash called him to ask him what he’s planning to do to marry Khushi before the baby delivery!
The BABY DELIVERY…
Who’s Baby?
His and Khushi’s baby!!!!!!
He was just shocked…
She doesn’t talk once about it…
Arnav thought about all this while he was taking the elevator with her now…he looks towards her…
He’s whishing she would tell him now…he will give her the chance to talk…
They enter the room…
He closed the door…
They get in…
She gets excited when she looks at the cute but modern room but she doesn’t tell anything…
She looks at him
-I missed you…even your perfume, your scent…
She said holding his coat on her more
-do you have something to tell me about khushi?
He asked her…he’s so cold…indifferent to what she just said...
-yes!
She said pouting
-you’re so bad! I’m not sure you will accept even if I would hug you! Why you’re so indifferent? You’re scaring me!! if you come, it means you’re missing me but not once you tell it, not once you kissed me!
-tell me khushi what you have to tell me!
-I love you!
She said looking straight at his eyes…
-you love me?...only this?
He gave her one other chance, hoping she will tell him…
She looked at him arching her eyebrow…
-I…don’t know what you want to hear!
She said still thinking…
-I love you so much Arnav…I’m thinking about you every day and night and wanted you next to us every second of my every minute of all the days I spent away from you!
-us?
-me and my peapod baby!
Khushi said unconsciously and then looks at Arnav with wide eyes…
Well…she doesn’t want to announce him the news like that!
She doesn’t even want to tell him throw phone planning to tell him in some special way!
Oh shit…shit…
Khushi’s eyes filled with tears as she looked how Arnav was hurt…
-since when do you know that?
He asked…his voice was trembling but he was hell angry…
-two… months
She hesitated...shievring too
-I knew it before I come here!...peapod was been here(she touched her tummy) since three months!
Better if she tell it all!
-you hide it from me for 2 months?...you hide it…how dare you?!
He asked trying his best to not say hurting words to her…
-if I’d told you, you will never let me go and fix things with father!
-fix things?
Arnav nervously runs his fingers on his thick hair
-and now, things are really fixed Khushi, as your father starts accepting me very well!
He said ironically…
-I’m trying…
She said, all hurt…
-trying?...you said you will come back for so soon, you took months and then, I learned from someone else that my …my love is preganant…that we are waiting for a baby, by someone else, like that, randomly and you, khushi, you never told me about that!
He paused and then continued
-the night spent with me before you left…well…that night you knew that you have my baby, you didn’t tell me! how can you khushi????...how?...you didn't thought once that this baby isn’t my baby too?...didn’t I have right on him the way you have?...how can’t you inform me!!!! damn it khushi! damn it!
Arnav said beating the desk before him by his fist…he made khushi jump out of fear but then she comes closer to him…holding his hand...
-sorry…sorry Arnav…I was…I was just thinking about our future; I wanted by any way to win father’s trust and approval for our relation and…
-your father?...I understand it…but I’m a father too…don’t you think I need to know? this baby inside you is mine too, khushi! ...don't you know?
-yes…
Khushi said and she couldn’t retain her tears too…
-I wanted to announce that to you…
-and? What happened? Why you didn’t?
-in a special way!
-I thought the last night we were together was so special!
-you would never let me go!
Arnav looks at her angrier:
-hell yes!! I would never let you go and I regretted the fact that I let you do whatever you want that moment! I don’t know why I just agree to your decision!
-because you trust me!... because you love me!
Arnav looked away
-do you still love me?
Khushi asked like a little girl...So scared now
Arnav looked at her once…
He was angry…he was fuming…he wants to punish her and her question comes in time…
He wanted to let her wait for the answer…the way he waits for her pregnancy news…the way he waits to see her, the way he will wait to hold her, to hug her, to kiss her, to make love to her…to touch and talk to their baby…

He wanted her to wait for now…so, he just get away of the hotel room leaving Khushi standing there all alone with shocked eyes and broken heart!

Sunday 8 September 2013

My Girl chapter 31

this chapter is dedicated to my dear Ruki who asked me to update this FF because she's missing it <3 so sweet, I love you my dear :*
acctually My Girl is the FF with the less feedbacks but I have to continue it any way even if there is so few readers on it :/


My GIRL
Chapter 31


“if you want me to still consider you as my daughter…you should come with me! Don’t let me behave out of anger and don’t force me to harm him!”
She remembers her father words…
He was serious and angry…
Harm him…harm Arnav??
She accepted…She followed her father to New York City!
She has to choose between her father and her lover!
And she chooses her father!
Because she felt that he’s hurt and he needs her!
And because he said it all because he’s so angry and so hurt…she chooses to not make it worse…she said yes to follow her father…
Her tummy shows up little bit, not so much…
It’s been only two months when she left India…and three months since she’s pregnant…
Her tummy doesn’t grow up very much but she could feel her baby…
Inside her, there is so many changes…some more curves here and there...
She’s always hungry and she’s always hot…little horny…always imaging Arnav besides her, holding her, caressing her tummy, talking to their baby…
Arnav...kissing her and making love to her madly...
Arnav!
Arnav!
She knows very well how much she hurts him by leaving like that!
Leaving him…
She told him about everything but not her pregnancy…
She knows that if she told him that, he will never let her go…
She remembered the way he holds her hand in their last meeting before her leaving and tears come out of her eyes…
Flashbacks:
-alright if that will satisfy him!
Arnav said finally, after a so long silence, without any expression…
-it’s only for few days, Arnav! In this time I will pacify him and then come back to you!
He nodded simply not looking at her…
-Arnav! Look at me!
-it’s ok khushi! go! I can’t say anything against your decision!
-I don’t want to go! Last thing I wish is to leave…but…I have to!
-and I said it’s ok! Just go!
He said leaving to the next room, nervously…
She followed him…her heart is paining…this supposed to be their bedroom...all is ready in this room...new bed, new sheets...
-Arnav…
She called desperately…
-Arnav! Look!
She said as angry as him…
His back was facing her…she holds his hand and forced him to turn and face her…
She cupped his face
-I love you…I LOVE YOU! do you understand?
She said insisting on each word…crying…her tears wetting her soft cheeks…
-it’s killing me…I won’t go…but I have to…please forgive me…I want…I want to stay!
Arnav cupped her face too…looking at her intensively:
-so…stay! Stay, damn it!...he will know how much we love each other and he will forgive us!
Khushi nodded negativly…
-he’s mad! He’s so angry and he will try to separate us by some other way but I won’t let this happen, I will do as he said!
Arnav stops holding her face and he just turns back again…
-Arnav!
She cried out, holding him from behind…crying hard, wetting his t-shirt…holding his waist tight…
-my love…my heart…
She said sobbing…kissing his back…every parcel…like a crazy…
He turns to face her and then hugs her tight in between his arms…
She cries in his arms and he tries his best to calm her, whispering “I love you my little girl” hundreds of times in her ear…
-could we lie in the bed together?
She asked and he just obeyed
Both lied hugging each other on their new bed…
-could you kiss me?
-Khushi!
He said smiling as she knows very well how to cheer him up with her innocent demands…
He kisses her gently…
Both are in pain…and couldn’t act normally…
She holds his hand and guided him to touch her…
She puts his hand right on her tummy and she closes her eyes…”here my baby…meet your father…See how big is his hand! How warm! how protective…”
She smiles…talking secretly to her baby…
-what happened?
Arnav asked looking at her…
-nothing…but your hand feels so warm!
Arnav smirked and leaned to kiss her tummy and then made so many butterflies kisses all along her tummy and then up to her bra…pulling her t-shirt up…
He kissed her all over her body…
-Arnav kiss me here again!
She asked pointing her tummy…
Without thinking so much…Arnav kissed her…
-again?
He asked
-hmm…
-what a soft belly!
He said plunging his face on it…
And then he licked her belly button seductively…
She moaned…she held his head against her…
-don’t leave…khushi!
He said like he was a little boy…lost and desperate…
Flashbacks end
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-you know baby?…even your father is a big baby (sobs)…maa is not sad!
She said wiping her tears…
-but she’s only missing your papaa so much…and he’s not even picking up his phone!...it’s been three days that he’s not picking up!
Since two months, khushi has only one habitude: hear his voice at least once in a day but it’s been three days since which he doesn’t call her or even pick up the phone and that’s why she’s now all worried and sad…
She wears his t-shirt the last one he’s wearing in their last night together…she took it with her along with the locket that she kept with her, around her neck, all the time…
And she gave him her dupatta…”smell it every day and keep it with you always when you goanna sleep!”…she said when she gave it to him…and she remembers the way he looked at her then…so intensive that she was about to give up and stay with him...
She took out her phone and typed: “Arnav! I’m horny and I need you to make love to me!”
She sends the message out of anger!...how dare him not to pick up the dam phone!...she was sure he would call after such messgae...and She knows that he will calm her somehow…
“Arnav! I’m worried and I need to hear your voice!”
She sends another message
She gets out of her room and went to her father’s study room
She gets in…
Mr. Shashi was in phone with someone but he looks up to her…
-so?
She said angrily…
-I did what you want! I left him! I’m pregnant with his child and he doesn’t even know, I didn't tell as you said!…I’m here far away from the man I love just to satisfy you but father…father, I’m suffering! I want him with me and he wants the same! I can't find any reason to stay here!
Shashi looks at her angrily
-khushi!
-the baby inside me wants his father too!
She said holding her tummy
-this baby is illegitimate!
khushi looks at him angrily but her eyes are filled with tears:
-those ideas belong to you?...you really think this about your grandchild?
Shashi kept quiet for a second…
-no! but this is what people think!...if we stayed there, people will never shut up! They will talk wrong about you…
-if we stayed?...I would marry Arnav!...I would live happily with him and my child!
-but now it’s too late!
-let me go and I will face everyone!
-no way! Don’t dare to dishonor our name!
-our name?
Khushi asked ironically
-what about your daughter? Do I have any importance?
-all this is due to your fault!
-I wanted this baby!
-face the consequences!
-are you sure we are here only to hide my pregnancy?
-what do you think?
-I think you’re hiding here from the truth!...the truth that my mother is innocent!
-not again khushi!
-ok! But mother still love you!
-no! khushi! stop!
-Mother loves us but someone separate us, that someone separate you from your wife, years back!…and the history is replayed…the same one is trying to separate me from Arnav and you’re only helping her!
-khushi!
Shashi shouts her name
-you want to my child to live the same way as me! I lived without a mother while my mother  is alive and my baby will live without a father while his father is alive!
-khushi enough! Enough! Your mother chooses to leave us!
-oh really? Who told you that?
-the proof : she never tried to come back or talk to me!
-she was scared! Don’t you want to know why?
-don’t talk about your dadi in a wrong way again! I won’t hear to that story again!
-you should look at my mother once! Dadi broke her and now, she’s breaking me!!
-for the God sake!
Shashi said sitting down again
-for me!
Khushi said looking straight at him and then kneeled and held his hands…
-I love you father but I love my mother too…don’t blame me if I could see the truth that you couldn’t see! Find the truth your way! Please…at least, find it your way! Ask dadi! Ask her! Tell her every detail I told you and let’s see how she will react!...see the truth throw her eyes because…she will deny everything but I’m sure you will get the truth throw her denial…paa!
Khushi looks at his eyes…
-maa is still in love with you! When I speak about you, she kept blushing!
Khushi said that and left as fast as she could and then when she’s at the level of the door, she turns again to face him
-and my baby still loves you too, even if you bashed him!
She said childishly and runs from there leaving her father confused…
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In her room she checked again her phone but she doesn’t receive anything…
So, again childishly, she starts preparing her suitcase…
“Arnav!
You’re so bad! I'm goanna come to punish you hard”
She sent a last message before she lays down feeling all weak after talking so much and moving so much and preparing her suitcase…

-how much I’m goanna have enough power to handle all those men in my life!...I’m sure you’re a girl because you never make your maa suffer bacha!...maa loves you so muchhh...
she said holding her tummy and speaking to her little baby as always