My Girl chapter 30

   My Girl

 Chapter 30

-khushi ? what are you doing ?...stop eating this much, yaar…you will not enter in your new design!

Said Lavanya snatching the plate from her hands…

Khushi with her full mouth…pouted and took the plate again:

-let me eat! I’m hungry, try to understand!

-you never eat that much or never eat those…

-shh…let me finish!

Kushi was amused and enjoying her dish when her father called her:

-KHUSHI!

His voice wasn’t as usual and the way he’s calling her was out of anger…

She runs so fast to his study room…

-close the door!

Khushi nodded and closed the door…

Her father was so much angry…

-how dare you, khushi?....I gave all my trust and what are you doing?

He stands up…

-Father…I don’t understand?...it’s about me and Arnav!

-I don’t want to hear anything about that vagabond that you bring him here in my home and you convinced me to accept him!...I didn’t know yet that he was the one letting you…

Khushi was retaining her tears…she doesn’t want to cry…she’s not at fault, she’s not guilty, her father’s words are due to his anger…that’s it…

-he made you met that…you met her?

-Arnav has nothing to do with this…and yes Father I met my mother…she’s my mother and I love her…she’s innocent…she’s innocent father

What khushi doesn’t remark was Dadi’s presence who doesn’t hesitate to give khushi a sudden but so powerful slap…

The slap was brusque that khushi fall in the floor…

Vulnerable as she was…

Seeing the anger of both her dadi and her especially her father…

Feeling the danger of the situation…

How she could stand and defend both her mother and Arnav??

She’s feeling suddenly all weak…

And then she wasn’t anymore looking at her father and dadi but it was only the blur and then the dark…

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When she wakes up…

She felt Lavanya’s hand playing with her hair and caressing her forehead…

-you wake up?

-hmm…Lavanya

Khushi was about to cry but Lavanya calmed her…

-shhh…I know all, now…but khushi…

-what?

-you know the doctor was here and …

-and?

-he said that…that…

-talk La!

-the baby is fine!

-what?

Khushi holds her tummy, touched with her hand…

-you’re pregnant khushi!

Khushi bitted her lower lip…and then she smiles and then she giggled…

-I can’t believe…you know la?...I felt it…I was sure…

Lavanya wasn’t that happy…

-khushi…

-I know…I should call Arnav!

-khushi…we are leaving…

-leaving? Where?

-I mean me, Akash, mother and Ftaher…

-what?

- our presence doesn’t please your dadi anymore khushi…even if your father had insisted before that we stay here for you…but now…he’s so angry and …and my father prefers us to leave…

-what?...this is impossible…I have no family without you…if you leave…I will die!

-shhh! Don’t say like this again!

Lavanya hugged khushi tight…

-I don’t know what to feel?...I’m shocked…I’m happy and I’m so sad…don’t leave me, La!

Mami joins them in the room…all crying…

She sits down besides khushi…

-I’m sorry beteya…sorry that I hide the truth for so long…I said that your mother is...dead…but the truth I know is that she only disappeared…when she disappeared I never left from here…because you was so tiny and you cried lots for your mother already…so your father decided that I should stay for you…but today, khushi!...it’s time for me to leave…hello hi bye bye…(sobs, sobs)

-No! Mami…don’t leave me…don’t!...I love you…I love you so much…I love you…

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Khushi cried a lot before sleeping finally…

When she wakes up…

She takes a shower…spends lots of time before the mirror admiring her tummy…

She bitted her lower lip, blushing hardly…

That’s little thing inside her is able to make her forget about all…

All the sudden problems…

The way her Mami’s family left her after hearing some bad words from Dadi…

Her father was the one always keeping Dadi out of their lifes…

This time, he gave her all the rights to behave the way she wants…

All that because she met her mother…

So what?

Her mother could be a monster like Dadi and maybe her father are thinking but that will change anything about the love she has for her…

She missed her already…

And Arnav…

OMG she’s missing him so much…

No use to call him…

Such news about her pregnancy…she needs to tell him face to face and not by the phone…

-And now…what to wear…little baby?...help mum to find out…you will see soon how much papaa is so handsome…mmm? What about this pink dress?…he likes it…he likes the green saree more…but I don’t feel like wearing a saree baby…I want you to feel warm…you’re so tiny…

Khushi wears her dress…despite her happiness about the baby…

She’s having bad thoughts…

After all, she’s alone to face her father and to face dadi…

She felt all of a sudden so scared…

She needs to hear his voice…she doesn’t have to tell him about any problem…but only hear his voice…

Like it was so urgent…she takes her phone…dialed his number…

-morning!

-Arnav?

-hmm…little baby…

-you just wake up?

-yes…it’s so early…I can’t believe you wake up now…you ok?

-I’m ok Arnav…I miss you…

-miss you too bacha…your voice seems so weak…

-No…I’m fine…I want to come to our home…

-come…I’m getting up now to work in…

Hearing that…khushi remembered what her dad said about Arnav and how her dadi slaps her…she starts crying but she bits her bottom lip not to make any sound…

-the bed is here now…and I come with so many sheets…I know you got so cold that night…you were hugging me tight…I miss everything in you…everything…

-I love you…

-you’re crying khushi?

-I miss you (sobs) that’s why…(sobs)

-baby…I’m just waiting for you come now…don’t cry…shhhh…stop crying, now! It’s an order!

-sobs

-if you’re not stopping…I’m coming now!

-no (sobs)…I’m coming Arnav…I want to be only with you…my Arnav…

-that’s my Khushi…no more tears, love, ok?

-ok…I have something so important to tell you about…but not now…when I come…it’s a very very very special surprise!

-I can’t wait khushi! come! Right now!

-ok, I’m coming…I love you!

-I love you so much…more than you can imagine…I’m dying to see you; khushi, don’t cry anymore…

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Finishing the call with Arnav, khushi wipes her tears and comes upstairs…

She said good morning to her father but he doesn’t reply…

-Father…I’m going out…

-where?

-I need to meet Arnav…

-you dare speak about him before me?...you’re pregnant illegally and you still talk about him?...I want you to go back to your room khushi…I don’t want to speak with you!

-but…

-this is enough!...go back to your room, now, I don’t want to hear anything!

-father…please, listen to me!

-are you not listening anymore?

Khushi wasn’t able to hear this anymore…Wasn’t able to believe how harsh her father was speaking with her…she runs back to her room…

Very Important note

I think I will not update any more guys or I will update only one time in a month like other writers

Again, I don't know what's going on

the only think I know is that you're pushing me to stop 

and my feelings that my FFs are not awesome and will never be,are now serious 

I have enough of silent readers pming me wanting the blog link and then they disappear forever , number of views are extraordinary but feedback :/

only few persons still faithful to me, I thank them, I love them so so so very much, I'm not blaming you, friends...

let me tell you that even if I stop writing, you will find so many talented writers and much better stories 

I don't know if I will continue my stories or not

I'm speaking like that but I know that maybe I will end up writing and posting to you as usual and share with you my stories 

but I should share with you also my feelings too

and tell you to not wait so much for my updates

if I don't update for so long it means that I'm little bit sad, knowing that all what I update and what you read don't deserve one moment from your side to comment or to like

be close always

bye

I opened Desire blog
I know that I discontinue that FF
but I want also to inform you that the blog is open now, it's no more private
Link: http://arshi-desire.blogspot.com/

My Dream come true chap 11

Chapter 11

Iss Proposal ko kya naam doon?

Note: I changed the title of this part thanks to Madiha Sophia comment , thanks dear 

-khushi, are you ok? Why all those questions?

-I just want to know jiji! …mmm…just like this…please you tell me Aarti if jiji won’t!

-I think…love is…when you keep thinking about that person, keep worrying about him…when you can’t spend one day without seeing him…and whishing that you spend the rest of your days with him…because you just can’t live without him all around…

-so, you want to spend your life time with my brother?

Khushi asked, teasing Aarti…Aarti is the friend of Payal, first, then the friend of khushi, she’s also the daughter of their neighbors and also and most important: the one Yash love…

Every Friday evening, the girls do this kind of girls grouping to chit chat and forget the stress of the whole week…

Aarti blushed and acted like she’s angry:

-Khushi! I will never answer your questions! So, manage to find the answers from Payal…

Aarti stands up and crossed her arms…

-oh no! no!...please, yaar…sorry, sorry…

Khushi holds her two ears playfully pouting…

-Payal don’t know anything about Love but you do and I want to know…

-what do you want to know?

Aarti looks at her with wide eyes…

-I…I…

Khushi couldn’t hide her emotions before them…Payal and Aarti know her better than she knows herself…

They look at her with susceptive look:

-talk, little Khushi!

-yes, talk, Khushi!

-it’s…it’s…him…

Khushi starts playing nervously with her dupatta while Payal locks the door of their room to that no one enters, suddenly…

-him?

Khushi looks at Payal:

-sir…Mr. Raizada!

-oh God! I knew it!

Payal almost screams…

-you knew it?

-the way he’s looking at you, the way he was so angry when I told him about your arranged marriage…everything…it was clear!

Aarti looks at khushi:

-oh…khushi why you’re troubled?...Yash told me that his friend Mr. Arnav is a nice person!

-I…I didn’t think about him like a man before…

The two girls look at khushi with their mouths opened:

-excuse us???! But…my dear sister…you think about him like what?

-like my boss…I respect him so much, I can’t…I…my mind refused that fact that I can…think about him in the wrong way…

-wrong way??....you talked about love? …love is not wrong…is he in love with you?

Aarti holds Khushi’s hand, pressing in it….she’s more excited than khushi herself…

-he…he doesn’t tell me he loves me but…

-but?

-he…

Kissed me…that memory troubled her and she sits back on her bed and the girls sit in each side of her, waiting…

-well...words are not his business…but I can…understand…he’s so carrying and he tried to make me understand that…he…

-and what about you?...what are you feeling?

-I don’t know…I…

-you should ask him! (Aarti’s eyes shining when she said that)

-you should wait till he told he loves you! (Payal was categorical)

-he loves me?

-I know he loves you but khushi, don’t confess before him, ok?

All what Payal thinks about is this…

-confess?

-Payal, stop troubling her!...khushi chota…don’t get troubled…if you love him, you will know soon, try to imagine your world without him…and you will be able to know…for him, he will also tell you soon his feelings and like this, things will be easier for both of you!

Khushi smiles and nodded…

But she couldn’t tell them about the ice cream or the kiss…

They will be shocked…

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In her bed, khushi wasn’t able to sleep, like every night…since that three days, it’s like that…she heard her phone ring message and she immediately press the button to see which is the message she’s receiving at 11 of the night…

“Tomorrow, don’t come late!

ASR. CEO, Raizada Group.”

Huhh…what?!!!!

She reads the message many times, verified it was his number…and then answered…

“yes, I will be in time, sir

Khushi.”

“I was sure, you’re not sleeping!”

His reply comes so fast…

She doesn’t find anything to reply him…

 “yes, sir, I’m not sleeping yet”

Arnav sitting on his couch in the poolside took a deep breath…

“I couldn’t sleep too”  

Reading this message, her hands tremble…and she imagined her boss in the same state as her…

Really???

“why?” khushi composed this three letters and sent them without even thinking…

“thinking about you”

Oh God!

No…she gets up from the bed, all troubled, her phone in her hand, she installed herself in her sofa next to the bed and she hugged her teddy bear tight…

“me too”

She finally sent her reply…

“you’re thinking about me?, Khushi, I’m dying to know what are you thinking about me, apart from the fact that you consider me as a boss and you respect me!”

If she was in front of him, she would avoid to answer this question…but, now, she has to answer…

“I’m thinking that you’re good”

“good?”

She doesn’t answer…

Let him think that she slept or that she doesn’t have credit in her phone or that she can’t answer this question, that she doesn’t understand, that she doesn’t receive his last message…

Let him think whatever he wants!

“Good night, khushi!

PS: I’m not just Good!”

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Next morning:

Office:

She doesn’t know what to do…

But she knows that she will not take the elevator…not after yesterday…

The kiss…she bitted her lips, deciding to only concentrate on her work!

She prepares his black coffee as usual…

She knocked at the door…doesn’t wait at all and enters, as usual…

And as usual he was at his office, his eyes on the files before him and he’s taking a call…

When she entered, she paused his coffee as usual in the desk and wanted to escape from there…

She was thinking God that her boss doesn’t did anything …when she felt a pressure on her neck…

Damn it!

Looks like her dupatta was stuck like usual at something…it wasn’t really the good time…she turned so fast to release when she gets surprised…by her boss…taking in his hand the corner of her dupatta…and then he wraps it around his hand and hold it tight…pushing her to him…he stands up in just a second and she finds herself in his protective arms…she closes her eyes due to the surprise…

-I don’t want to my personal to sleep in their duty time, Miss Gupta, so, open your eyes!

Khushi opens her eyes to look at him…he was smirking…

-khushi?

-hmm…

-According to you…am just good?

Khushi keeps silent…and he’s staring at her waiting for an answer…

-no!

She answers hesitantly…

-no?

-you’re…you…

-I’m amazing!

He said teasing her…

-… khushi! talk to me!

-I…sir! I don’t think it’s the right moment or place!

Khushi wanted to defend herself…she’s in his arms…and this feeling is so new for her…

-khushi…I own the place…and I decide about the moment!...now tell me: do you think that I can be your husband?

Her wide eyes stared at him for a moment…she keeps looking at him…trying to understand what he just said…her mind couldn’t accept…

His hand comes to caress her cheek slowly…like to calm her thoughts…he keeps observing her as she’s looking to anything but him for now…

He has to pull her chin and made her look at him:

-khushi Gupta! I’m asking you…should I come this evening to ask for your hand?

-No!

Arnav’s heart stopped beating for awhile…His Dream…could be destroyed just by one word…

”no”…

Why he’s so confident…so quickly he talked about being her husband…and what if she really don’t want him to be like that!

-don’t come this evening, please…please!...first…first…I…should…well…what my family would say?

Arnav still in his thought, he tightened his hold the more…he couldn’t let her go…even if she herself refuse…he loves her…loves her madly…

-khushi! I’m coming today! …I want this marriage to be for so soon!

-I…what??

khushi was surprised and troubled and many emotions in the same time...

-you have to answer: yes or no!

-sir…

-damn this sir!

Arnav said in between his teeth nervously and khushi feared him a little bit…what he wants her to call him…

-call me Arnav! Could you?

-I could not, sir!

-khushi!

-I can’t!

-you will be able after the marriage!

Khushi panicked again…she’s not sure…is it a good idea to marry her boss??

She blushed at this simple thought…

And then all of a sudden, she felt a peck on her cheek

-looking so beautiful while blushing!

Khushi’s eyes opened widely by the surprise and she just stand there like a statue…

As he left her like that and sits back at his chair…sipping the coffee she prepared…

He will be so happy to taste this coffee in their home…

Amused by this idea…he looked at khushi who finally looked at him…

He doesn’t want to trouble her further, he asked for some files and she got back to her desk…

My Girl chapter 29

My Girl

chapter 29

Our Little world

After visiting her mother…

Khushi gets out finding Arnav waiting for her just before her mother’s home…

He was resting his back to the wall…

Wearing just a black vest…and looking at her intensively…

So sexy…her bad boy was waiting only for her…

She gasped only by feeling that this man was hers only and she walked towards him…

-no hugs and kisses here on the road!

He said to stop her craziness…he knew she will just hug him in the middle of the road…

She doesn’t have any problem and it amuses him…

-let’s first go to our home!

He said pointing the bike…

-but we can walk…why to use the bike?

-come on!

-but…

She looks down to her saree…

He smirked and shows her how to ride the bike in a proper manner…he gets in too and he felts instantly her arms encircling his waist tight…

-Arnav? …where we are going?

She finds that they are no more in the neighborhood…they are away of it…

Arnav stopped the bike before a building…

He holds khushi’s hand and both they enter it…climbing so many stairs…

Arnav stopped before an apartment in the second roof…

He looks in his pocket and gets out a key…he opens the door before the confused eyes of khushi…

She was about to enter but he stopped her…

He smirked and he carried her…

She gasped from the excitement and bitted her lower lips…her hands come to hold his neck and then she looked inside the simple and tiny apartment…

It still empty…still half painting…

Arnav was all the way smiling…and looking only at khushi’s reactions…

-I bring you here for help!

He said looking seriously to her, now…

-help?

-we goanna paint our home, don’t you think?

Khushi’s eyes widen and she looks at him wanting to know more…he paused her…holds her hands:

-it’s for us, only!

-it’s our home!

-only me and you, as you can see, it can’t take more than us and some little angels!

-Arnav!

Khushi doesn’t find any words to say…

-but…but…baby…

She thought for awhile at how he could buy this apartment…from where he comes with the money…

-we can’t live in one room…we need our space…I know it’s small…it’s even tiny…but…I’m working hard baby!

-I see…you have so many muscles

Her hand touched his arms…

-so…it pleases you?

-well…it does please me!...I love it…it’s for us, only!

Arnav smiles and holds her hand…walk with her around their little world:

-here…we goanna have the living room…and here…the bedroom…here the babies room!

-Arnav!

-what?

-nothing! Continue!

-here the kitchen!

They come back to the living room…Arnav explains to her how he succeed to paint half this room this morning only…he explains to her how he was planning to buy this little apartment from the moment they come back from lucknow…

-oh there is also a balcony!

Khushi runs to the balcony, excited:

-Arnav I want some roses here too!

-alright!

-I want the bedroom to be painted first!

-this is so naghty!

He smirked…

-but I’m ok too!

Khushi smiles:

-Arnav, we need a bed!

-yeah…there is one friend of mine…he’s a carpenter…he’s working on it!

Khushi smiles looking at him:

-you’re not wasting any time!

-No! I’m not ready to waste any time!

He shows her the brush of painting…

-come on!

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Khushi and Arnav attacked the bedroom…

Painting the walls with white paint…

Arnav was a pro at painting…but he keeps mocking khushi at the way she’s only paint one corner while he paint a whole wall…

It wasn’t practical to paint with a saree…he recommended her to remove it and stay with the blouse and the petticoat but she refused…

He observed her while she’s holding the pallu by one hand and painting with the other and decided to do something…

He comes right behind her and as he comes silently and she was concentrated…

The moment he holds her waist…she gasped and turned all of a sudden…the brush in her hand makes Arnav’s t-shirt dirty with white paint and she opened her mouth with surprise…looking at what she does to her lover…

But he smiled…she giggled and hugs him tight…

-this one is my favorite…you goanna clean it!

Khushi broke the hug and looks at him…

-ok, husband!

Arnav was excited to show her their home…he forgets a little about his naughtiness…about yesterday naughty call…

-this saree!

He said looking at her eyes…

-this saree

She repeated hesitantly…

-it’s…it sweets you!

-really?

Khushi wanted to tease him…she looks at him playfully…

Arnav takes off his t-shirt and throws it on the floor…

Khushi’s eyes scanned his bare chest and arms…

-to be honest I prefer you without it… completely bare against me!

Khushi couldn’t answer…as she was staring at him…her hands come and touched him slowly…

-you’re tensed!...you’re making so much efforts Arnav!

-take care of me!

He said looking at her and smirking…

-how?

Arnav smiled and he takes her saree off, first…leaving her blouse and petticoat as he wished…

Arnav pulled her petticoat up to that he can lift her and that her legs could encircle his waist…she giggled like a baby…

Both leaned for a kiss…

Capturing her lips…Arnav plunged his tongue deep inside her mouth to taste her…khushi was a wile kitty today…as she wanted the most to bit his lips…her emotions towards him are unbearable…

because she loves him so much…it seems that her heart is always paining at the simple thought that if he stopped loving her…if they try to separate them…

her hands held his shoulders…her nails dig on his skin and he groaned pulling back of the kiss…

-you want it, this way, khushi!

-I miss you!...I love you!

-you want it wild?

-and fast!

-alright!...hold on!

Khushi griped his shoulders tight while he opens his pants zip…taking out his manhood…he pulled aside her panties…touching her she was…ready…he thought if he can or not penetrate her that moment only…

-Arnav!

She begged:

-Now!

Without thinking twice…Arnav push in…it was little brutal…it pains little bit…khushi hugged him the more, in a scream…

-oh!

-Damn!...I’m sorry!...

-don’t be…I…need it this way…I need all of you…

Khushi completes her sentence by a moan…

Arnav’s head is now on her cleavage…he was kissing and breathing in…

-khushi…my khushi!

-My…

Arnav buried hardly inside her…completely inside…he looks at her:

-baby…hold tight…alright…don’t give up

Arnav puts her hands around his neck…and made love to her the way she wished…

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Hardly breathing…they lay down on the floor…

Arnav holds her in his arms…she’s still closing her eyes…it feels heaven…

Without speaking…they just lay down for a long moment…

It was finally who keeps touching her face…

with the back of his index, he caressed her cheek

-khushi!...open your eyes!

Khushi opened her eyes lazily…

-hi!

-hey!

-what are you feeling?

-amazing!...there is benefits if there is no bed!

Arnav smirked and pulled her to him…

-are you sure?...because laying on the floor…it’s not really…

-it’s really comfortable to be in your arms and in our home!

Khushi looks at him playfully and cupped his face…

-I’m hungry Arnav!

Arnav keeps quite…actually there is nothing to be eaten in here!

-ok! Let me buy something for us!

Arnav gets up and khushi too…

-khushi, you stay in our home…I will go and bring some food!

-ok…but I want to eat something yummy!

-ok my baby! What about gol gappe?

-oh yes! oh yes! please, please Arnav!

Arnav looks at her…and then smiles silently

-what? You goanna buy me gol gappe?

-ok bacha…I will! Everything you want!

-Arnav! I want also juice for after!

-alright!

-and…

-and?

-you come fast!

He smiled at her childishness and he puts again his t-shirt…

-I’m going my beautiful little wife!...stay quite till I come back!

-hmm

Arnav was about to go but she runs and hugs him from behind…

-oh! khushi?

-I love you!

-I love you too my baby!

Arnav turned to face her and then kissed her forehead

-stay for tonight!

-yes!

She nodded smiling…

-ok! I will also bring some blankets and all!

-yes! let’s camp in our home!

-yes! stay still! I will be back soon, baby!

-ok!

-my kiss!

Khushi smiles and pecked his lips…

-I should go…if I still for one more second…you will have only love and no food!

Arnav opens the door…winked to her and walks outside…while she observed him and closes the door behind…runs to the window to see her love looking at her side too…saying bye to her and riding the bike…